Thirtieth-Third Tagalog Quote:

 

Sana’y malaman mo na

ako’y di mawawalay,

pero bakit ang puso ko

sinasaktan mo,

sana’y di malaman ng iba,

pagkat ako’y nalulumbay,

na ika’y ipapanalangin ko.

 

Gusto mo ba mahalin

ng higit pa kanino pa,

ang puso’y naglalaro,

ang puso’y tumatakbo,

langit man ay di

magpapantay sa atin.

 

Sa haba ng giliw ko,

sa ika’y papanalangin ko,

habang ika’y maligaya,

ako’y nalulungkot,

na asahan mo ako

hindi hihinto,

pagkat ako ay sumasakit

ng lungkot,

nalilito ang isipan ko.

 

Linubayan ang puso’y

di nagbabago,

lagi na lang humihina

na hindi lumalakas,

tao man ang mundo nagbabago,

sinusundo ang kaluluwa ko.

 

Pero ang tahanan ng isipan ko

laging nariyan,

lagi na lang talo ang puso ko,

pagka’t ang pagkatao

ko laging nasisira,

at ang puso ko’y

hindi nagbabago sa habang buhay,

na walang hanggan.

 

Thirtieth-Fourth Tagalog Quote:

 

Mabigat ang damdamin,

suko sa laban na walang katapusan,

laging masakit na mahanghang

na salita,

kirot sa puso laging mahapdi,

ikaw ba,

hindi ba napapagod sa

araw-araw di nagbabago.

 

Pumipikit ang langit,

balot na puro lungkot,

nadadala sa emosyon

na walang basehan,

tama ang lahat parang

masakit at walang humpay.

 

Gabi lumalalim,

langit na natutulog,

pangit na karanasan,

laging ipo-ipo ang problema,

natutukso ako na balot ng galit,

at ito’y walang katapusan.

 

Sinuman ang kapalaran,

huwag na bumalik,

babalik-balikan ang sumpa

ng nakaraan,

at sinisi ito sa iba.

 

Chismis o pangit

na mga salita,

lubha akong nadadapa,

sukdulan sa hirap,

pero ang hinaharap ay

laging masaya.

 

Tinototoo?

 

Hindi dapat tularan,

kung masaya ka,

huwag balikan ang

tinapakan ng landas,

dapat laging handa

at seryoso sa kinabukasan.

 

NOTES:

 

Being as emotional person is always not the same to think about. When you aware something you feel awkward, sometimes it feels me the same way. The episode of two part of my Tagalog quote poems today can tell you what your emotions feels like. Well, in my part, it can tell something bigger problems you have or something smaller problems.

 

In 33rd Tagalog quote poem, the poem tells to you how you need to be stronger person. Well in the start, it is hardly to know what your emotions tells you. And it might eats your personality as well. I give you an example. When I was a kid, I don’t know what to do express in the world. I was happy and laughing all the time. As a part of growing up, I found myself in a world full of mysteries that I have down syndrome. At the start, it’s very hard to know and hard to accept. I didn’t accept myself having down syndrome through during high school, after high school, during college and after college as well. I found very hard in my emotional times.

 

Although being part of growing up, I found myself in the networking when I joined last year. Well it’s very hard to believe that I was joined. Somehow I lost amount of money just to make funds and interests on it. But it didn’t come for me. During before my stay in networking, I have met a lot of friends. Just because you are in the network, you have to meet all of your relatives, new friends or somehow my family’s prospects as well. I didn’t use my relatives just to go in the networking. Somehow I managed one person to get in and that’s my office mate during my stay as an encoder before.

 

It’s very hard at the start. But from the moment I feel my emotions, I hold on and find someone that can relates me. I found one relative from the Southern Mindanao. She was the volunteer in Down Syndrome Association of the Philippines and yet I find my hopes to continue my dreams. Yes, there it was. It continues my life with full of mysteries. When I have more than 400 relatives in my father’s side, and more than 150 relatives in my mother’s side, that’s the time I stopped joining networking and have to set my emotional down in my life.

 

Now that I joined in Down Syndrome Association of the Philippines, I celebrated my birthday as well there in SM North EDSA, the Block. I continue my dreams what I build in the past and continue where I stop before. That’s the only time I realize the dreams and emotional are sometimes mixing hard for me. Emotional when you have one, sometimes you have to hold on and continue to rebuild your dreams as well. Now that I return to writing and have my domain site as well. The dreams I build is where I set my emotional side to a room. Then it’s somehow I am happy emotional person and dreamer as well.

 

In the 34th Tagalog quote poem, somehow your past changes a mix with emotional. When you love someone for example, your emotional somehow lost your way. I do not have experiences from that. But I can tell that somehow my experiences in the past that I already learn from my mistakes. When you know your emotional or hatred somehow, let it go. I don’t intend to leave yours. You have to find your solution and solve slowly but not as quickly.

 

Behind my success as a down syndrome adult somehow changes my time being in the planet. I build my emotional stronger and not as a weaker side. When you are weak somehow, you have to rebuild again. That is why dreams and emotional somehow it’s important to change. When you feel a little strange in the room, get out of the system and reboot your knowledge as well. Do not eat your emotional so much. I did that a long time ago, but I learned already.

 

When you do the same thing as mine, then you already learn as well in your emotional side. Believe in yourself and always have faith what religion you are. And do not afraid what you are seeking in the future as well. Be a strong person and always be like me.

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