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Thirteenth English Quote:

 

Another day has come,

another hour has pass,

another minutes stays,

can we promise the day

it shall not mend,

can we go the other way

we all go,

as it speaks into my mind,

as it listens to my heart,

it breaks me when I lose you.

 

You run away with your pride,

you walk a thousand miles,

you stay here by my side,

are we good to stay here,

are we kind to the hearts,

or are we mend to build a home,

it speaks to my mouth,

it touches your heart so calmly,

and I will be walking forever

until I find you.

 

Break me gently,

I hold my breath but not too hard,

wish I could stay,

wish I could tell,

the life is mystery here

without you,

and I am going to your home

for I am sleeping in

you heart that barely speaking.

 

Fourteenth English Quote:

 

Here I am lonely and sad,

please come with me and

I take you to my heaven,

heaven tells me if I am in love,

but right now I must take your love

in my heart and everlasting one.

 

One time shall empty my loneliness

and I take the time

for I am lonely and sad,

I take that word,

take my heart into love

and use nobody to hurt,

take me instead coming to your home.

 

Every road has a problem,

every one of them has smaller or bigger,

take me into your road and

I will walk to your path.

 

Every brick of a house built

a bigger problem

and I don’t want to build

my own life to a bigger problem.

 

 

 

NOTES:

 

The thirteenth English quote poem I wrote it is really another special to Rico Yan. Therefore, I use that many times to send someone who has a problem. I don’t know why people are afraid to ask me, but instead I ask them if I can send this to their cellphone.

 

The fourteenth English quote poem I wrote it is based in my experience every time I fall for my problems. It is either big or small. Whether you don’t have one problem, there is always a problem in every corner of your life.

Mahirap kumita ng malaki

Sa buhay natin minsan mali ang akala ay madali lang pala. Pero sa kasaysayan ng ating Pilipinas, hindi dapat ito binabalewahan. Sa trabaho kung malaki kinikita mo, kinakaltas minsan ito sa sahod mo sa gastos ng SSS at iba pang benepisyo ng iyong pinapasukan na kumpanya.

 

Bawat Pilipino sa mundo ay maraming aspekto sa buhay. Minsan madali, misan mahirap at minsan naman ay kuntento na sa buhay kinakaharap mo. Kung ako ang tatanungin mo, hindi dapat ito iniitindi ng ganoon ka simple sa buhay. Dapat nga ikaw ay nagtatrabaho at nagbibigay sa pamilya. Sa sitwasyon ko naman, hindi ako anak ng mayaman at hindi din anak sa mahirap. Nasa kalagitnaan kami sa buhay namin ngayon. Super blessed kami ika nga. Dahil sa pinapakita ko parating nakangiti, baka yun pa ang blessed binigay sa akin ng Diyos.

 

Sa pagnenegosyo sa cellphone loading ko, mahirap sa umpisa kumita. Pero sanay na ako sa umpisa na mahirap. Walang negosyo hindi puwedeng madali, lahat ng negosyo minsan pinagdadaanan sa mahirap. Kung makikita mo sa mga SM malls, minsan sa buhay mo ba nakikita mo si Henry Sy nagbubukas ng pintuan ng mall. Hindi ba hindi. Siyempre may guwardiya na magbubukas sa iyo. Kung idadaan natin sa mahirap, parang wala na imposible sa buhay natin. Pero dapat maniwala sa kasabihan na, “All things are possible.” Kung maniniwala ka ng maniniwala habang buhay, maniniwala ka din sa sarili mo. Walang madali at walang mahirap. Lahat ito ay may punto sa mahirap at sa madali lamang.

 

Kung pag-uuspan natin maghanap-buhay, siguro malaking pinagdadaanan ko na diyan mula dati hanggang ngayon. Nag te-training ako sa contact center training yun nakaraan na buwan ng Marso. Masaya ako at nakapag training din sa wakas. Maraming din natutunan ako at nagkakaraon ako ng matitinong tao puwede mo ikasama mo sa buhay. Hindi kasi lahat ng tao, parehas-parehas sa pagtingin mo. Minsan nga ako pinagsabihan ng mongee o kaya ng mongoloid. Kasi hindi alam ng tao na meron pala ako yun, ako hindi nasasaktan dahil alam ko. Nakakaramdam din ako ng pighati minsan sa mga kagaya ko. Pero sinabihan mo ng ibang tao yun ay meron palang kapatid o anak o kamag-anak, magagalit siyempre sa iyo dahil meron din na down syndrome. So dapat mag ingat-ingatan natin din.

 

Ang mga negosyo at hanap buhay ay parehas lang ang tingin ko kung babasehan ito sa mga dapat hanapin sa ating kapaligiran. Basta may takot ka sa Diyos at naniniwala ka sa sarili mo, malayo mararating mo kagaya ko. Nagpapasalamat na rin ako na may mabuti akong pamilya at mabuti may kapatid ako at mabuti din mga kamag-anak nakikilala ko sa buhay nito.

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Ninth Tagalog Quote:

 

Kahit mainit minsan kumukulo,

kahit malamig minsan nagyeyelo,

kahit abo minsan naging buhangin,

tayo’y hindi agawan ng mundo

may mali o tama.

 

Nagluluksa pag may namamatay,

natutukso pag may nakikipaglaro,

nagkakasakit pag may mali nagagawa,

tayo’y hindi may nalulugar sa ating

puso kapag nasira sa isang tao.

 

Maraming bulaklak napupusuhan,

maraming tisyu napapaiyak,

maraming hangin napatulala,

kung ang bagay ay may kasalanan,

tayo mismo ay may nagagawa

hindi dapat nangyari

ay mismong minsan may tama o mali.

 

Tenth Tagalog Quote:

 

Hindi ba sinabi ko sa iyo’y

ako ay muli magbabago,

hindi na sinabi ko na muli

ako ay babangon,

hindi ba sinabi ko ito

ay maraming pangako,

pangako man o hindi,

parang tukso lamang o parang hindi,

parang bang nahihilo ako paikot ng ikot.

 

Sino may sabi na mahal kita

pagkat hindi naging tayo,

sino may sabi na tabihan kita

pagkat wala tayong relasyon,

at sino nagsabi na muli aakyat

ako ng ligaw sa iyo,

hindi ka ba natutuwa nangyayari

sa paligid mo,

hindi ka ba naniniwala sa sakit

mga sinabi mo,

pero ako lamang at hindi ikaw,

puro na lang mga araw mo

ay bilang puro pangako.

 

Ito ay hindi nagsabi sa akin o sa iyo,

na muli magbabago ang araw o gabi.

 

NOTES:

 

Ninth Tagalog quote poem said to be that this is meant for Rico Yan. I am not really sure though it is really heart-breaking for me to tell you about this. Anyway it is not then end of literature. There are more stored in my cellphone inbox anyway. To tell about the truth, I have really miss Mr. Dimples, Rico Yan. He is very kind, down-to-earth and very one person who I have really admired for. He is also gentle and never shouts to anyone. One thing I should never forget from him is his killing smile.

 

And in the Tenth Tagalog quote poem, it is really for him also. Rico is very special person who I am looking for always aside from my departed aunt. I really miss you, Rico.

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Tenth English Quote:

 

Then I come near your home,

together we raise,

together we love,

then I am running around our home,

together we care,

together we share.

 

Then I am bound to travel,

together we fly,

together we arrive,

then I name our first baby child,

together we hug,

together we cuddle.

 

Soon I become a father,

together we teach,

together we walk,

soon I become a mentor,

together we laugh,

together we cry.

 

I soon have a nurse,

then I am sorrow,

then I am gone.

 

This is not the end,

together we pray,

together we travel,

and this is the farewell,

together we sing,

together we dance…

…tonight.

 

Eleventh English Quote:

 

Out to the world again

out to space to nothing,

out to life again,

and live all by myself.

 

Begin your mission,

begin the first assignment,

begin the endless journey,

and live all by my side.

 

To you my only one,

to you my queen,

to you my only love,

and I love you so much.

 

Can’t stop thinking about you,

can’t stop dreaming,

can’t go all alone,

and I’ll be on your life

forever more.

 

Today is your day,

today is your dreams,

today is the day

and I keep your promise.

 

You are the only one,

you are my queen,

you are my only love,

and you will marry me.

 

Carry my heart,

carry my emotions,

carry you in my arms,

and this is an everlasting

love for both of us.

 

Twelfth English Quote:

 

Unconsciously I have

in my mind,

whenever you go,

you act the way I do.

 

Every time I know that

this is the dreams I take,

every step that I take,

soon I will be glad.

 

That I will be happier than sad,

every time I cry under the rain,

you are only life I take,

and every time I see

your beautiful face,

I smile to you and

I open my eyes.

 

Remember the nights,

remember the days,

and I guess you are alone

that I take you to dance

under the moon.

 

The pillows keep you tight,

your arms is like an angel

spreading your fear away.

 

Your kiss is on me,

it is like the cherry apples I taste,

your eyes is on me,

as if there is no tomorrow.

 

The next day I woke up,

it is to late I know,

you sleep on me that

I have never forget

the way you do,

baby I miss you so much,

and I take care of our child,

sleep tight, my love.

 

NOTES:

 

Tenth quote poem is the narration when I fall in love to this girl. But to think of it, I never have had in my life a girlfriend though I have no girlfriend since birth. Not that I am not kidding. This is the truth of the face that I am still loveless all the time. But when I am writing about this, it brings me back sometimes.

 

In the eleventh quote poem, it is the emotional in the first place although I don’t bring up any issues about of this. Well, I have to tell you this that my writing is my passion to tell and to have written. It is very sadness that I take my emotional will not fade away.

 

In the last verse of twelfth quote poem, this is an actual based I have watched a series about this. People who have lost loved ones eventually teach some values where people dismay to their love and to their children as well. It is an actually a farewell note when the girl have passed away leaving her child to her husband.

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Seventh English Quote:

 

I am not worthy,

neither I am not a fool,

it is that you cross the line

we met before.

 

The speed of walking distance

keeps me awake,

the later it becomes,

the worse of my mind grows.

 

Sense this and tell,

the more you think is

to realize how world is small.

 

Across the ocean,

across the islands,

far away from your home,

I seek my mind to tell

how lucky person I was.

 

Remember this,

nobody in this world would

tell you,

how big chances they have,

it is a smaller success they get,

it is a biggest dreams

they can reach.

 

It is you to make stand

on your own,

what more it can offer,

act now before

the chances meltdown

in a long run.

 

Eighth English Quote:

 

Old days are been leaving out,

new days are keep coming in,

the day you seek is

when you discover

the real world outside.

 

Mark yourself with a new name,

to a high ground.

 

The days you have down,

the days you are not

marking a reality,

this is the world where

everybody can lead and

pass you behind your name.

 

Make it a quick,

make it learn and practice everyday,

make it patiently,

as you grow old with experience,

you can be the best

around of the best world.

 

Ninth English Quote:

 

Dance with me,

hold in my shoulders,

and gracefully hold my hip swiftly,

then the memory comes now.

 

One thing I should know

is that you are my queen,

and I would be the king.

 

You are my breathe

and I would be your lungs,

you are my life in my heart.

 

I am your shoulder,

and you will cry on me,

then the world stares and stop by,

this is the beautiful life we have.

 

I can’t stop dance with you,

when the moon glares in the water,

then you realize I have

your life with me.

 

NOTES:

 

The seventh quote poem reminds me people of own kind, the Filipino. They have the best job where they are in abroad, making more money to send in their family here in the Philippines. We are one Filipino race who are dedicated, trustworthy and hardworking people. And I am sure of it that each one of us is really a Filipino’s pride in our homeland after all.

 

The eighth quote poem is my experience when I step in the world of economic crisis and democratic that I want a job badly. People sacrifice to get a job, have to go in and go out the day it is. Around 8 in the morning you should be in the morning shift and later you come home late around 6 or 7 in the evening to make sure your child or children have eaten already. It is an usual routine to every parents for all of us. And I am sure of it, parents who they are, that is taking us in their arms.

 

And the final and ninth quote poem in a day, this one is really special to me. I remembered the junior year I was in, I have danced not because I don’t have a partner, but I have to take my beautiful one year younger aunt to the dance floor. I had never forgot that moment. Beautifully dance song with a beautiful dance, we swayed it together. My classmates treated me the way they treated to their partner, but the boys in our class wanted to dance with my aunt in the dance floor. I don’t know what to say, but it was an experience for me. People have reminding me somehow I am lucky and how I am act, it is simply because I act natural, special person and an everybody’s friend.

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Fourth English Quote:

 

Long lost and beyond,

I have been traveling so far away,

now I have trying to cope my problems,

each and every take of my life,

feeling like I have never been lost,

in each side of our story’s lives.

 

Who do you think I am nobody,

who do you think I am lost,

so I run so fast as I can,

again and over I do for you,

what if I am lost,

I do this for you.

 

Every time I run,

every time I walk,

the steps I walk or run

is when I look for you,

maybe this time I walk

a thousand miles,

because I take care

of what you love.

 

I long forget,

I long forgive,

that I rescue in

the longest time,

I need you the most,

and I want you here.

 

Fifth English Quote:

 

In the end of the day I seek,

the quality of time we share,

the boredom it kills,

yet the start of the new day

comes a new age.

 

How large it was,

how tiny it was,

the world never changes backwards,

but to move forward

is always true.

 

Many come and seek,

many know and look,

the seeking of the new life

always count.

 

Been here and been there,

I have always know the truth,

but the truth never finds the answers,

that is always half of never been

see the answer.

 

Sixth English Quote:

 

Doors behind locking to imagination,

sometimes it feels the very moment

of good times,

but for everything else above,

it doesn’t excite me that much.

 

Directing to somewhere else,

how much it costs the time,

when the person feels your sadness,

it takes more to get

a wonderful dreams.

 

Two words,

one sentence,

but one syllable,

the dreams can’t wait me

to get the imagination,

and I have always hope

you see me in new direction.

 

NOTES:

 

The fourth and fifth quote poem are somewhat have common objective, to be loved someone else. I am not quote sure that well, but feeling somehow for me is getting on my nerves. When I am putting myself to somebody’s situation, I have always think where I should begin in the first place. Then somehow in the area, I felt awkward for nothing. I don’t know if you get right or wrong. And particularly in the sixth quote poem, it is somewhere goes rhyme with the fifth quote poem. I am not quote sure that well, then again I have always think the best will save for the last. I always look in the brighter side of my life thinking what will be my efforts have to move on.

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First English Quote:

 

My world turns to a reversal

weird dream,

but it completely takes me back,

what you desire,

it’ is not necessarily what

you know.

 

To an ordinary world,

you have to count backwards,

when you step forward,

you have to take bonus stage.

 

It is least to get mistake,

but it is five to six out of ten,

you get to believe,

the highest gratitude

is your debts.

 

How many times you get out

alive perfectly,

in the weird dream,

do count your blessings,

and you wake up in

a busy reality world again

and again.

 

Second English Quote:

 

Sweet days and sweet nights,

the night falls to my eyes

to look in the stars,

and the day falls to my eyes

when I am sleep.

 

Anger gives me to cry

when I see the rainy days,

depressed gives me quivering

in the night when

I am all alone,

all the days and nights

I really can’t control all

my emotions.

 

The last day of summer felt on me,

the last day of rainy felt on

my weak side,

then I shout all my voice

from my lungs,

I scream all my emotions to list

in my notes whenever I am about

been leaving out in the

world we have.

 

Third English Quote:

 

In the middle of the day,

I find someone who is really

to take care of me,

but all of a sudden,

I soon realize you are

somebody wants to fall in

love with someone.

 

Soon I walk in the middle

heat of the day,

I suddenly feel the intense

inside of me,

and I won’t explain a single detail,

to be burden about you.

 

And I really jump high

to a building,

so I can fly and

I cannot expect,

then there it was you

standing behind me,

holding me before I jump,

you are still in love with me,

and my press of my chest

to breathe.

 

I love you unconditionally,

I hold you indefinitely,

and I kiss you undeniably.

 

NOTES:

 

First English quote poem tells me about the dreams in your life. When you are thinking something to get plan, you have always thinking about what you really desire. For example, when you need to get out in a job, you have to think twice saving your bank account to have to get a business all done. I don’t know what I am saying, but here in my back of my mind tells me that you need to prioritize first things first. And the preparations will get in to the flow of your desired business.

 

The second quote poem tells about a couple, not a married type but a boyfriend and girlfriend type relationship. When you are thinking undeniable, you will think about her or him. I felt the same way and almost in a level of friendship, but not in a relationship. Soon I really realize things are getting seriously when you are hurting someone. That is the moment I have to stop loving what I need to prioritize about her.

 

And the third quote poem is another commemorative poem for me. The thing you need to remember is your loved ones who passed away already that makes you so special about it. And the first thing I remembered is about Rico Yan and my aunt who passed away last year on the day of 23rd of June 2011. I have really missed about her and I felt the same way when Rico also died on the 29th of March 2002, Good Friday.

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Seventh Tagalog Quote:

 

Ikaw at hindi ang iba

ay may kapalaran,

ititigilan ko na ba ito,

kahit kailan pa man at

sino ka man.

 

Nang malaman mo ang tunay

na pag-ibig,

wagas na pagmamahal,

susuko na ba ang puso mo’y

napadarama.

 

At bukas ba,

kailan ako ang tamang may mahal,

malaman mo na ako’y may sakit,

at may nararamdaman,

ika’y lubus-lubusan na maghintay

sa tamang panahon.

 

Nalaman mo’y huli na pala,

nalaman mo’y ang mahal mo natutulog,

sa kapwa’t langit ang

sumalangit kasama si Hesus,

nalaman niya ay anak na

dinadala mo.

 

Huli na pala,

pero hindi pa tapos ang laban,

binuhay ako sa pangalawang

pagkakataon,

na sumama ka at

ito ay magkasama na tayo,

salamat sa pag-aalaala.

 

Eighth Tagalog Quote:

 

Kung ika’y lalayo sa akin,

kung ika’y nahuhulog sa akin,

kung ika’y bawat minuto ng buhay ko,

lagi na lang ako umiiyak sa tabi.

 

Di na ako magbabago,

di na ako mabibigo,

di na rin ako uusap sa Bathala,

lagi na lang ako nag-iisa.

 

Sinusundo ko ang pangarap ko,

sinusundo kita sa malayo,

sinusundan ang puso ko,

lagi na lang…lagi na lang…

lagi na ako ibubuhos

ang buhay ko.

 

Bawat saglit ng buhay,

bawat tibok ng puso mo,

bawat patak ng iyak ko,

lagi na lang ako nasasaktan

at walang mangamba.

 

Pansinin mo naman ako,

pansinin mo ang sayaw ko,

pansinin mo ang pagmamahal,

lagi na lang walang pagkapit.

 

Hingin ko ang puso mo,

hingin ko ang tamis ng halik mo,

hingin ko ang nasa isip mo,

at lagi na lang…lagi na lang…

lagi kita iisipin sa

mahabang panahon.

 

NOTES:

 

The seventh quote poem tells me that I have to go strong even your loved ones has already passed away. Even I do, I always think my aunt because she is always special to me that we even speak Spanish sometimes in e-mails before. But now and then, she is gone and already in heaven. And the eighth quote poem is very special to me. I don’t that I cannot explain. Maybe I fall in love many times, I’ve always get fail to impress the girl I love. It’s the fear sometimes I get. If I love the girl, I’ve always cherish her in my dreams. But it’s not stalking dreams. The dream sequence sometimes reminisce my thoughts to remember her. Many times as usual makes more to remember. But I have never thought that easily. These two quote poems also came from my stored cellphone inbox. Again, feel free to discuss anything, suggest anything or just simply filling the questions and I will answer right away if I have the time.

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Fourth Tagalog Quote:

 

Naaalaala kita’y walang hanggan,

t’wing naiisipan ko’y nasa

loob mo ng puso ko,

lumalaban na sa t’wing

nagkakahiwalay,

sumasakdal naiipit ang puso ko’y

laging madarama ang lahat,

t’wing lumalayo pinipilit ko’y

lumalapit na kay tagal,

ang tagal ng walang hanggang

sa kabilang mundo ko’y

bumabalot na lungkot,

piling ko sana maging masaya

pag nariyan ka sa tabi ko

namamatay ako sa pag-ibig.

 

Fifth Tagalog Quote:

 

Nagdurugo ang isip ko,

nagmamanhid ang puso ko,

nagwawala ang kalooban ko,

nasa isip ko’y tumatanaw,

nasa puso’y laging wala,

at nasa kalooban ko’y nasasaktan.

 

Hindi na ba mawawala ang

sumpa ng pag-ibig,

kung ika’y laging narito,

papaano na ang kalayaan ng

isip ko parating nasa puso ko.

 

Lumilinaw mga mata ko,

nakikinig mga tenga ko,

nagsasalita ang bibig ko,

nasa puso ko’y tumatanaw,

nasa isip ko’y laging wala,

nasa akin na aking kalooban.

 

Hindi na ba nasusuko,

hindi na ba lumalaban,

nasa aking mga sumpa,

wala na akong pag-asa.

 

Ikaw at ako’y ang katapusan.

 

Sixth Tagalog Quote:

 

Kung ika’y ang nagsinungaling

sa akin,

bakit pa nagmula ang away

sa pagitan ng nagmamahal,

mula ba ito’y nagkakainisan

sa iyong minamahal,

isusuko ba ito’y walang hanggan

sa mundong mula sa isip,

hindi na ba ito’y babalik,

hindi na ba ito’y nagmumula,

at baka ibabalik ang nagwawakas

sa pinagmulan ng may minamahal.

 

Bakit ba nasasakal ako’y nalilito,

bakit ba masakit aminin

na ika’y mahal ko.

 

Muling magbabago sa ating nakaraan,

sana’y pakinggan mo ako

na hindi puro pangarap,

sana’y laging magbigayan,

sana’y marunong magmahalan,

at sana’y laging nariyan ka sa tabi ko.

 

Mahal ko ay ikaw kaibigan,

mahal ko ay aking may minamahal.

 

Ikaw ay aking bugtong mahal ko

at wala ng iba pa may nasasaktan

sa puso’y may pangarap.

 

Tanging hiling ko’y

mahalin mo ang sarili at

ibang may nagdinaramdam

sa buhay ng ibang mahal mo.

 

NOTES:

 

The fourth and sixth Tagalog quote poem are much different meanings. The fourth quote poem tells me something that I can hold on to relationship, but it always fail all the time. And the sixth quote poem I wrote about, it has the meaning to itself. Meaning that I always have to go strong all the time even there is a higher or lower expectations of what we have relationship. The fifth quote poem is about Rico Yan who admired all the time through the endless times. This is about him when I am thinking him sometimes, then I write the endless times about him. All these three quote poems are also made in my stored cellphone inbox. So if there’s any questions about it, feel free to ask.

Bag of hope and faith

Today is the different topic I will discuss. Maybe it will not be too long or too short. Well, in the first place I want to discuss about my dreams. People will admire if they want. If they don’t, it is also fine for me. It’s all about me.

 

DREAMS are meant to be hardworking and planning to do in the first place. Of course if you don’t have preparations, you don’t have plans to do in the future. Let’s talk about the article I’ve made in the past. (Read about my past articles in High expectations and Anticipated world.) It is in the last paragraphs that I have mention the foundation in the past articles I have made. Then I though, I said myself if I can do it with my bag of hope and faith. No one else could do it, but I have to do myself.

 

PLANNING is what you need to prepare, make a calendar or maybe a dream board you have to do. If it is a short notice, make yourself a dream catch. If you want to buy a new cellphone or an iPod, make a short dream. Or you have to make a calendar which you have to make a shortlist among your dream catch. When you plan a long-fulfilled dreams, make also in your calendar to have shortlist in your dreams.

 

PREPARATION is the most thing to do importantly. If you cram too much, you would not make it. Then I thought about myself, sometimes I find too much disruption. Again, you have to make preparations. A lot to say is less careless to do.

 

Four things I want to do:

1) I have to get a job to make plan ahead. If I am too much careless, I would not make it. After that, I will build a store in front of our house to make a cellphone loading station.

2) I have to plan which destination I want to go. First place will go to Leyte, my hometown. Second will be Cebu and lastly will go to Boracay.

3) I have to make short notice building career in foundation as I have said earlier in my two articles.

4) I will build businesses which I am more likely to help people to get out of unemployment and fight poverty.

High expectations

Four years has passed since I have applied in Telus in Market Market, Taguig. That was then how I was transformed today. I realized people is not rich in knowledge. People I met through back then but now, times are changed. Well of course, I have now high expectations. What I have seen myself in the past is already past. Don’t tell anyone who can make rule of that.

 

The year of 2008 that I have applied in my first contact center. It’s because my friend referred me to work there. I was so eager that time, but times changed so fast. When it comes to an interview, I always fail in the instant in the eye of the interviewer. I don’t know what to expect and what I have to answer. So here I am, eager again to apply after four years.

 

Last year was very painful to me. I don’t like the company, and yet it was very scam to me. And I don’t want to mention the name because it was the multi-level marketing company to me.

 

Back where I am going to say, I have returned from my bad deeds doing good deeds this year. I have applied several contact centers now. The first one I have try was Transcom. I didn’t work me well from there. After a day, I also failed in Startek. Then it came the Stream Global, Sitel, TRG, NCO, Aegis and Convergys. Eight contact centers. What shall I say? They are the contact centers I already tried to apply. Maybe the luck wasn’t for me. I always want to try but I am willing to train dutifully. And then again, maybe somehow, I need more practice in my grammar when I am talking. It is different when it comes to writing and typing to speaking the words clearly. And it is a matter of fact what I am saying.

 

High expectations from this year I don’t want to forecast but I am willing to say it. Benefits are important for me. The rice allowance, the transportation, the medical and the physical fitness are important benefits for me. If there is none that contact center needs for me, it’s really fine for me. What I need is to gain from an experience from a contact center. So what I am trying to say, I have to fulfill my dreams here first before encountering many problems in the future. Meaning I have to try anything that comes from my heart desires.

 

Dreams I want to visit the places are Boracay, Camarines Sur, Bicol region, Leyte (of course that is where my hometown used from my grandparents, my father’s parents), Cebu, Iloilo and Bacolod. Well if that deserves me, it will wait for me. Then I have to dream more about building foundation. Three things I should do for my foundation: building livelihood projects where people fail to get a job, sustain their financial needs and building a foundation program for down syndrome project fro intervention and speech therapy. I always want that way to help them. In that way, Rico Yan will always look at me here. And I will be always have a big hand for everybody’s needs.

 

Today it is a different path for me than leading somewhere I don’t really belong. What I need to know, dreams are here for me. Many changes will await for me.

Computer and food

I’m talking about my past times in computer and yes, its’ my favorite since the technology came in our world. And about the food, it’s not the price you are asking for me. But hey, whatever comes around always come around again. This time, I will talking about both theme of food and computers. And it is sincere I am asking here in my article. Kindly continue you are reading my article.

 

In the earlier part of my college years since June 2000, I was supposed to be enrolled in UP Baguio ever since I want to go in show business after this kind of series went ballistic. For sure, you never know what it feels like yesterday when you bump some other guy’s boyfriend or girlfriend. Back when I was saying, I have enrolled two schools. One was Maria Montessori College which was near in our home in Quezon City and the other one was very popular if you know what I mean, the Center for Culinary Arts, Katipunan. yes, it was very expensive school you ever thought in any culinary school here in the Philippines. If I may mention anything, that year of 2000 was half of million pesos you have to enroll yourself. Unlike any other popping out courses around here in Metro Manila was cheaper than I thought.

 

Yes, CCA was the first renowned culinary school since it opened in the year of 1998, two years before I went in the year of 2000. It was new back then. That was the two years later when I got in. And my mother was telling about this to me every time in dinner or lunch. I have no option but force myself to go in my 75% passing grade in my entrance exams in CCA. It was very lucky for me to go in an expensive culinary school. I have bumped many celebrities or cousins of celebrities. Like Danica Sotto and Diego Castro, they were my classmates I was moved to another batch after I failed in product identification 2 subject in the class twice already. Danica Sotto was Vic Sotto’s daughter and now married to the basketball player. And the other one was Diego Castro, the newscaster anchor Angelo Castro Jr.’s son and cousin to Rico Yan. I didn’t know what to do in the first place. Then I thought myself and said to myself, “Hey, I am not here in the place who have time to interview them. They were my batch mates after all.” You have to be friends with them. I joined them because it’s almost time to get in the right place not to fail 3rd time in breakfast class. Eggs were so burden to me that time.

 

Then again, I proved myself to gain confidence to graduate with them. And I have even a batch mate who has cousin to Rico Yan and Agot Isidro. Who knows that show business is really waiting for me until now. Maybe so or maybe not it will come to me. The answers will show later on. During that year of 2002 and 2003 of both summers, I joined and took dancing classes with my younger brother in the year of 2002. Then I forced myself to go back in the year alone of 2003 by myself. Dance really served me that time. I swayed a lot and moved like Michael Jackson. I love dancing until now. If Michael Jackson was still alive, he would read this article I am writing about and he made me today as a dancer.

 

Three years after I was so devastated about my culinary career, I took no one to blame but myself. Maybe I am so immature that time, it is because, I, myself, don’t want to move like that for an easy scenario. I showed myself I also love to draw. Since the sixth grade, I have already loved drawing advanced botany plants, human organs inside of our body and also the zoology. Science for me is my bridge to draw in Arts, to be in my inspiration. Later in high school, I also loved Biology, Chemistry then the last, Physics. The father of all Science was Physics. Hahaha, I still remember although my mind is still sharp in Economics, Science, Art and Literature. Then later, I also admired the History in any kind of form of any countries. Of course, I didn’t know what to do.

 

In the same year alone, I acquired to learn how to draw basic drawings like this manga stuff called the drawing Japanese. Later, I also want to learn the Western drawings if I have time to improve more. Because there are more rooms for improvement all in our lives. Computer now becomes my favorite toy, to enhance typing skill and not because of that, I also loved to play games before. But now, I am a semi-retired confessed gamer. Half a little I still want to play and half of it I want to be serious in my life to get back on the track. Playing everyday won’t solve away from your stress. Think freely and you will discover something interesting. That is always I have in my mind.

 

In this kind of my favorite year is the Year of the Dragon, the year of 2012. Up to now, I really don’t believe the Mayan calendar stuff. Because God created us, living and non-living things no matter what your religion you are and has different names of the name of God, He still above created us. I begin to love this year, I don’t know why. Something wish or dream will happen waiting for me this year. And I don’t know what month will come in or any day has to wait for me. Because food is not always my favorite, I always look up in nutrition first before your stomach will getting have much for pain. The computers in this technology helps you a lot. If there is really nothing, this kind of writing an article is not existed anymore. Computer and food is really something for me now because of the technology pass. I even love it, then you have to cherish it.

Anticipated world

Hoping this would be the perfect opportunity what I did the past few days. Yes, I’m starting from last week. Last week I went to Bay, Laguna to stay for about two days and one night. Only knowing what is going on, I’ve been unraveling some clues where to start.

 

Well from the start to bottom, I have always thought this would be the perfect discussion what I should do in my article. First things first, if anyone is reading my article, make sure you are ready to read my article. When there is nothing to do in your day today, start making a habit reading my article. Then I am starting to think what you should do in a day. From the morning I wake up, I am doing a different routine now since our maid takes a vacation for a month. I washed my face to look good in the morning then I brushed my teeth. I didn’t do this every morning. But I have to look good every morning. I don’t do especially when the two dogs were barking already, somehow I have intentionally wake up in an instant. That black dog we have is actually a street dog. But I train him a little since he is still eight months old now. Hoping that he would follow what I need to know about a little instructions about the new dog we have.

 

In my our place, people buy load from me, here in our house. Because I went back selling loads in cellphone loading business. I am now entering six years experience in cellphone loading business starting in June. I have trained myself already going from multi-level marketing plan last year, but it didn’t work for me well in selling beauty products. I will not mention the name since this is the public article I am writing about. But instead, I gain some knowledge from multi-level marketing. I left for a reason, to change myself in a better situation.

 

In fact, this is my dreams to fulfill everything. It will start for a new change. Maybe I will name after my full name is then it will have a meaning about it. This foundation will start around this year if my relatives or my classmates or my batch mates will help me about this. This foundation is about for the people who don’t have work and the special children I am building for a foundation program for them. Special children is where I will start in intervention and speech therapy since I am now a different level from them. But I am not that kind of superior since I am not an intelligent person. To start from there, maybe I need help from new gained friends in DSAPI. The president who is the founder of DSAPI will help me there. Maybe so or maybe not it will work. My ways to help people who don’t have work and for the special children just like me has down syndrome would be my priorities to help them.

 

To be able to do that, I need more funds to create a better way of vision. Somehow I can help and start somewhere here in Manila or maybe in my hometown in Javier, Leyte. This kind of foundation will help everyone who needs the help from the local government or some sectors I heard from somebody. I don’t know with that, but I am planning for the start. This would be the anticipated move I have and it would be a huge move for the anticipated world. This would be also the advocacy when it start already. From the moment from my recent years, I didn’t realize from the start I am here alive in this silent world.

 

What a melodramatic start is to make a dream. And I hope this would be to read for everyone to make a start from here. Please help me so I need more funds. If I can make a foundation concert then, it would be a huge success.

Civilized world

During the year of 1981, there is really many changes in the world, where Pope John Paul II paid his first visit here in the Philippines on 17th to 21st of February 1981. In United States where Ronald Reagan became the 40th president of the United States of America or USA. Boston Celtics bagged 14th championship title with the key players of Larry Bird, Robert Parish and Kevin McHale. Major League Baseball on the other hand went for the strike on 12th of June 1981. Then also in the year of 1981, MTV came in our world that created on the day of 1st day of August 1981. There were all reports I have read in the whole internet earlier.

 

But in the same way, I came in the world on 19th of February during the same year he paid for his first visit. My nickname was chosen when Pope John Paul II was around that time. I’ve never knew that before. So here and now, the world was already changed. The technology came in our lives, the generation changed and the life well was also changed somehow. This is how I look to the promising career I have. I don’t want to be pretending what I want to be, but to look forward where I can accomplish my goals.

 

Few years back then, I still didn’t accept myself as a down syndrome I have and how I became looking like this in the present times. To have down syndrome was very hard to accept during that time. My schoolmates and some of my classmates teased me a lot that time where and when I wasn’t in myself. I am born not knowing what I have before. I said to myself if this was real or not. That is when I was in second year (or sophomore year that was supposed to be call), I have realized something my parents didn’t tell me during the time I have had in my mind absence that includes also my sisters and my brother. I didn’t know with my brother either that well because somehow he didn’t understand my life back then. He didn’t know me well that much. I had finished my culinary status during my college life in the year of 2003.

 

I sought myself before too much of distraction that sometimes it became a blur to me. I can’t imagined how my life looks like before and how many times I changed so fast after my college years. And yes, the college was very tough situation. No one wants in my age that time to really manage finishing your college to be your career. And I know I feel somebody to stand in your feet. Starting to look in the mirror makes me weary and crazy sometimes. My simples just showed up if I was in love or stress at night. In my life, I have something to change. Challenges juggles me all the time up to now. But keep forwarding is sometimes very hard to reach because you don’t know the future lies on you. Nothing stops me for thinking what I am writing today because it’s already past midnight and I should go to sleep by now.

 

So maybe if you want to know my life diary what it is looks like, then continue to read it when I post another life diary I have whether it is emotional or not.

Another challenge

Some people laugh so hard and some people cry a little. Well it depends on a person who is tending to think that way. But who knows, a little maybe or less.

 

Sunday afternoon, dazing off in the sun makes me more bored during this time of a day. The sun blocks in my blinds of my windows, and of course while I am typing of this article, I think what will happen to me in the coming days. I still have no work and staying at home handles my pressure about my cellphone loading business. There is no way I am giving up about my career and my dreams. Knowing my heart makes me more desire to get a foundation program for the children who have down syndrome just like me. Interviewers are somehow discriminating me to some of my past interviews during I was still working in the field of culinary. Hey no, I am not giving up yet.

 

And of course, I want to challenge for me to work in another industry, the call center industry. Business People Outsourcing or BPO can make me that to challenge. In my first try back four years ago, this contact center referred by my friend. But it failed me to impress in the interviewer in my first try. Well the luck wasn’t there for me. And then again, after that year, it is already 2012, the year of the dragon. I have had a chance to go in again this year. With seven different contact centers I was going in, the chance was not on me. After this holy week or during the holy week, I will try applying again in the contact center. And of course, a lot of courage and confidence will have to build my personality. Year of the dragon was I am hoping to get a job for me.

 

In every perspective point of view, people find failing in the field where they want to keep repeating to get a job there. You don’t have to stick one company you want to apply. Allow yourself to try other jobs as well. Never get afraid from them. When you are applying, you need to ask prayers from your family, friends and relatives to pray for you. Then when you are doing that, make sure you are not in a hurry to get in a job right away. Don’t be an overconfidence person, just relax your mind. I am not that kind of a person of that way. But I don’t know what people needs to be do working. There is a lot of options. You can go build a foundation program, build your business, go and look for the work or maybe have a partnership what your friend has a business.

 

I’m tired of running backwards and in circles. Doing that will make me more unstoppable during my life. I lost my usb twice already. The first one lost the way when we transferred from house to house. And then the other and second one, you hope you will not to lend your usb to anyone else. It may be your friend is doing some nasty towards to you. People like them do not know the word to think about giving back, instead they won’t slip right away under your nose. It is a nasty habit they are doing and it’s a bad attitude for me. My dreams in my second usb still have my responsible to get back on the track. Whether it’s a business or a work, I will do anything to get a new job.