Category: Digest Your Mind

Anxiety means in dictionary: 1a. painful or apprehensive uneasiness of mind usually over an impending or anticipated ill, b. fearful concern or interest, c. a cause of anxiety. 2. An abnormal and overwhelming sense of apprehension and fear often marked by physiological signs (as sweating, tension, and increased pulse), by doubt concerning the reality and nature of the threat, and by self-doubt about one’s capacity to cope with it.


It’s doubting me whenever I have an anxiety. But somehow, overruling by what you are concerning is yourself. I may be not a perfect human, but God sees me as a gifted child through intercession and guiding me as well. But the most concern sometimes whenever you see your special child is different from other children. You see the child is not going friendly, perhaps it needs more attention to your child.


When I was still working in the school as an assistant teacher, I saw some other children mostly with case-in-condition. One was guiding very well with the teacher. And I, on my part, also guided but assisted in the same way the teacher doing to their students. The social anxiety like our student in the school is different. It doesn’t want to part way with her mother. Thus, regardless to say, it needs more training at home and it lacks a follow-up doing assignments also at home. Or nevertheless, the teacher and I have to cooperate the needs of attention among of the students we are handling.


Today, I am going to tackling some anxiety quotes if I have to profound the details needed in the classroom setting or at home when you have problems with your special child with special needs. It may be have your special child with Down syndrome, autism or ADHD. Some of our students in school has both difficulty learning cases having with Down syndrome and autism.


Part XII

The social anxiety doesn’t depend in situation between the special child and the special parent. But it needs more comprehensive details. Thus says the Lord, “those who have troubles with special child doesn’t concern to me anymore. Guiding them, taking care of them and understanding may have a role understanding between the special child and the special parent.


I don’t have much troubles being something in my issues. But the anxiety attacks me is myself. I don’t go out whenever I have emotion troubles with myself. To continuing life with conditions, it verifies me that I have to continue what my vision tells me to do. And my mission tells me that I have to help other special parents who need attention from their special child.


Here on my four quote poems that will express your day and it might clear your situation is:


Quote #1:

It depends what I have in situation. I doubt too much of myself. And I fear no less in my emotions. But I fear with my anxiety.” ~quoted from IMS Ltre. (ItsMikkiStudio Literature)


You clearly misunderstand of your situation. But yet at the end of the day, you cleared your mind that you can’t be that way all the time. You must stand to your negative outcomes to your door. Clear your emotions. Without it, you can enjoy your happy life with your special child. I may be don’t have experiences in my part of my life. But I understand now how the anxiety from the special parent and the special child needed to say.


Quote #2:

Nobody wants to stay on your way. Nobody wants to help your special child. And nobody wants to understand how behavior your child has with anxiety.” ~quoted from IMS Ltre. (ItsMikkiStudio Literature)


Coming from a middle-class family I was, I didn’t see how much different from my four siblings. My dear two elder sisters were working in other country. My sister had working with her culinary status. But my brother with ADHD needs to know what anxiety tells him about. I may be don’t know how to explain this. The way I understand what the anxiety is something I must learn from the dictionary meaning. I can overcome what your anxiety tells you about. The more you express yourself is sometimes freeing you from your doubts and fears.


Quote #3:

It never lasts an opportunity with your anxiety if you come in your work anything to do in your life. You lose consciousness yourself and yet you find yourself in different situation. Don’t hesitate to ask yourself and let God answer your troubles.” ~quoted from IMS Ltre. (ItsMikkiStudio Literature)


It came from my last previous work. But to insist with my anxiety, I learned that I won’t never do that again. It was my lessons that I’ve to learn. Well, everything set to every detail of work. Honestly, I’ve really enjoyed working with my bosses and the teachers who have been part through my life. With them, I would’ve known to love my work so well. It was so amazing that God permitted me to work with these good positive nature on my side. Why would you be to like this job? Being as an assistant teacher proved well that I can do it better to my new jobs in the future.


Quote #4:

The more anxiety you have is the more troubles you will have in the future. Nevertheless, don’t come out the door unless you clear your anxiety inside at the back of your head.” ~quoted from IMS Ltre. (ItsMikkiStudio Literature)


Yes, it may sounds intriguing at the back of your mind. But to tell you honestly, it recalled back to my memories in the past. It was reminiscing me back to my old college days. I was purely getting out of luck. Out of my anxiety, I would’ve never knew that I loved the girl I really like before. But in the end, it hurt me really bad for me. It was an instant. Suddenly with the frightening to my heart, I already closed my anxiety and then left them alone at the door. Leaving them is one step. And you’ll learn something new in the future.


The next Living in my own shoes being as Down syndrome: Enveloping new fear will tackle more issues  of rejections and other fears you have, and I tell you what to do in the upcoming articles. Don’t forget to bookmark the article you are always reading.


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There are many times when we are doubting ourselves. Even as we cannot conquer to our fears. As I embark to another chapter of this success of Living being as Down syndrome series. There are many parts of another set of stories will come and knock at your hearts. If you are having hard times with your special child with Down syndrome, it is something you can give some extra care for him or her. It would be a special love you enjoy the most you are taking your own special child.


Living in my own shoes being as Down syndrome is another part of my own series. But in my own shoes will tell you how many journeys I’ve been experience throughout all my life. If it’s something to discuss, I would be part of redeeming myself to the Lord that He chooses us to live throughout His holy spirit.


Part XI

Knocking your doors will exchange your depression state of mood to excitement that you submit to the Lord.


When you seek yourself to the better unknown perfect world, you desire the most you want to seek. But the state of your mood tells how you are thinking wrong at the back of your head. If you know something to share, feel free. But during my state of depression mood, it never recalled how many things I regretted to my life. I asked many times for the questions of how, why and when. I felt the presence of my wrongness before.


But let me to tell how many journeys I’ve been experienced in the past here in 4 quote stories:


Quote #1:

Many people want you to destroy your feelings, mostly your innermost feelings. Whether it has many things to do your life, it creates unpleasant feelings. But it forced me how I behaved.” ~quoted from IMS Ltre. (ItsMikkiStudio Literature)


I was a little odd but mischievous in my own ways when I was a child back then. During my childhood, all I thought was playing and playing. And I was very happy to see everyone I can knock to their hearts. Nevertheless, I was easy to please my relatives also. When the times I grew up already and not knowing myself completely, I became miserable and most of my times before, I was really depressed.


I found myself in denial stage. I’ve even learned that I’ve had being a condition of Down syndrome when I was in sophomore year in high school. I kicked out of my conclusions and told myself and said, ‘I’ve been doing this all the time and not even myself I didn’t know.‘ My family knew behind. My relatives also knew. But I was the only one who didn’t know about my condition. I seek depressed too many times before.


I was even careless to myself. Then I realized one thing I learned in my experiences was to accept my condition. That was three years ago already.


Quote #2:

Don’t force me to learn how many possible lessons could teach your life in greatest experiences you have. To tell you the truth, you never believe yourself. You never seek to your potential talent.” ~quoted from IMS Ltre. (ItsMikkiStudio Literature)


I’ve had a greatest potential talent – is to write, to draw and to think positive things in life. I saw myself miserable of my life before. But I learned how to do the math lessons, the science lessons, the language lessons and the history lessons also. But I didn’t acknowledge myself having with a condition being having that I’ve had Down syndrome. That was before.


Now I learned how to cope with my problems. To see is to believe. To acquire is to require your innermost feelings with the presence of the Lord. And to seek how you react is to see yourself a positive way of thinking at the back of your head. The talent you’ve had were the greatest lessons you’ve ever learned. But I never thought that way before. To loop the everything in the past, we couldn’t redo all what we’ve had done before. It was unexchangeable. But it never seeks to my heart. It was only until then, one passion led me to reasons – go back to basics.


Basic teachings, basic knowledges and basic wisdom of life are here to teach your life how you believe yourself more in the future. But the more I acquire in my life is to believe in God alone. Because in God alone, you will receive blessings from Him above.


Quote #3:

Ask how many times you’ve been chasing after your dream, it always have been failing. You always allow yourselves what is need to be done and what is not to be done when it is wrong.” ~quoted from IMS Ltre. (ItsMikkiStudio Literature)


I’ve been chasing my dream every time I always allow one dream to achieve. But I felt it was wrong. Feeling you are depressed all the times in yourself. You allow yourself that you are doubting yourself. But one lesson I’ve learned throughout my life, I learned how great possible dreams will change after you succeeding in different ways of living of life.


Learn how to value your life. Learn how to see your life in different lessons you want to learn. Learn what is given talents you have. Learn what is righteous dream you always have to follow. But the most lesson I’ve learn is to believe in yourself. If you believe in yourself one hundred percent, you will eventually follow even your expectations to grow bigger. But it will also that you learn how to succeed your limitations higher than your normal limitations. It is how you feel within your emotions and emotions will never be the same.


Quote #4:

Just because you cannot do what the others can do, you always fail. And feeling that you’re not from the field as them, you feel the same way.” ~quoted from IMS Ltre. (ItsMikkiStudio Literature)


I’ve been in denial stage before. But it was the greatest fear I’ve conquered. And sometimes when you feel the same feelings I have, you will encounter how positive ways will come in your way. Somehow along the road, I’ve been feeling lonely and depressed.


But along with the journey I have today, I have surpassed many trials or problems today. Each problem will solve how many rocks you will collect on the road. When you know how to get rid of many rocks on your road, you will see the light in your journey. What lessons did I learn? Learn how to be humble what is given to you and learn how to place what your journey tells you so.


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Part X

Happiness defines as an obsolete or a good fortune that brings happy everywhere you go; or you make your fulfillment as a happiness life.


What defines you as a happy person? Is it really good to have receiving or is it having a good fortune you have right now? If so, all things you receive is about yourself. Not everyone has, because you are doing the right path you are making for the achievements you make. People sometimes don’t know how happiness define to themselves. Because they are not making well in their work, or in relationship, or sometimes in the school where you can’t satisfy for your assignments, or some choices you really want to do can’t make it yourself not properly. All things are bound to have what you are doing both in real and not real.


For somehow reasons, I’ve always made myself as a wrong decisions. Because it wasn’t for my dreams not working properly. If I make it a goal in my life, I would probably doing it for a good purpose and a good reason why are you helping by yourself. If you love yourself, don’t help yourself 100%. Instead make yourself a list of good deeds to make it happen. All things are not made for you. Because it won’t work if also your emotions will be mixing along with your life. God knows what we are doing right now. But on the other side of fortunate happens to you, it will make the benefits for you and for your perspective life.


Let me give you 6 quote stories what it is at the back of my head right now:


Quote #1:

People always has a choice, but sometimes they won’t achieve until they learn their lessons.” ~quoted from IMS Ltre. (ItsMikkiStudio Literature)


There are several occasions that you can’t achieve it. Time will come and time will learn your lessons. What I did properly in most of my time in the past was dealing with myself. When I first knew about my condition about Mosaic Down syndrome, I couldn’t tell even if it was real or not. I firstly doubted about myself, my skills and my life also. My fears would it be didn’t make it happen so fast. Instead, it lasted for me 14 years in denial stage I’ve been experienced.


To expect the least expectations was accepting my condition and it happened even if you really liked your life even more better than the past. Because it is what you really feels better for yourself and not for the others. People will love you if you share your blessings and success of your life through experimenting yourself having with a good purpose in your life. Right now, I’m enjoying most of my time today because I’ve admitting myself having with this condition. That’s what it feels like to be happiness. And I learned my lessons from my experiences in my life.


Quote #2:

You can’t choose love bigger things between work or relationship if you find yourself happiness. The lessons perhaps will make you stronger to be happy.” ~quoted from IMS Ltre. (ItsMikkiStudio Literature)


This was the biggest opportunity happen so fast to me last year and this was the moment I’ve been learned through all challenges that I’ve had to accept it. After I’ve been in relationship last year, that was during May 2013. Eventually my girlfriend and I didn’t work our relationship. Perhaps I wasn’t ready for a commitment. If I’m ready for a commitment, then time will wait for purposely willing to wait God will permit me. I went to my fourth job as an assistant teacher in the school. But the teaching profession wasn’t my profession. My profession is something you really love to deal with your life. The thing was I went through the challenges. I’ve been graduated in culinary course before and took for a granted because it was the only choice to be able feeling you were really graduate from college. It took me about 8 years what was really my profession looks like. I guessed what it was really matters to me that I found the right time of a good job that I’ve had today.


Work of course was a priority for me. And then when the relationship encounters with me, it won’t work for me if I will be able to help myself. So I chose the work over relationship. I told my friend who was a special education teacher that I wasn’t able to look for a relationship with her, instead I made a deal that we were be friends forever. Because from the start, she had a suitors who were able to escorting her. Then I’ve asked myself if I was ready. But no, I choose happiness for my work and love all the children I can help. Love will wait for me instead.


Quote #3:

Time is not the goal for you to have defeating the deadlines even you want to have to get on time ahead of you. Instead, happiness will find yourself to learn yourself and it will help you to become stronger.” ~quoted from IMS Ltre. (ItsMikkiStudio Literature)


When you are defeating the deadlines, will it help you more happier? Is it worth to have feeling that’s all you always wanted? My experiences were different. I was also been in a hurry state at the back of my head last year. When I really wanted to make it feeling encountering yourself, it would be making yourself a different occasion. The first resolution for me was whether to decide to pursue to keep more healthier for me. And I’ve decided to make it minimizing my weight last year. I wasn’t making yet to get in time. But I’ve asked myself that I really can do it after all.


From the time I was in 180 pounds, it was beginning for me to get weighing down all 30 excess pounds off from me. I wasn’t in hurry state. What you are doing for yourself is taking a product to make it yourself to minimize your weight so fast in one or two months instead. But in my state of my condition, I went all through dieting and long-term already. I went my weight down before my sister’s wedding came. And when I went to a vacation in Toronto. All of my relatives were shocked seeing me in a good condition. I was looking good. 30 pounds will learn yourself about dieting, discipline and an action good time plan for a months.


Quote #4:

You love the most of your time doing nothing. Instead you give all the love for your special child.” ~quoted from IMS Ltre. (ItsMikkiStudio Literature)


This was not my story. It was yours this time. I’ve been hearing a lot of this stories from the parents in the school where I was working. One parent came to ask me and said, “did you feel the love they are giving for you?” Of course I was feeling all the love. But the time came to me when my mom didn’t giving me all things for me. It won’t come for me, instead I learned my lessons that my mom did her love to love me after all. Happiness is a highest state in your life when you feel you are loved and feel the blessings keep coming in for you if you love other people.


Quote #5:

The eight days of relationship was keeping me down when the time I was in love. But the state of feeling in love wasn’t keeping for me to last for my happiness.” ~quoted from IMS Ltre. (ItsMikkiStudio Literature)


This was my biggest lessons that I’ve had encountering this to me last year. When I’ve had in love with her, it was okay. She asked me for having my hands to her. Boy, I looked like a girl having a long hair. But it doesn’t matter who the person was really in love that time. Then I said it was okay for having a relationship with her. But the idea I brought to my attention when my parents came from a incentive vacation trip in Europe, they found out that I’ve had a relationship with a girl. But they weren’t ready for me getting married. Of course, I might be get a lot of heartaches to come that was she said to me. Eight days of relationship was my lessons to have with her. I’ve eventually ask her not to have with her anymore, instead I’ve to give up with her. She had this a personality when it comes to a money issues.


Quote #6:

When happiness defines you the most, it defines your personality the most and don’t make it to change of yourself.” ~quoted from IMS Ltre. (ItsMikkiStudio Literature)


This happens to me the most of my time and to anybody else also. This traits of yours will find you easily. But the problems you are experiencing won’t be able to make you happy. It was because you always excused yourself you were happy for you to change your traits all the time. Having to change your trait to someone else doesn’t prove you are happy. Instead, don’t let the other people feel coming from your personality test. Make a habit yourself praying everyday. Don’t excuse yourself that you can’t change. Change your attitude, change your lifestyle, change your work environment or take a vacation. This will make you find yourself an inner peace. Happiness will find you where you can explore things you want for yourself. And I am glad today that my friends are still contacting with me until now. That is what happiness tells me everyday not to excuse yourself.


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Part IX

Dreaming to be granted has 10 reasons to have chances for your life are to be productive in your life, create more circumstances driving to success and lifting you up in your religious bible groups or worshipping groups.


I am not an expert sharing or telling you some of my experiences where sometimes a full of doubts concern me all the time. But at the back of my head may tell a different side of story when you are dreaming for a success or dreaming to be granted. When you hear some bible studies, you always have to know what do you hear always from them.  We misunderstood them, and sometimes they also have a mistaken us a different stories to listen although we are always to be open-minded.


My religion is a Catholic. But most of the times I hear is all about other religion groups such as born-again christian, protestants, and other names you’ve to know. Somehow I get it by the point of views, or share by the own thoughts from a person’s mind. What else do you want to know if your child has something to say for you? Let me give a quick response: “if there was a mother and a child with special needs, they were always troubling their minds telling what future will handle for a child with special needs.


My side of my story didn’t have a way of sense of troubling. Because my parents raised me well, educated me in a better institutional school and got a college ahead. When I finished college, my mind troubled me at that time because the reality was hard coping which job you will prefer going in. I was devastated, frustrated, confused and depressed. My world seemed wanting my life to go end. When I saw myself in the past, I would rather go back in my past and redo all my bad things going to greater things. But at the end of my journey, my lessons I’ve learned before was to accept my disability being having with Down syndrome.


Being having a condition with someone else portrays your role might have a good offer before. When I read some good stories in different random blogs, I often hear some mother quarreling with their child going to enter the school institution. But instead, I often placed myself to a child. Because I also bear the pain of my mother when she raises me well at that time. During 1980’s, only few school institutions have granted school program for my age of 2 to 5 years of age. If my mom didn’t have her own way, I wouldn’t be here saying all my stories and share it to you.


Here are my top 8 quote stories for this week:


Quote #1:

Why God has place the center of  our hearts to finish all the trials we have?” ~quoted from IMS Ltre. (ItsMikkiStudio Literature)


When my mom have finished me going to the college in 2003, she thought my story was all over. And yet the troubled mind has never coping at the end of my journey. Instead I also prayed for what I have success today, minimizing all the problems that I made it before and coped all the problems on myself independently. My mom has sacrificed for her self trying me to finish all my problems. But she proved their son has making his achievements by itself when I made it even with them in my life today.


Quote #2:

Never doubt yourself without claiming that your son or your daughter with special needs has never exceed the expectations through their achievements of their life.” ~quoted from IMS Ltre. (ItsMikkiStudio Literature)


I also have a chances never admitted that I also passed through all of these as a special child with special needs. But I never dreamed that I could be go so far already. When my dreams back then I was in high school, all I thought was to finishing my college. Because I knew from the start that no people have gone so far through their achievements. Some people has to stop and to work already. Some people has to get married because their relationship grew already. And some people has financial problems so they will stop. Because we are not equally have to graduate. My goals had been set already. But I never knew in my life that I could do finishing my studies through 20 years.


Why 20 years? When I finished my college in culinary in 2003, I was already 22 years old. The fact was when my parents have started sending me to Cupertino School for Special Children first before going to Montessori Children Haus Inc, Montessori Integrated School of Antipolo and Center for Culinary Arts. I wouldn’t have been thought creating this studio as well. Parents from DSAPI has a few to listen to my stories before. If I concentrate to my success, then I would be starting to make more conference to new parents where they will have to listen to my success. My slogan said home of achievements because I make a various encounters already in my life.


Quote #3:

Cross your mind that your child will not finish his studies conflicting to their health problems.” ~quoted from IMS Ltre. (ItsMikkiStudio Literature)


I have chronic illness which means that being despite having with Down syndrome, I won’t live longer. But the state was hoping your child will grow more healthier. I don’t have other illnesses in my life neither I have heart problems. But my boss said that I am also immune to pulmonary problems or heart problems. I can’t stay in the area where people are smoking because of their problems. Smoking is one of hazardous problems in heart, lungs and other organs in the body.


But in time I’ve had finishing my studies already, I’ve complained why some of employers didn’t want me to work with them. Was it because that I was fat? Or was it because that I have special conditions? Employers also discriminated special adults in a way they can’t control their behavior. Yes, we have, in fact, a behavioral problems. Due to respect, I’ve also a knowledge when to control my behavior as well.


Before I was working in a school today as an assistant teacher, my PWD or person with disability identification card said that I’ve had a chronic illness. Then it began crossing my mind that I’ve had problems in heart. For my terms, it was a heart, but then when I looked in a dictionary. It was said that was long-life already. It was different. So trying to get a job before the month of June had come, I pushed myself limiting my eating habits. Then I offered myself not to eat rice anymore in a long-term already. And I minimized 31 pounds already and maintaining from my good health conditions.


Quote #4:

The doctor said you can’t bring your child to another physician, consultant or another doctor just to know what the case of your special child is.” ~quoted from IMS Ltre. (ItsMikkiStudio Literature)


This is a very big case to each and every parent raising their special child either having Down syndrome, Asperger, Autism, ADHD and other genetically disorders. But my concerns to the doctors, consultants and physicians, they should consider the special child a second chance. Because no matter how big or small case is, the parents will still have a chance to grow their child accordingly to the plan. Doctors won’t worry, but the parents worry more concerns than them.


When I learned some other disabilities when I was working in a school, some of the lessons had crossing at the end of my head already. But at the end of a day, I was glad that my two bosses were keeping me a contract this year for upcoming new school year of 2014-2015. I was overwhelmed when I heard that. Knowing of my performances, I should applying in the school before but I don’t have a tough heart to do. Instead the work chooses me, because it wasn’t my fate. The fate chose me instead.


Quote #5:

Believe a chance when you seek God and sometimes the troubled mind will give you more headache how to understand your special child.” ~quoted from IMS Ltre. (ItsMikkiStudio Literature)


When I entered a different religion church, it was me have to understand the culture of other religious groups. But it never crossed to my mind that I’ve to change my religion. It was me who will having to have relationship with the God and relationship to other people also. My boss was a born-again christian. But I was a catholic. No matter how small we were, we brought to this world to understand how special children was important more.


It was not an easy job to say this. But my relationship with God proved me that I have praying for Him in eternity and living after. When you seek God, that is the time you are asking to ease the problems for your special child. What is more important between religion or special children? The answer is both. The bible said that there was an introduction already in this world we were encountering special children, special adults and other disabilities also. It was Him that He saved us from our sins. And nothing to be declare but to surrender our souls to Him just to pray.


Quote #6:

My friend discontinued our friendship we have already, but I rather seek more help to other people encouraging to have relationship for friendship we have.” ~quoted from IMS Ltre. (ItsMikkiStudio Literature)


This is already a common problem to all of us. When God said in ten commandments, “love your enemy and love thy your neighbor.” I was always having a problems to other of my friends and trying to reconnect our friendship we have for the past years we couldn’t agree for. But to tell you the truth, when you enter His kingdom, your soul with Him would never feel the sadness we have in earth. Instead, we encourage other people in the land of earth to have creating more friends. When you encounter having some enemies, try to reconnect yourself in other religion and you will meet yourself at the end of a day.


Quote #7:

When parents left without a reasons for their child going to another place or to another school institution, they will make their child or special child restart their life again without having connecting a connection to another friends.” ~quoted from IMS Ltre. (ItsMikkiStudio Literature)


This was my concerns today when I am confronting my future. I was trying to reconnect my past because I couldn’t remembered some of my classmates before. Three-fourths of the class from fourth grade to high school I knew of them. But some large bodies of students before was first grade and third grade. It was meant that we were group of 35 or more of students. I couldn’t moved all along. But to tell the truth, God will find a way to reconnect me to them. Just believe in faith and He will guide you.


It is the same issues when you are transferring your child or special child to another school, then a child would say, “mommy, why do we have to transfer? I already have friends here.” I could agree with the same answers with a child. But to tell you the truth honestly, it is me who also seeking creating more circle of friends right now. Because in reality, when you are making some friends, some people has to go, some people has to stay and some people has to ignore. No matter what you are making some new friends, it will have a time when you have a chance to see them again, you are changed today than the yesteryears.


Quote #8:

Amount of percentage of our brain only counts few things to remember. But the size of knowledge doesn’t keep you to stay poor, but you also exceed the expectations.” ~quoted from IMS Ltre. (ItsMikkiStudio Literature)


Albert Einstein said that the amount of our brain cells would getting bigger if you are using them properly or functioning them in a good way of thinking and supplementing new knowledge. Because his center of his head said the more you have a large space your head is the more larger knowledge you have. This is a false. Yes, he could be smart and intelligent. But he didn’t know the size of knowledge around the planet itself if you could not learn everyday. When you are using your brain in a good way, this will keep you younger and remembering some small details inside of your brain cells. Some of elderly has already surpassing their age to remember. But the fact is when you use them everyday, you could remember also everyday and talk to them to someone you’ve really love to speak for. The lessons there are keep your loved ones in tact for you when they need you the most of their life. Because no matter how long or small life span we have, we always remember the way we are treating with them.


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It was a great year for me for this year. I got a new job. I’ve had experience to have a girlfriend. I have to get know what is work relationship. I’ve managed to go to the events. Knowing me, I could do any greater expectations for me. The Year of Water Snake was been giving a new blessings. But on the other side what you are doing the most good deeds in your life have been expecting from you the most.




The success beyond from my story has been telling you the wildest dreams that I’ve ever did. Getting a new passport on my own was a success. Having my own PWD or Person With Disability identification card was a small step to create new independence. And beyond that, I’ve had experience to get date with someone else for a third time. It was not a date who you want to get date with your favorite special occasion. But it was a great experience to have a date someone who understand you much from her heart. And I guess this has been a blessing for me all the while.


When my doubts and fears came for me again around May, that was almost eating my pride again. That was why I didn’t know from the start that God gave a test to me when I’ve had an experience to have a girlfriend for the first time. Knowing from experiences, it had been exploring my world to have a girlfriend. But at the end of a day, she was the one who pushed me this far to get back on track to have a job.


Why? When a person needed a job, it was a need all the while in your life. Without a job, you would’ve have known that you couldn’t done for it for your life. You realized how work was really important for you and moved on your expectations.


Love life


God always gave plans to give me tests when He knew that I’ve to give up. But He didn’t hurt my plans although He gave my way to have a girlfriend to a test. I’ve been hitting too much on the wall why I’ve had a girlfriend on the first place. And aside from being to have a girlfriend, it was a good experience to have been a good relationship between your life, your work expectations and your world.


In a job, where I always got new inspiration was from our special education teacher. She was the one who pushed me to level up my responsibilities. She was always making up expectations for making waking up every morning just to see her smiling face. And she was the one who always gave smiling for every student in morning and in afternoon. Maybe she was the one I was been looking for. But I didn’t give up a chance to have a girlfriend in the first place. I gave up for two reasons: commitment and response to a negative thoughts.


Why? I was always thought knowing myself in the mirror and tell myself that I couldn’t do it. It was at the back of my head telling that I could do much better next year of 2014.




I have been recording my status from 2005 to 2013 when I’ve had been unemployed for a long time. It was seven years and seven months that I’ve had been unemployed. To the break the chain, there was always a doubts and fears to realize what good deeds have been made and what bad deeds have not been to be made. I’ve realized in a long term already that I would retire at my earlier age. But happily, when the career chose me to be professionally being as an assistant teacher was an honor already.


Teacher is a best profession in the world where you get to teach new lessons everyday in your every challenges you have. And yet, you gave the best all the way you can do to have good services.


In the nutshell


The Year-End Special: Story about success, love life and work has been giving new good results for me this year of 2013. The good success comes from you, the love life has been teaching you a good role model and the work gives you the chance growing up to be responsibility person. Without them, I’ve would known been better person today. And I was been blessed from heaven that I’ve been giving a new opportunity to get new rewards. All good news will come in and the bad news will dissolve the way you handle your own problems on time it will give your answers.


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June-July 2013:

New job description, making new friends in my work, nutrition month


After passing the interview evaluation, my two bosses accepted me as well as their sped assistant teacher knowingly that I can do much better than the previous assistants. But I didn’t want to bring some issues that I could do better. Which that I could not comparing to other assistants as well. But the fact I admitted to my fourth job. It broke the chain when I finally have had a job because I was been not doing very well in the past 7 years and 7 months which I didn’t have a job.


I was underestimated by those who can underestimated me at the start. The work was introduced me in parents and teachers orientation before the school year was started. As long as I was working part-time in livelihood project, my two bosses were kindly to say to me that I also can run my loading business which I have had been working my hiatus in money cellphone loading business for 7 years and 6 months already as of to date today.


Assuming that I was working progressively participating in the school and in the therapy center during Saturdays. The parents before was looking something to change me as well. But the fact I entered in a new job description – as an assistant teacher. I was in the slow progress. I couldn’t move when there was nothing to do. My dull days became longer hours during my stay in a livelihood project.


But the nutrition month came in the month of July. The interns were working harder to look for their children. In the afternoon, I worked so hard for taking care of special children. I knew some few students in the morning because I wasn’t working in the morning classes. My work was in the livelihood project in the morning and also in the afternoon was taking care of special children being as an sped assistant teacher. The face I’ve had enjoying myself in the field of being as an assistant teacher, my work was being issued by several parents for lack of communication. I was almost destroying my work environment when I was been terrified.


One of the two bosses was almost fired me as well. But the fact I couldn’t find another work was there was no room for me in the world working. When the employer was criticizing and discriminating because of my special condition, somehow I survived because of my work.


August 2013:

Moving to a new school relocation, love life, work relationship


Even I was not in the mood around the month of August. It was the last days of my work as a livelihood chef in a livelihood project. My work relationship with a preschool teacher and a special education teacher which they were both female teachers. The preschool teacher was too cute for me but the personality didn’t fit me as well. But the fact was why I joined along with a special education teacher, she was nice, bubbly and smiling teacher. And I began to like her the fact I joined with her the last two months.


The special education teacher didn’t recognize me somehow. But the issues from them against me sometimes misunderstood the situation as well. The school setting was small, the classroom was small but the love life began wider and wider to me as well. I couldn’t helped it when I was thinking about her all the time. But too cute teacher was also having an issues against me as well.


But the work relationship was getting bumper and bumper because of my moody hours. I began scrutinizing one of the employees in the convenience store when they were not selling sandwiches anymore and one of the staff in the school saw what I did in the convenience store. So I didn’t know what it will happen at the end of my work relationship in the school.


My boss called me several times already because of two warnings I did already. But the work was been spread like a viral. I didn’t know where I have had to search for another job. My job was to protect my name, my work and the children also. And my life would be the end where there was no one accepting me in another job hunting season again. I’ve been unemployed for 7 years and 7 months, but my business ran for a life-time already since I’ve had from June 2006 (7 years and 2 months already).


Then we went to another school relocation inside the village of Cainta Greenpark Village that we must focused to have working in the field. Another school setting, big campus, big classrooms and a convenient school setting as we were looking toward at the end of two weeks remaining in the school. But the storm curled down one week. We didn’t have much school days when the storm came in by the time we relocated the school already. Then we were cleaning the school as we were working hard for the school team as well.


September 2013

Cooling off vacation in Toronto


The interns was been getting riding from our necks. They were too busy for their names and their future jobs as well as an optometrists. Were they really working hard for their jobs? Or were they wrong for their job internship in our school? I didn’t knew that my hardworking days were over already. But I’ve been hating myself why I didn’t let my emotions eating me again. As the vacation in Toronto came closer and closer, the school, the teachers, the students and my two bosses were at the back of my head thinking I shouldn’t taking a vacation after all. I didn’t know what to do when I came back.


Then the vacation came over on 14th day of September in Toronto, the coldest night we’ve had arrived was 8 degrees in celsius. And I’ve had been getting chilling out in one of the coldest province in Canada. Was I the one who didn’t like the weather of Toronto? Maybe I thought about that. One week preparation for my sister’s wedding, I was been thinking my work in the Philippines. I couldn’t helped thinking what they were working so hard. Because of the test exams were in the week when I was in Toronto already.


The fact I’ve had enjoying from my work, I was almost getting in highest emotions of my time – being as a happiest assistant teacher. I loved my work so much and I couldn’t help thinking about it. But it broke the record because I’ve had surpassed my employment. In my three previous jobs before only lasted for two-three months, but in September, it was almost four months already. So I thought if I come back, my job will be over if they weren’t allowing me going back to work.


I was enjoying my vacation instead not to think about working in the school. I went in various locations in Toronto. But the place I didn’t like it was the CN Tower. I didn’t want to step in a glass floor because I almost died seeing down so far away that I was almost died seeing about it. In short, I have fear on heights. When I first rode in the airplane going to Toronto, I couldn’t slept the whole trip going to Toronto. Instead, I watched a numerous movies, listened to the music and played the computer games in a first-class business airplane.


We went to a zoo, apple-picking farm, shopping in groceries and do a lot of buying gifts for all the parents and the workers in a school as well. By the time, I went home in the Philippines after attending to my sister’s wedding and also taking a vacation as well. I went back to the school working again in 30th day of September.


October 2013

Assistant teacher, halloween party


After I’ve found out that the preschool teacher was been fired by the employer’s reasons, because the preschool teacher I knew. She had a difficulty mind not being as a committed teacher as well in the school. She did a big time almost destroying the work relationship we have had in time. But the good news came in because my two bosses have said to me that I can do as an assistant teacher from morning to afternoon classes.


I did all my tasks as well in the morning to afternoon. I was cleaning in the waiting area, completing the tables and chairs in accordingly and maintaining the cleanliness around the school. My heart to students was already in another level – teaching someday to them. Being as a teaching profession wasn’t in my heart before. I don’t have passion in teaching. The fact the field as a teacher is a high profession in the country. So you must have a big feet to fill passionately for the students and for the parents as well.


The Halloween party was around in the third week already. We’ve had an overnight days when the special education teacher, the third occupational therapist and I did a lot of hardworking days for a field working in halloween party. And the days were over when the halloween party came in. The success was proven good. And oh, I forgot the event of language of the month (or buwan ng wika) that was held last month of September instead of August. It was because the storm came in Manila and suspended a week in classes. That was why the language of the month came in first week of September as well.


The halloween party, third event of the school year calendar, was ended successfully. But the love life I have with a special education teacher even grew stronger and stronger. Because I was finally realized I couldn’t helped thinking about her. But I didn’t know how to invite a relationship between her and me.


November-December 2013

Love life again, new special education teacher, Christmas party


The moment every time I came in a school every day, each time I saw her. I watched her glimpse teaching special kids for her heart. Her smile was melting the special children sadness away, and was I also been melting her heart to me. But she didn’t know that I was helplessly thinking her every night and then.


Then a Christmas party had to come and wait for 6 weeks preparation. A new friend of my special education teacher came in for an interview with two bosses we’ve had. She passed. But she had been something hiding from ourselves. I couldn’t helped thinking it at the back of my head also. The thoughts crossed over. Then again, the Christmas was already three weeks preparation again.


The special education teacher has to leave around the month of December. But she extended her work as long as she taught the special children and the regular children. I didn’t know what to do when she was gone already. But I was already going to give her my first present last nutrition month. Then again, I’ve had something to send her again some important gift.


My boss told me if I have had a crush on her when she entered the room again, then I said it was a yes. She was blushed when she knew I had a crush on her. Eventually I didn’t want our friendship ended miserably. So I extended my smiles to her everyday I saw her in a school. The house before was my special education teacher’s home. But now, she gave her home that was been empty for four years giving us to have a new school setting – a big school campus instead.


Then the Christmas party came in. She was even getting beautiful in a day of Christmas party. I didn’t know how to invite a relationship again between two of us. But I knew I couldn’t take a risk. Instead I gave a words as “friends forever instead a relationship wrecker.


The illusions of love life was over. I didn’t like a word of relationship. I was focusing more on my work for my commitment long-term for my work. And I was surprised that I was already a regular assistant teacher in a school already. To tell a truth, this isn’t the last Year-End Special: Story about success, love life and work. This is just a new beginning to set new goals of achievement of the year of 2014, year of green wood horse.


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The Chinese new year of 2014 is a Year of Green Wood Horse. It embodies a career promotion or a new career will hold a great beginning for you this 2014.



Year of Green Wood Horse

Year of Green Wood Horse


What is your luck for Year of Horse? Does you have a career a better promotion? Or do you have a take what it takes you to become better human? This year of 2013 will end so soon in the 31st of December. But the real Chinese new year is still around February 2014.


My ancestors in my mother’s side is Chinese. That means I don’t troubles finding my own terms or definitions in Chinese translation. But I guess that I should study more in Chinese language soon. Because even I love my Chinese traditions, then I should continue what I really love for my life instead.


Did you know the year of Rooster? The Year of Rooster will come on the year of 2017. That means you have to prepare for another three more years. If you are born on the year of other animals, then you must wait. But you can’t rely on the bad lucks or good lucks. Because no matter what you are today, you are still a human. And sometimes a human believes in Chinese traditions around the world. The China today is already in billion in population today. But as of 2013 is nearly ending, you must prepare for your good will as well.


Quote #1:

Don’t believe in other people, instead make a believe in your will and your wishes instead.” ~quoted from IMS Ltre. (ItsMikkiStudio Literature)


When you believe in other people’s wishes, then you are working in a different pattern of life. This means you are in trouble already. And trouble means something will get you trouble later in second half of a year. But it doesn’t mean you have to believe to me. You must be aware and be careful for you and for your loved ones as well.


I don’t believe in my wills before. But when I exceed my limitations, my skills are getting done impressively. And the skills I have today is getting used to it already. When I do something good in your life, then you are doing in a good track in your life.


Quote #2:

Work stresses you out from a longer hours, and not for your home stress.” ~quoted from IMS Ltre. (ItsMikkiStudio Literature)


I work for a longer hours. But I don’t stress my mind out in a longer hours. Sometimes a word of a stress is not my definition in my own dictionary body. When somebody needs an attention in work space, they are seems lack of attention, lack of understanding and lack of commitment. The preschool teacher we’ve used to have in our school. She had a lack of vision working to our school, lack of commitment and lack of attention to mostly to our students. Instead, she focused to her commitment getting married.


Her partner was a basketball player. But it doesn’t mean that her husband-to-be-soon was dating someone else. Then she must have to worry so soon to her child because she was pregnant already. Then again, it was one of my speculations and not from anywhere.


Quote #3:

Love doesn’t take easily in higher commitments, instead it works progressively in a longer friendship.” ~quoted from IMS Ltre. (ItsMikkiStudio Literature)


I’ve had been a two dozens of crush from the past until now. But none of them became my type material to become my girlfriend. But I’ve had a girlfriend already before. The problem was between my girlfriend and I was a friendship level. All she wanted was getting married so soon with me as well. But none from at the back of my head thoughts became not thinking clearly to have marriage contract with her. My dreams will be shattered if I have continuing my commitment with her.


The troubles came in last summer. But the good news came when I was been hired from my fourth job as an assistant teacher. I did all my best to become as an assistant teacher. And the best sometimes couldn’t reached as a full potential teacher. Because it has more roads to fill to become a teacher someday. But I must to study in a educational course in university instead. And also being a teacher is one of the highest professions around the nation and the world of course. Knowingly love can wait and the commitment also. You must focus to your work relationship with your bosses, your co-workers and commit with your friends to have a longer friendship in your other circle of friends also.


Quote #4:

Take responsibility to have being responsible person. Meaning that you are not fitted to become one, but you have to fill in to become responsibility.” ~quoted from IMS Ltre. (ItsMikkiStudio Literature)


I always have to cautious to become responsible special adult someday. Because I have many ways to become filling to become responsible special adult. I have Down syndrome. And it doesn’t mean that I have a hindrance against it. Instead, one of these days that I have to maintain my work relationship in my work environment, my emotions, my friendship levels with other people and to become also committed in church activities as well in the future.


My boss has been started inviting me of his church activities every Sunday. And every Sunday means a lot to him also. He has been not himself lately. Rather, I joined with him last Sunday. With him last Sunday, I was enjoying praising with God and singing christian songs as well. Well today wasn’t lucky, because I woke up late this late afternoon around 12:30 already. The time I was already been time-out. This means that I was irresponsible waking up late in the afternoon. See what I mean? I was irresponsible. To tell a truth, nobody is perfect in the eyes of God. Because you have to do it everyday as a responsible adult and act one as a responsible special adult like I do.


Quote #5:

Your personality describes the most good traits to everybody’s eyes. But none of other everybody’s good eyes has good traits, so better watch out.” ~quoted from IMS Ltre. (ItsMikkiStudio Literature)


Nobody is perfect in the eyes of God when I said in an earlier quote and I explained it already. But none of the personalities I didn’t like it was all about telling a lie. Somehow you must lie to confront one of your sins. And sins confront from demon’s likes they want from you. Tell yourself that you don’t like it. Because none of your friends will like you more better. Instead make a room for yourself cleaning your personality.


Take a church activities every Sunday and go out with your friends. And friends around you will treat you even better. Better personalities like one of the good apostles from God will treat you even more better. When I hear some of those quotes, I begin like to write one of a good deals writing my own version of building good stories. Like one of these good quotes turn to a good stories here in Living being as Down syndrome. It feels like that I’ve been writing for three months already. And I’ve been writing eight versions of each category. Somehow I feel what personality tells me about to write, but it tells you what is going on inside of you.


Your personality is a best defense to make ruling out making a new friends. And my field to become one, I’ve to build new life role in one – to become motivational speaker one day. To become motivational speaker someday, I might be one of successful special adult to become reaching out many stories in the future. And the question is, “what if?” Telling you a good stories will grow your personality even more better.


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There are lot of people asking if the doors within heaven and hell are true. Maybe if you can’t imagine how painful it was in the doors of hell. But the doors of heaven sometimes awaits you to be a good example for everyone to see. Everyone in the world is seeking second life – beyond the doors of heaven.


But let me give you my story when I’ve had a encounter between those doors of heaven and hell. You won’t imagine how the doors of heaven and hell will look like, but the images inside won’t capture you because you are in your subconscious mind telling at the back of your head it is true or not. People will still asking you why, where, when, what and how. Those five questions will keep giving you more questionable in some many ways and few ways.


The doors within heaven and hell

The doors within heaven and hell


Why did I bring up an article about The doors within heaven and hell?


Normally others say it isn’t their job to post this article. But other says it won’t benefit to others as well. And the 50-50 has believers who believes in the doors of heaven and hell. Angels and demons do exist in some our subconscious minds. But in reality, when we are born in this world, normally babies who are born as early in their age. They are the ones who can see angels and some unexplained things they have seen.


Like me, when I was born before at the certain age of a baby. I was afraid to take any chances when the demons will strike anytime in a day or night time. When the baby turns old around 5 to 12 years old, normally the child will grow inheriting whether he or she is doing and participating some good lessons in life. When it turns bad habits, the child will inherit to learn what their parents tell them what is right from wrong. As a child grows, the child turns to a beautiful human being to adolescence stage. Teenagers as we may call them. Teenagers are often to see their parents whether it is a fight or an adults’ talk. But instead, some cases are said that the teenagers will grow normally what their parents do in a reality day-to-day basis everyday.


Where are The doors within heaven and hell?


We can’t see in daylight or night light. The sun varies sunshine image in our planet. It tells how the beautiful planet we have is when we use them for a beautiful purpose – to live peacefully. But everything will come disaster in demons’ hand when you are about to change your attitude and your life perspectively in reality world. I’ve met many people already from time I’ve had graduating from college. They were too speculations from right to left and right from wrong. Could you tell the spot of a difference? Maybe not. It is too obvious to tell in many ways.


The doors within heaven may come in your subconscious mind when times you’ve been harder than you thought at the back of your mind. It tells your mind that you are heaven but you are not. You are given to go back to the planet of earth and do it purposely what is right from wrong. There are some eternity to rest and that’s beyond the doors of heaven.


But The doors of hell may also come from your subconscious mind telling that your attitude changes and the demon lurks already in your mind. Talk about the experts and the paranormal will say it is inhibiting your mind that is manifesting your mind from day or night when the time is not correct.


When it can imagine?


It varies from any various occasions – location, time, altitude and numbers. It forms any occasion in our daily lives. Later I will explain to you why I write this article in the first place.


What it becomes your mind that there are some angels and demons beyond the doors of heaven and hell?


Angels and demons really exist in many occasion ways when we are doing in our subconscious mind. Maybe it comes also to many places when we die or we live longer enough in our day-to-day daily basis. To tell the truth, I’ve already encountered nearly entering the doors of heaven and hell. This will also explain later why I write this article.


Demons sometimes live in a darker places or darker minds of some people have behavioral problems. It can explain from paranormal experts, doctors, or some other professional services like priests and servants from God. In a bible, angels and demons are said in a bible. But I don’t know which bible verses will come out which one it is.


How it happens to all of us?


You may encounter by now, or in the past already. Or by doing in our subconscious mind, people says it is a reckless to do at the back of our head telling it may be sounds seriously or doing it by a purpose. Angels are always there everywhere in our places to go. They are telling us to pray the Guardian Angels creed all the time so they can protect you from any dangers. But don’t tell some who knows you already that you can possess demonic voices like I do.


Demonic voices may alter in our day activities such as getting lazy around in your body or somewhere else that you are already a lazy to somebody as well also. Who can do that anyway? Anyone who can do that.


My story in the past telling about the doors of heaven and hell:


When I was a kid, normally I was enjoying do some kid stuff to do. Making some noisy annoying sounds, dillydallying some duties you can’t trust you can do or doing some unfinished jobs to do in your room such as not cleaning your room properly.


Before I was going to school the time before 3rd grade. We were doing some family activities one time in the park of Quezon Memorial Circle in Quezon City doing some riding some tricycles and bicycles. But I wasn’t the one who can practice bicycle because I’ve had still more catch up to do some learning how to bicycle. But at the end of the day when we got home, the house was black-out. There was no electricity around the neighborhood. As I grabbed the florescent lamp to open but the lamp won’t work properly. I didn’t know at first when there was no light. So I’ve grabbed the end of the wire and put in a socket. The electricity hurriedly open up the lights when I put in on the socket. Too late when I was already doing it and I was been electrocuted. Later on, I was rush to a nearest hospital in Capitol Medical Center. But it was an overnight sleep, I think. But I didn’t remember properly because of my parents told my incident at my past. That was my first incident it happened to me. But the doors of heaven didn’t have a chance to me open my eyes because it was too bright to see and I can’t remember it all.


I went back again in another incident before graduating in 6th grade. So the story told me in my past when a jeepney (transportation vehicle in Philippines) almost crossed me but bumped me a little on my shoulder break. Then it was a long white bright side of doors of heavens. I saw thousands of angels singing, saints talking in our language and some loved ones almost I’ve seen it all already. But it was already if I was dead already. But one angel said to me, “it was not your time yet to die, go back and find your purpose in your life what you really love to do mostly in your life.


So my life returned to one place when I woke up. But I ended in a hospital again in Capitol Medical Center. So my head really hurts and I can’t move a muscle because of my shoulder bone not badly broken but a slight injured my shoulder. Few days before my graduation, I’ve already practiced with anybody else with my classmates. Then a summer came when I didn’t get to high school when new school year have to come. And I’ve entered 7th grade. That was my story about angels beyond the doors of heaven.


But the doors of hell when I tell you, don’t scream, don’t believe when you are not supposed to believe me and don’t expect any further questions. Because a long time ago when I was a kid, I’ve watched a horror movies such as Child’s Play, Friday the 13th and many local horror movies as well. But those movies that time scared to my bones easily. But when I watched them again at my certain age, those horror movies were only a story tales that have been told, created or told by the legend folklore.


I was in depression and frustration mood when I didn’t get a chance to have entering my mood that time. It was during after my graduation already in college and somewhat in my age of 24, 25 or 26. I didn’t know when it happened to me differently from any other stories. The demon spoke to me and when I’ve encountered with him, I spoke in a different language which it was spanish or portuguese language. I didn’t know which one language told me so to tell. But my father prayed on my head carefully to wash away all the demonic from any other ways. And my parents have said that demons were real. They were the ones who told us that demons also stayed with us in this cold planet of earth. They are speculations but it is real ones. They have to crucify the demons away from the person who can inhibit the demonic soul.


LIke one you can watch any horrifying movies, you can’t watch by yourself in a movie house, but rather you watch with somebody else and scream out from the bottom of your lungs. Expect the merciful scream when you watch horrifying movies.


The lessons:

Don’t possess two souls inside of you. Instead, learn to control your attitude, your temper and your emotions. So that the angels will guide you and not the demons will guide you.


Choose one of the daily activities that might help you to ease demon’s activities such as getting lazy, envy some others and other 6 habit forms of sins.


Forget about the past, do it now and start moving forward and pay it forward.


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If there was no success, there was no overnight of dreaming for success.


This is a year-end special article all about me from the beginning of 2013 until this month of December. What can you do for success if you can do for your hardworking? Yes, then you have to believe in yourself and not anybody could replace but your story as well is deserving more.


Let me rewind you to the past of January 2013 where I tell my story:


Starting from January 2013:

Applying requirements, joining advocacy in special education


This month was my success getting my second NBI clearance for my future employment. But I was planning to think which job would prefer to get me on the first place. Should I continue get a career ahead for call center career? Or should I continue where I start in my culinary career? My place for a job seeking opportunities was ahead for me already. But to think of it at the back of my head, I should scratch for all job descriptions: animator, writer, chef / cook, call center or entertainment industry. There were all my opportunities which one I should prefer.


After two weeks of January, my parents forced to apply for my passport alone. And so I did applying for passport applications. But the requirements narrowed down to my plans: NBI clearance, police clearance and passport. All of my validation identifications were been shown off for my next plan: get a job ahead before going to Toronto in September.


I did all my requirements doing my job applications. But the questionable was getting where I should start. So I joined supporting Angels Walk 2013, where I also joined the side of Down Syndrome Association of the Philippines or DSAPI, where a thousand of autism groups and various schools also have joined the said event in Mall of Asia, Music Hall in Pasay City. This was the 24th Angels Walk for ASP or Autism Society of the Philippines who parents, educators, students and thousand of autism angels were there for the said event. And I was happy supporting for their group.


All of my happiness poured down my promising career: writing while getting a job or writing when I’m already in success.


February 2013:

2nd Happy Walk, celebrating month, Philippines’ Down syndrome awareness


This month was also my big celebration and my promising birthdays to come in many years. So to said, but it was also an excitement for every words I will write. But the success wasn’t over. So I joined the 21st Happy Walk in The Block, SM North EDSA in Quezon City of Down Syndrome Association of the Philippines or DSAPI awareness event.


My blessings poured down to my birthday month, my birth month of February. I still clearly remembered when Pope John Paul II came to Manila for the first time 32 years ago. I was born on 19th of February, the day when Pope John Paul II was having a mass in Quezon Memorial Center, Quezon City. So the history said it was from February 17-21 when Pope John Paul II’s visit in Manila. So that explained how the world was looking for Pope John Paul II for his papal sainthood.


And it was also for Philippines’ Down syndrome awareness event for the whole nation. My dad first joined with me last year in 20th Happy Walk on the day of my birthday, 19th of February which it was introduced me to a few parents. And I met the couple, the children and their son with Down syndrome which it was the Lapena family. It was my first experience meeting with someone like me like Jeremy was, And I was happy that I joined the DSAPI family.


March 2013:

Applying for 1st PWD identification card, 3rd prom, meeting the showman of GMA channel


This was also the third month of my success. March has explained my various blessings I’ve done so far for this year of 2013. Because this was my first official that I’ve had my first PWD identification card or Persons With Disability. But that was when I’ve applied on 19th of March, a month after of my birthday. I chose the date because it was my first time applying for my PWD id.


Then it came before the application of PWD identification card was my third experience of prom date. And it was my first experience for having date with someone else and not from my relatives whom I really have had a good time. Guess what whom I dated with? It was Antonio and Juan Luna’s great granddaughter whom I dated with. And I was lucky to have date the famous Luna in the Philippines history. What I have to tell that I need to say? It was the best experience of prom date in my life.


And the first celebrity that I saw this year was none other of a famous showman in GMA channel, German Moreno. Kuya Germs when they said a name to him. And it was my pleasure to meet a person from a different channel. Because I was glued watching all ABS-CBN shows from morning to evening. But I didn’t notice that I can do it. And so my experience having a picture with him was a pleasure for me.


April-May 2013:

Depression looking for a job, first relationship, watched Nick Vujicic, looking for a job


This months of April and May of 2013 was a depression months for me. All I thought at the back of my head was either looking for a girlfriend or a job description unable to look for. But the words scripted from at the back of my head has said to me, “when can I start working so soon, so I could have a relationship with somebody else I really want to date with?” It was my first thoughts that crossed at the back of my head and without even noticing it, I looked depressed for a whole month.


After a month, I came to visit Rico Yan for a fourth time last 5th of May. Then it came upon that I met my first fling relationship with someone else. Two girls that I met. One of them was a former special education teacher and one of them was a housemaid who was working for taking care of a child and look taking care of the house. It crossed at the back of my head that I was first to say I’ve accepted her for having relationship with someone else. And she was the first person who asked my hand to have relationship with her. It is normally for a guy who is asking for a relationship to a girl. But the opposite came upon the two worlds between of us.


My ex-girlfriend and I were only lasted eight (8) days of relationship. And I was formerly taking off my relationship with her. But my heart felt for her so sorry. But at the end of the day, on the 20th of May, I watched Nick Vujicic’s concert also in Mall of Asia, Music Hall in Pasay City. It was my pleasure to have experience watching someone who was also have a disability. Nick Vujicic was born without limbs of arms and legs. And I have had my third inspiration coming from him.


Then after a day that my ex-girlfriend was formally underestimated in our relationship, I went anywhere near our village looking for a job. So I went for my first walk-in job inside of Cainta Greenpark Village that was also near my home in Cainta. And the interview wasn’t my first. But I did passing my first application resume to the employer. But my intentions came crossing thrice at the back of my head. I should also applied to other opportunities: writer in newspaper, call center job and entertainment industry job where I went to Megamall on 23rd of May. I sent many job applications to various employers from newspaper jobs, call center jobs and entertainment industry jobs as well.


Fews day after on 27th of May, the call was unexpected I’ve answered from my cellphone around 11 in the morning. The secretary have said that I have to come around 1 in the afternoon. So I changed myself in a better suit of applying a job. When I met two of my bosses before, I was nervous and feeling annoying on my first interview of the year. Then around after 15 to 20 minutes of waiting, one of two bosses interviewed me and I passed the interview evaluation.


For continuation of Year-End Special: Story about success, love life and work in a next article, there will be a set of month stories to unfold for a second part of Year-End Special: Story about success, love life and work.


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Part VII: Being single

Being single becomes part an embody of a person’s single hood and deserves to enjoy.


What is it all about single? Becoming a single member in a family becomes a part life in a short term and long term of being single all the time. Me? I have relationship with a girlfriend before. But it was my parents who decided not to have with me relating to someone I really love and to have belong with. In this part of article, being as a single doesn’t mean you won’t marrying someone anymore. There are many in the society who remains single. Not that you think about the priests and the nuns. It’s all about you take the meaning of being as a single.


What is the essence of becoming a single? Becoming a single in a first place is not a risk. It’s a first step in your life you will able to enjoy the long-term of becoming single or in a short-term if you want to get married soon. Because for me, it’s not a time for me to get married so fast. When you have relationship with someone you really love for and fight for your love to remain with you, it’s not that easy. Sometimes you’ve to get closer with God. With God alone, the person who seeks love will love itself in a longest time.


I was getting in denial stage before and yet, there were many trials and challenges for me along the path that I can’t choose for a career. I’ve been shaking in my life trying to get fix all my problems alone. But I was also trying to make relationship with God also. Because it was me who have been greatly troubled and yet in the end, it was you that God has plans to prosper not to hurt you but has plans to get you fix in your troubled mind. I was having trouble seeking myself in the past. And also part of my life of my hindrance before was my condition being having with Down syndrome. I didn’t know how to fix at the end of the day. But it was me all along that will fix in a long-term life. This life we have is our borrowed soul and a soul that we must achieve something great plans He gives to us.


And why God is the center for me being as a single? Because I’m almost enjoying my life each and every puzzle of troubles, trials and challenges that awaits for me. For those who seeks more troubles, trials and challenges sometimes have deeper mind at the back of their mind. It tells me for a purpose – to achieve your goal from time to time. And yet you are the center in life that you’ve a purpose. Here are my five quotes and quote stories will help you to understand the meaning of being single:


Quote #1:

I hate to excuse for myself that I don’t have a partner for a longest time.”  ~quoted from IMS Ltre. (ItsMikkiStudio Literature)


You always have alibi all the time. And yet you also encounter many times for your hindrances in your life. What can you do is to love yourself first before you love someone you really love. It’s a first step to have a commitment you really have.


On my part, I’ve been also experienced the same way. I’ve loved so much for my girlfriend and I gave the price of being in love for her. But yet, there was an excuse. I’ve never been loved myself first. Instead, I seek deeper with God and find a good job that suit for my happiness. It is not about finding a partner. It’s all about you if you’re ready for a commitment for your partner.


Quote #2:

There’s no one else in this world who really loves me the most of the time.”  ~quoted from IMS Ltre. (ItsMikkiStudio Literature)


This is also an issue for every each person around the world. Have you been heard about me? I’m not ordinary. But I am a special adult who has a special case being having a condition with Down syndrome. I’ve also been encountering there was no one else who loves me the most. My family loves me. My friends also loves me. My relatives also loves me. What else you cannot love for? Love yourself first before you love someone else. And enjoy your life being as a single.


Quote #3:

I want to get married as a young person and have to get have more children.”  ~quoted from IMS Ltre. (ItsMikkiStudio Literature)


This is also an issue here in the Philippines. I have friends who wants to get married in a certain young age. And a younger age sometimes is already an issue for a population for this country of Philippines. Why? There are many cases but I won’t name some names about it.


My case about me, I will stay longer as a single as long I’m happy. And when the time comes and someone who deserves me most, the single status will become married status when the time comes.


Quote #4:

Love thy will be done, love who most needs you the most and love thy not seeking for another partner.”  ~quoted from IMS Ltre. (ItsMikkiStudio Literature)


This is a serious cases around the world. And it’s already a sin says the bible. It’s a case of adultery and seeking more partners. In moslem bible, you can have more than three wives. But I won’t give any more details because it’s already a serious case. It might get hurt from you when I am writing about this quote and the quote story as well.


Quote #5:

Seek who you love, seek a thousand notes and sometimes there’s only one you’ve really need the most in your life.”  ~quoted from IMS Ltre. (ItsMikkiStudio Literature)


And this quote tells a different story than the rest of four quotes above. This is all about the Shakespeare that I’m reading about. And I love the sonnets and stories that William Shakespeare tells about his stories. But sometimes he also encounter the troubled mind he had with his wife, Anne Hathaway. This is a real story about William Shakespeare and Anne Hathaway in their real lives before. But now you’ve seen the fake Anne Hathaway in movies who have many cameo roles in different stories, I’m ashamed that someone takes the name of Anne Hathaway.


But the quote says, “there’s only one you’ve really need the most in your life” at the end of quote line. It breaks my heart when the commitment comes around first. Because I’ve encountered first with my first fling girlfriend that broke my heart so easily. Then at the back of my head telling me it was not my life telling you about. It’s all about if you’re ready for a commitment. I guessed it was wrong decision for me after all. And it was also a great lesson that I need to learn about.


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There are numerous cases that the scientists bring more sensitive cases like Down syndrome who is willing to abort the disability. Their ability to know has to get it off. My opinion about for the doctors, don’t let it abort. Let the disability of Down syndrome approves in life to live longer, doing their lives independently and learn their self-care around the house. People with Down syndrome has prove that everyone is going to give more love, care, understanding and teach with them with full of unconditional love.


On my experience today as I am an assistant teacher in the school, I also have Down syndrome. Mosaic Down syndrome. And I’ve realize how I am important to my family as well. There are many discrimination cases around the nation of Philippines. Whether if a person has a disability or not, they should know how to respect and to honor like them. Now that I am aiming for a better world, somehow I feel the cases around the nation as well.


I have few friends with a disability. But to tell you the truth, with them I feel secure to tell them my life. And my life somehow shares my thoughts to be tell them what the world looks like when you are stepping inside the real world. But I feel for others too. The world has already in four billion population around the world. And there is no stopping to have be born around the world without a disability. Even in a bible says that even before has also disabilities. Well I thought it wasn’t real, now I was even more careful what I’ve had to say to other people, too.


Sadly these people has to create more illness words for us. And discrimination is also the main concern about the world’s thoughts. Can you say how you really acknowledge us without hurting a single word for us? Or even if this says it’s right, then I guess there’s no problem anymore. But sometimes, I feel the same way too at the back of my head thinking it’s not real. I guess there are more unimaginable people around the world without thinking the word of a disability.


Like ADHD for example, there are many kinds around from the field of ADHD. When I found out that my brother has ADHD, my lips are sealed already. I don’t want to bring an issue inside the house. I learned from my work even the ASD or anti-social disorder has the field of explanation. Whether is good or not, I feel for others as well.


Quote #1:

There are many reasons why the disability can’t be closed around the world. Without a disability, we can’t change without them.”  ~quoted from IMS Ltre. (ItsMikkiStudio Literature)


I have seen a lot of parents change their child from wrong to right. And I also met new parents when I entered in the school for my new job description in my resume. It only began changing my world with the kids in the school. I also have a heart for autism also. But I don’t have favoritism from all of them. Each of them has own personalities. One kid from a school change my life when I see them having difficult to understand us. But somehow being as a disability has a big heart.


Whether it’s Down syndrome, ADHD or autism, there are all alike each other. Because one of them has own unique talent and characteristic trait also. One of them I met through the school where I was working. It’s about time to change the reality full of doubts and fears into full of surprises and full of positivity sides. Each of disability also has love of their own lives.


Quote #2:

One has to be hated and one has to set side because he or she has an attitude. What’s the matter being as a disability? People with disability can change you half of your life. And they are living sacrifices before us.”  ~quoted from IMS Ltre. (ItsMikkiStudio Literature)


Attitude is not a problem for a kid or an adult with disability. But with an attitude in real life consists having no heart for people like us. People with a disability has own character. And I also have own character. But sometimes I don’t like my attitude as well when I feel different to others. It’s all because I also have a behavior problem in my life. We all have behavior problem. But the main concern there, it’s about who you really are. And I feel belong with disability rights as well. And I can’t figure out what I really like the most.


Being sensitive is also my concern. But sometimes even with a sensitive mind in my life can’t change that well, but I learn in many different ways to achieve some important lesson in our achievements in our lives.


Quote #3:

I hate people who are crowded to say that you’re not belong here anymore. Being despite that I have Down syndrome, people convince me to register them in good manners.”  ~quoted from IMS Ltre. (ItsMikkiStudio Literature)


What I really do the most in my life is to write something good from bad experiences in my life. Instead of making good and positive articles, sometimes I have to put some few negative derogatory articles also. Well, sometimes I don’t my attitude as well. What I really mean to say is, what you are doing good to your life, it will reward for you in the possible time.


I can do something every little in lives when you’re really a deserving person. In my case, I don’t have one. People who discriminate to other people often tells how we can drive them in good manners. And I also don’t know a word how to describe them either. It’s either how you can communicate in a good way and not in a bad way.


Quote #4:

The main ingredient in our lives is unconditional communication. But some others don’t call unconditional communication but concerns us even more.”  ~quoted from IMS Ltre. (ItsMikkiStudio Literature)


Communication is a better tool to appreciate people with disability. Whether it’s ADHD, Down syndrome, Autism or other abnormalities as well is the main ingredient in our lives. Because each of them has own to understand them very well. But the condition sometimes grows the concern in our lives. How can we teach them properly? Sometimes, I call it an unconditional communication. Unconditional communication is something I’ve discover recently when I am learning some new ideas as an assistant teacher. And being as an assistant teacher, there’s a great teacher. And a great teacher is very noble profession in any countries as well.


Unconditional communication brings more concerns to every new parents and every new family when someone in your family has a disability. One parent to another parent is sometimes arguing to a heated conversation. When a heated conversation opens up, the unconditional communication opens up in a shorter way or a longer way to explain between two parties as well. You don’t have to be angry each time you open up in a conversation. But you have to be calm every time and have to be patience as well. When you have a patience in your life, you will discover in your life that you have a self-patience in your life. And you have to start today, not tomorrow but today. Change is sometimes a motive to motivate your life with full of positive notes and being as an optimistic also.


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PART V-1: Positive

Positive reinforces new outlook in life whether thinking is good and not bad.


I’ve always take good chances when life borrows us. Life is good and live to the fullest. That is the term I’ve always using at the back of my head when my world needs to know educating people who have low self-esteem in their life. I’ve never been thinking at the back of my head what is going really in my head. And to swallow my pride sometimes takes new opportunity to make a change – to be better person. My bad habits are changing well so soon enough. And it will replace the good reinforcements in the little mind of my brain department – to be also good mood.


I am never setting myself bad always when I am entering in the school where I am going to work. The parents love to see my smile every day. And the children are the happiest in the planet. Many others want to argue and to complain, but sometimes you need to take a rest. And you have to get setting aside from your bad mood to good mood. What explains you the most?


I’ve explain you later my quote stories below. My life was in denial stage before. Thus it became a negative reinforcement inside at the back of my head. Every day and night, I think at the back of my head clinging some bad motives in my life. Whether I challenged myself everyday not to think about good mood. I’ve hated the good mood before. But at home, I was always happy. Because I did almost everyday watching television shows, playing computer games, drawing some of my unique dreams and chatting all day inside at the back of my head. What did I do? Nothing.


It was unbelievable for me to change from negative to positive reinforcements in my life. I’ve been changing positive mood everyday from negative mood in the past. In this date, I’ve been challenging new problems, new blocks inside at the back of my head and new pain that causes me everyday. But to tell you the truth, I’ve never been feeling good today.


Quote #1:

I hate myself doing nothing. And I don’t want to be exempted in one place, but to be exceptional is not also an excuse.”  ~quoted from IMS Ltre. (ItsMikkiStudio Literature)


Half of my life did the best all I do in the world. My achievements were to able graduating both in high school and college. Because not everyone can attain that highest level. Everyone has to leave and find a work in exchange to help their family needs. Well, for me, it’s different. I know it’s hard. But you have to be example for everyone in the world. People will exclaiming the excitement in their faces and telling you that you are doing the best what you can do to them.


And for the part of exceptional is not also an excuse. I’m also setting a good example aside from my newest inspirational hero – Nick Vujicic. Nick don’t have limbs, a pair of legs and arms. He has different story and so am I. We also value the word of disability. But being as a disability doesn’t make exceptions. The only word you’ve really hate to hear is an attitude. I will also tackling about the attitude problem later in this part of an article.


Quote #2:

I’m not good in the field of my subject, but other of my subjects are excellent. I’ll never able to top in the class.”  ~quoted from IMS Ltre. (ItsMikkiStudio Literature)


This is always an issue from every student in the world having a problem in their subject. I was also having problem when I was a teenager before. But my grades in elementary were poor performance. But in high school or the middle school have set new scores in my life. I was only excelling in science, arts and music when I’ve entered freshman year and sophomore year in high school. Later on, I found myself in the corner adding new favorite subject – literature that entered in my junior year in high school. And added for the best subject that challenged me was economics. Economics was a best grade I’ve ever had in my graduating year in high school. I’ve never felt that I became good in that field. People found economics so hard to study. But with all my help back tracking of my history mind, I became part of memorizing some part of historical dates.


Kids and teenagers set new problems in this generation – a digital age. People find it hard too. Because of this technology, you have to set schedules between your play time in computer, leisure time in computer and study time also in computer. How will you know if your kid is doing performing very well? Set a new rules inside of your house rules. And I am telling you that this digital age shall never experiencing this kids with this kind of technology for their leisure time and play time. Set your mind with study time and research time.


PART V-2: Attitude

Attitude is the problem focusing the behavior of a human.


Quote #3:

You encounter so many big deals in your life but because of that, you hate being as a sarcastic mind.”  ~quoted from IMS Ltre. (ItsMikkiStudio Literature)


I have a bad behavioral before. But to tell you the truth, I’ve already overcome and change my values setting aside from my attitude being as a responsible person. And I have no idea in my entire life that I really do the best that I can. My family believe me as of now. What if the world is looking and reading my point of my views?


I have mosaic Down syndrome. Mosaic is a “copy of pair of chromosomes are normal and the third copy is an extra pair of chromosome.” Sometimes I also have sarcastic mind dealing some bad behavior at the back of my head. But I’ve never been setting my new goal in a different path. And I am so blessed that I’m really changing my whole life now.


Quote #4:

The only disability in life is an attitude.


I have seen normal people arguing and discriminating against the human rights. And human rights are sometimes to be called people with disability. I’ve heard some community about this quote a few months ago. And I will explain the term of being as an attitude.


Attitude or behavioral problem in human is discussing about the physical, mentally and spiritually about the person’s behavior. Sometimes I make myself wrong also in my past years. But now I am changing my values to set new attitudes in life – to help others individually.


But normally, other people are exclaiming the discrimination from our side of being disability. Their problem is their attitude. They never change and sometimes they feel that they are leaving behind the circle of a community inside of their barriers. And I let go of other people being having with sensitive issues. I’ve never done that before.


Quote #5:

Don’t make yourself to excuse in the real world making you really don’t like about people with disability or not.”  ~quoted from IMS Ltre. (ItsMikkiStudio Literature)


People are always people. And humans are always humans. But it never gone too far from animal to human. It can’t be like that anymore. The human evolution is already change from the past to the present times. Others feel about their attitude whether you have disability or not. People may dismay about your feelings. But I also feel that way too. Before I am not sensitive in some other cases. But now, I am challenging people with their attitude problem to make a change to positive reinforcements.


There are some issues before regarding the word of “a,” “r” and “s.” But I don’t want bringing up this words inside the article post. Because I’m getting fuming really. But I am as a friendly person who can welcome you instead. But these are the words I don’t want to hear from them. Because they have bad mouths. And bad mouths are somewhat boasting their lives exposing in the real world that at the end of the day, you are left alone already. Once you gone out, you won’t come back anymore.


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It might be daring. It might be interesting. And it might be a young-oriented post that I would to reveal my own dreams. I’m personally changing my dreams from show business to a new dream. Maybe if I follow my heart a long time ago, I would be nothing just like today.


My heart aches when my teacher has to leave. Occasionally, no. But personally, it’s a yes. In fact, I revealed to tell her that I’ve really had crush to my teacher where I am as an assistant teacher. Who wouldn’t thought of that? Well, somehow I find amusing myself in the middle of nowhere or I find nothing in all corners around the world. People believe that if you find your dream, you will be successfully stepping to a new dream.


What is my real dream? Me too, I’m still clueless up to now. My parents have decided to make a change. When I was in culinary field, I always thought about the money. But money today wasn’t my issue anymore. Because if you think the money, it would be a waste of time thinking too much how would you spend and budget your money wisely from your salary. I’m getting a minimum salary wage. But I don’t thinking that way at the back of my head. Some others called it was a hoax. If you think that way, then you’re wrong.


I’m assuming when you work in a right place of work environment, you will find happiness in your life. But to tell you a truth, people can’t change the perspective of other people’s mind. People are people and human is still a human. But I don’t know how it will be thinking that way at the back of your head and saying it’s a hardest thing to do in your life. But yes, somehow, you find it difficult in your own way.


Nearly six months in a few days, I am thinking a better solution in my life. Maybe I go for vegetarian mode. Because I’m beginning to feel to eat vegetables properly in my nutrition diet needs. When I am eating meat whether it’s chicken, pork or beef, I call it a ‘meat day.’ Because your body still needs protein in your body. But somehow along a way in my life, I am beginning to feel like a vegetarian. I often got successfully rid off the meat in my nutrition diet. I’ve already surpassed two days to a one-week vegetarian mode. All of a sudden, at the beginning of new year that I will resume to prolong my life eating as a vegetarian.


Back to the topic as well, what is my dreams to be followed? Modeling is a high profession in the industry. Maybe I can try that as well. Ambassador? Why not? I’m always aiming to have my dreams come true in a different ways of living passionately in your life. People can change it too. When Brina Maxino will be off in Special Olympics participation, I am aiming the next Filipino ambassador aside from her. Who knows that who could tell? It’s too early to be forecast. But I am willing to do it on my own if I can add my work experience in my resume as well.


How about entering a new design of technology? I am not an IT expert. But I can manage to keep it up with my skills in computer. With my multi-media skills that I can use, computers are not as easy before or difficult. It will be up for me in the coming months or years, maybe.


What is my new dream? My dream is to become motivational speaker. In a way of practicing my skills in writing my article posts, I am now practicing to memorize some of that I’ve written already from literature and inspirational notes as well.


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Sixteen (16) years ago, I found myself in the classroom studying in a biology class during my sophomore year in high school. I was relaxed at my chair dreaming when I was able to graduate high school. Because I knew in my heart if I’ve had ever achieved in a long term – graduation.


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It was during 1997, the year of being sophomore year in high school. I looked like a star in the school. But I never realized something has changed throughout my life. I was never bullied when I entered in high school. But somehow, I got ended up in a isolated room with my homeroom teacher. At the end of the day, I came home late because of my behavior in the class. Every time I ended up with my homeroom teacher, I always asked myself, “what have I done wrong at the end of the day?


So I assumed it was different from the beginning. I was lost and somehow I always looked pale. But somehow when I faced in the mirror, things went wrong. Inevitable incidents happened so easily. But my favorite subjects during my sophomore year was science and arts. I also had poor grades on my other subjects. I was never been tutored with someone else at home. I always got low grades. Somehow I always mesmerized with my drawings instead.


All things everyday I always prepared and I always woke up early. Most of my siblings got up late and prepared for their school work to bring. Every day, we always went to Antipolo attending for my school work, where also my sisters came with me but different school environment. But I thought clearly at the back of my head I was alone. Something got hitting back of my head where I usually brainstormed what to do for my things to prepare.


Fast-forward in time when my biology teacher told me and asked me to go to the front. I looked nervous and already pale in the front of the class. She said, “your classmate has Down syndrome. Whether you like it or not, he will be successful someday.” And she was right. Being having with Down syndrome wasn’t easy treating that way. I have disability. But the word of disability or Down syndrome came across at the back of my head, I wasn’t coping up with my problems. I was terribly pale throughout the years.


Being pale, nervous and uncomfortable came together when I had to enter college, the culinary course I was studying in a culinary school. The setup was small scale of community, not unlike in universities had big scale of community. So I stood up for the rest of culinary history in culinary school. And I was graduated not having with culinary degree, instead I came home graduated already with culinary certificate in three years span studying in culinary school.


The hopes, full of patience and brainstorming had failing me and also fell down across in my life. I was worrying about my future. All I wanted before was to study in big universities with a bachelor degree. My life fell. And so my depressed and frustration came together also after my college life. I was never been happier. But being having Down syndrome after I have found out during my sophomore year, I kept thinking where I should go now. People will underestimate me. And I always fail to get stronger.


In times of frustration and depressed years from 2003 to 2011, many trials and problems came to me. I almost attempted suicide but my sister stopped me for thinking getting suicide. I also got experiencing having with a demon going inside my body and controlled me. My father said I never said in different language before. So he was the one crucifying the demon inside of me. But I was glad that I was safe already. My intentions grew paler and paler. So my thoughts at the back of my head went full always in a glass. I didn’t want more experiencing more problems.


After I attended networking seminar in a networking company last two years, thing has changed me completely. I have joined two networking companies but I didn’t want to join the networking anymore. Because it wasn’t healthy for me anymore going annoying-so-called-names like ‘abnormal.’ Months later, I realized that I have to accept my condition and asked myself again, “what’s wrong to have Down syndrome?


I have been in denial stage before knowing I was already having my world full of hopes, patience and brainstorming ideas as well. But I have never been cross at the back of my head thinking I was able coping all my problems before up to now. Two years today, all the blessings poured down like a rain to me. I was able getting my passport on my own, getting to renewing my NBI clearance and have registered to have PWD ID for my first time. And at the new chapter, new pages have been starting to write my history – to have getting back my job on my status.


And it was my first time on my job now that I was enjoying on my work as an assistant teacher assisting regular children to special children for the whole day. For my three months of my work, I always seemed getting to rev up a little. I have studied the child’s behavior because my two bosses were both occupational therapists. When I returned to the Philippines after I have attended my sister’s wedding in Toronto, I’ve received as a full pledge assistant teacher. In my first three months of my work, I was only as an assistant teacher only in special education class. But now, things got different. My daily routine became my part of my life already cleaning the classroom, assisting children from morning to afternoon and helped out my co-workers as well. I’ve never been so happier than my culinary status in my three previous jobs. And I’ve decided to get working properly according to my dream plans as well.


***What’s wrong to have Down syndrome?***


I’ve asked myself many times before during my in denial stage. But it seemed things getting a change in my life. I got my fourth job which it was being as an assistant teacher. No more dillydallying to me already and no more as slouch anymore have gone from my life already. And I learned so many greater lessons in my life from the time I was born and to the present times. I am still never giving up for my dreams to be successful someday. And I am hoping for a greater opportunity – to be as an inspirational adult to have Down syndrome.


Parents always have been asking me now, what I had been through my experiences to have what it feels like to have Down syndrome. Being part of being having with condition doesn’t take me seriously. But instead I am enjoying my life to the fullest whenever people feel to have someone in the community who has Down syndrome like me. I have grow circle of friends, new acquaintances and close friends as well. People will like me better if I feel happier to see me around working in a school ground making a lot of happiness inside the school. Parents have always seen me so happy. I was able to get frown easily when things I didn’t like. But the important one was to have – being as a happiness adult to have Down syndrome. So, what feels wrong to have Down syndrome?


In a new chapter in my life today, I always welcome new challenges, new problems and new worries to me. Because without it, I won’t become to be happy having a condition being having with Down syndrome. New people will follow me anywhere. I post new quotes as I’ve been recalling more happiness in my life. Because this is what is becoming me to able to put some wonderful some new posts. And I am glad to meet new parents with their child who has same condition like me or other such as autism, ADHD and other abnormalities. I’ve never been searching a new place to conquer my life. Being having a condition with Down syndrome takes me with a different level today. I love who I am and no one could replace or take my happiness away.


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PART IV: Inspiration

Inspiration is the form of divine influence or action on a person believed to qualify him or her to receive and communicate sacred revelation.


I’ve had my first inspiration come from. It was none other than, Ricardo Carlos Castro Yan or simply known as Rico Yan. Yes, he was the first one that he inspired me a lot through shapes of my experiences. Before he died, the form of communication was already there. But after a month, it was a tragedy. He died on March 29, 2002 in Los Palmas, Palawan together with his friends and peers along side with Dominic Ochoa and Marvin Agustin.


Aside from him as one of my inspirational icons was also none other than, Michael Jackson. Without him now on earth, he would still making history up to now. Michael deserved to be a legacy singer and an icon to everyone. Yes, he was kind and teary at the end of the day. He died on June 25, 2009. Despite his death, everyone will still remember his name up to this date.


And the duo inspiration I’ve been looking for are Stan Lee and in memory of Jack Kirby. Stan Lee got all around his comic novels. Together with Jack Kirby, Stan and Jack worked their powerless Marvel comics. Stan still lives up to now at the age of 90 years old. But my grandfather is around 90 years old also. Stan was born on December 28, 1922 while Jack Kirby was born on August 28, 1917 but died on February 6, 1994 on his heart failure.


And there a lot of inspiration names I’ve been following. One of them is Nick Vujicic who was born without limbs both legs and arms. Nick was a form of corner of all inspirational names. Nick was born on December 4, 1982.


Quote #1:

Divine is always be the number one source of christianity. But the sacrifice with inspirations comes revolving around your life.”  ~quoted from IMS Ltre. (ItsMikkiStudio Literature)


I always thought inspirations have been around in circles in life. I’ve been too much to put myself in sacrifices. Without it, it would not become that I am here today. With inspirations, of course, will come revolving yourself with their names. What would you think at the end of the day remembering them? Thus it includes you to have one of miracles.


Sacrifices are made to build you to be stronger. But at the end of the day, I’ve been also thinking at the back of my head thinking if there’s a chance to meet them again in another lifetime or timeline. The sources I’ve been getting this are from my angels. And angels, of course, are my divinity prayer souls. I’ve been praying to their names repeatedly.


Quote #2:

Inspire me a lot of great stories. And great stories sometimes create more memories. And memories have been told to be inspired from all the corners of this world.”  ~quoted from IMS Ltre. (ItsMikkiStudio Literature)


There are been told many great stories with various artists, story-tellers, celebrity icons, sport icons and many others. They are been recorded the greatest quotes, stories and articles. What am I doing right now? I’m simply putting down one of my pen writing one of old-fashioned hobbies I’ve been doing – writing and discussing stories from quotes I’ve made through my heart. Quotes are sometimes hard to read without descriptions. Without descriptions, they are not been told in the paper or in the e-paper. Forget about the technology, get a paper and a pen. Write your old-fashioned way of hobbies – called traditional writing.


Digital writing comes variations or shapes of nature. It includes new technology: computers, tablets, powerpoints and android phones as well. What can you do without them? Some others called a digital age. And a digital age comes a lot of variations. You could study easily from the internet. You could easily search your resources. You could type whatever you want. You could publish whatever you want. The reason why digital age comes first, because digital wants to space out the traditional writing.


What about without pen and a paper? Could you live without them? My opinion, I couldn’t live without a paper and a pen. Without a computer, I could live. Because I live from a modern world before the digital age comes in a certain time. Modern age comes all around of modern writing – a pen and a paper. Publishing something you want is hard to cope one of a problems before. In a digital age, you could easily publish your article right away in a second so your readers and followers would easily read one of your articles. Writers has also compassion from their inspirations.


Quote #3:

I hear a lot of inspirational stories. But what about mine? Can I motivate the people with my inspirational story that I can discuss and tell in the public? Does it have the same situation?”   ~quoted from IMS Ltre. (ItsMikkiStudio Literature)


Nothing has to be told to have secrets. Sometimes you have to let it out of your honest answers. If it keeps you from success, then go beyond your limitations and expectations. I watch a lot of inspirational videos, read a lot of inspirational stories and listen a lot of inspirational talks. But sometimes I talk to myself in front of the mirror, can I make it do actively in the future? Like Nick, he is motivational speaker. I could be like him. But on my other side, I can talk a lot from issues from bullying and differentiate all sorts of disabilities.


People have to understand about the term of being as a disability. But without a disability, you can teach and preach people with a lot of lessons you have. Lessons can be told and taught. Thus a whole new world can share a lot of successful stories. Like Nick, Brina Maxino has also motivational inspirational video the last night I’ve watched about her. She has Down syndrome like I do. Brina and I have the same. But my story is different from her. I’ve been in denial stage before. But now, acceptance, love and compassion always bring success in your life. Whatever you do positivity in your life, it will come out of your positivity corners around the world.


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Believing is to seek new chapters to unfold.


When I was in denial before, I was not coping up with my decisions. It has to be sure in a long-term or short-term. Well I finally realized, I’ve opened my story to everyone to listen some of my stories. It proved my long-term commitment dreams. Well, I deserve to know that some of my dreams are well-planned according to my timeline. But somehow, I don’t see how many problems I’ve passed already.


There are many problems. Problems are hard to solve on their own timeline. Problems have challenges to solve on their timeline. But somehow along the road I take, I’ve always see and pray for my own safety. This life I have is not my life, but proven when God chooses you to live. I see always myself a burden before. Maybe a black sheep in the family I was before. In a span of 7 years, I didn’t have a job. But only the cellphone loading business had helped my financial life. Well, it wasn’t that really rich. I only took a road where a lot of hurdles to handle. Sometimes you have to take a risk.


And I always redeem myself that I seek to God. When problems sometimes is taking down you so long, seek Him. And I always do have a positive life.


Quote #1:

I always behave. But sometimes I also have mischievous that makes myself a fault.”  ~quoted from IMS Ltre. (ItsMikkiStudio Literature)


Well, everyone has their own mischievous ways of naughtiness. But in my life back in my childhood days, it was proven that I was happier. Well normally what I always did before was making my funny faces in the mirror. And a lot of proven of mischievous adventures took me for a better life today. I was ready to go for another chapter, adolescence. During I was in my teenage years, it took me barely to get myself on my own track. My decisions. My promises. And my dreams. Well I’ve had taken a whole world inside of me.


When I learned after so many years, I don’t want to go back anymore of my mischievous adventures. And that lessons had given me proven a better adult. But somehow along in our life, we also hold decisions to make.


Quote #2:

Disability doesn’t choose to somebody else, it comes to God’s decision that makes special children with special needs.”  ~quoted from IMS Ltre. (ItsMikkiStudio Literature)


I always take this as my positive notes. Well every child with special needs has their own unique talents whether you are good in something you are really have with. You cannot compare to somebody that you have already have. Don’t pretend that you can get it. Have your talent becomes your habit. And some of the point, my habits become my hobbies. Hobbies like I really like to write and share to other people’s opinions about me. It takes years to grow. And sometimes, I hold some of my dreams half real and half not made. What do you do about your talents? I always tell myself I already have it. And I have to use it for only good purposes, and not for bad purposes.


Quote #3:

Always pray for the good and not for the bad times.”  ~quoted from IMS Ltre. (ItsMikkiStudio Literature)


Before when I needed to pray, I only prayed for my prayer occasionally. But sometimes it doesn’t succeeded that much. Only you need to know has to pray to be done. When you are praying someone needs your prayers, do it in your own heart. And sometimes, it brings joy exactly for you and for the prayer that needs the most.


Prayers like someone needs when someone is in the hospital for example, it helps your friend or the one you’ve been praying. It really helps me a lot when the time is needed to be done. Well, when you pray for the bad habits, it doesn’t work that much. Do it purposely when you need to pray intentionally. Pray for your heart, from the heart and their heart also.


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Seeing is to believe.


There is a lot to understand more about Down syndrome. What I don’t know in this part? It’s that I’ve realized Down syndrome could also have other with abnormal chromosomes. But I will discuss later about other abnormal chromosomes. But in this part two of living being as Down syndrome is what makes us so special. I didn’t know from the start of my life having with it this case. Sometimes I misjudged my life before. Later I’ve realized when I had discovered that I’ve also with it.


What is it takes about Down syndrome? There is no cure about silencing the chromosome but I’m not against it. It’s a matter that I decide to fulfill my part as different from the society as well. Can you tell me how can you handle living being as Down syndrome? Well normally I also didn’t know how to understand when I have my own vision in my life. I didn’t know from the start. My parents didn’t tell me. What can you do if the child knows this? Does he or she will take advantage seriously? My vision here is to help your child and as a new parent could understand.


Society in the Philippines didn’t take the disability to understand. But rather they are making a rule that these people couldn’t live longer. Think again. With disability or not, you should be careful what you can say to the people with disability or PWD. Whenever I ride in transportation needs whether it’s train station, bus or any kind of transportation needs. I always take senior citizens to sit down rather I sit down to the chair. Before I could sit, I ask them if they need it. But in buses, you should be careful because some of bus operators are sometimes misjudging us like normals as well. They have to understand the word of PWD. I also have experience about riding in tricycle. I ask the tricycle driver if they can offer discount for PWD. The village I’ve used to work was Cainta Green Park Village. They have a privilege to use the PWD discounts. But the village where I used to reside, they didn’t offer to use PWD discounts. Is there any reasons they can’t offer? Normally I don’t have guts to report the incident report. But it takes time to reveal this country needs to know about the PWD discounts whenever you go.


Quote #1:

Don’t misjudge us as a wrong person, but treat us with tender with love and compassionate with care. Help us to understand and we love the way you count for us.” ~quoted from IMS Ltre. (ItsMikkiStudio Literature)


I don’t act alone where I am going. I’m always praying with Him above, our almighty creator. Whenever I ask Him, I always take prayers whenever I am going. But some people treat us not behaving as a normal person. They rarely take us to a good community. But sometimes, they take you advantage also. In my part, I’ve discovered that life is not easy as it is. In networking company of UNO and VMobile, they always say abnormal are really getting to success to be rich people. Take them for not granting to use other terms.


Instead, these networking companies should learn not to use abnormal word because it is really taking us down. I may not know this from the start but I’ve realize that I have to step out and redo what I can do to my life instead. Society also have to aware about this situation whether you like it or not. Because other companies have rarely give us the opportunity to give discounts and privileges also. They make to intend helping us. Others are not because they are treating like they have a bad behavior. I may be not as a perfect human, but I always think at the back of my head that I could also live normal as anyone does.


Living independently being with Down syndrome takes time to build my character. I learn how to forgive and I learn how to not to say any words that comes out from your mouth.


Quote #2:

Don’t treat us as a different. Love us with mighty heart you have and acknowledge us with your intelligence.” ~quoted from IMS Ltre. (ItsMikkiStudio Literature)


Love is the weapon to take care of us in our times of need. But in this situation of my life today, I have my first work that is really taking me different than from my other jobs. My three jobs before only lasted two months. The first one was when I used to work near UST where I was working in front of St. Jude Nursing School in Sampaloc, Manila. The second job I used to work was in Linden Suites hotel in Ortigas near the San Miguel Corporation. And the last job I used to work was inside the call center of Teletech Robinsons in Fairview in Quezon City. They were all only lasted two months. The first one and second one was from June to August and October to November of 2004. And the last job was from October to November 2005.


All of them were treating me as their normal companion in the kitchen. The sad thing part was when I left the culinary world on my back. I didn’t know how to treat my world before. I seldom took day offs and worked in longer shifts. I was always taking time one hour allowance before my work time had started. But when the world stumbled down on my side, I didn’t know where to begin again in my new work. I’ve waited for seven years and seven months looking for a new job but different work environment. I already have had on my own business which it was the cellphone loading business which it took me for seven years and two months already.


Believing is one of the terms I’ve learn in my life that I can also work in different work environment. One of the toughest problem I’ve cope up with is the conditional term of ‘in-denial stage.’ Well sort of, that I’ve already solved one of my problems. Because with the word of believe makes me stronger. And everyday is a new start where you can work different from your days.


Quote #3:

We are sick and we don’t have longevity life for we are as a different in the society. Instead choose us to have compassionate to understand us, talk us in a manner of longer conversations and always treat us nice and love unconditionally.” ~quoted from IMS Ltre. (ItsMikkiStudio Literature)


The hardest part to accept in my life was what I will become in the future. Or maybe I may not be as a perfect child, it’s the only vice-versa I really talk about. I don’t know why but I couldn’t help it. People treat us differently. They normally do whatever they want. Back when I was born, people have had taking time to study about what is really Down syndrome. My parents were in the stage that they have to sacrifice me going to the doctors, therapists and have session one-on-one. The world back then was only they have to introduce the new society as well. Disability before hadn’t seen in the past. It was only the term of mongoloid they knew before. But that term was a sensitive word. And so the world was changed as well. Instead the m word was to use, Down syndrome came in every shape in our lives.


I’ve high and lows in my life. I didn’t know much more of my childhood stories. The only I heard from my stories was to talk with my classmates before where I was still in elementary days before moving up to middle school and high school also. Middle school of seventh grade was the only time I was alone. Not all public schools could provide with seventh grades. But I was lucky that I have had studying in seventh grade although I was alone. All of my classmates were sixth-graders. Can you imagine how tough I am during my seventh grade? Seventh grade was pre-requisite year to introduce in high school. Middle school was different from today. The Philippines education today has change. The education now has expand K-12 education. Now they will experience about the elementary days, middle school days and high school days. But the new study says they will experience the new technology that is introduce the livelihood project. What can you do more about the education system? There are always hope and faith from the almighty creator above.


Learn to cooperate the new education system today and always have faith in Him. We don’t know how the education system would help us but to secure us to a brighter future. New set of new generations come in new shapes of life. We may don’t know what the future will come. But it will teach us to be stronger in compassionate way.


Quote #4:

I have no work to place or to study. People is always judging us by our looks. But they treat us no mercy at all. But we are sacrifice living being as Down syndrome.” ~quoted from IMS Ltre. (ItsMikkiStudio Literature)


It is nothing to compare about me and the rest of the society of disabilities. We may not knowing how we are changing about the culture, but the history will change in our terms of our skills. Life as living being as Down syndrome teaches us how to be stronger. Each day it takes me to new set of problems. Each at the end of the day also teaches me how to say what we worry about. And the new way around also teaches me how to behave well. I may don’t know what other people could say to me. I don’t have work in seven years and seven months, but I have my back that I have my own cellphone loading business. Even at now that I also have work, it also teaches me how to deal problems with my attitude towards at work or at home as well. I work independently. I walk on my own. I teach myself with new set of problems that I can solve. But I can also how to treat people with that they don’t know about the disabilities. Instead, I give my respect to them as they give unconditional love for us.


Always at the end of the day, I’ve always take new set of quotes written. And I always give new explanations or stories I could share about. The language takes us time to understand but somehow it also teaches us how to experience in our day-to-day basis of life. And nobody knows as if they know me already if I am finish with my studies. And yes, I was already graduated from college when I have had my certification in culinary arts in culinary school. People was glad. People was amazed. And people have dreamt if the child or an adult with Down syndrome could reach on my point of my life. Yes, time will heal them to understand and time will open their wounds to teach taking care of the problems.


The new set of opportunity always teaches us how it will go in our lives. We may don’t know but the future will learn the new set of pace of its own. You have to believe and you have the power of conscience believing your child or adult with Down syndrome to reach one of my achievements as well.


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Introduction to Living being as Down syndrome


I didn’t know back then that I was having with Down syndrome. Little did I know was not that I’ve expected. People around me whether it was my relatives, close friends, elementary friends, high school classmates, college batch mates and new circle of friends were much they really knew about me. I didn’t come in any way of living but as long I was normal at their sight.


They expected me to behave. And they expected me to be one of them. Sooner I’ve realize, the new circle of friends I meet once tells me, “you don’t look like having with Down syndrome.” Then I said to her, a mother that has a son and said, “I have mosaic trisomy 21 Down syndrome.” I was referring to the word of mosaic. When you were going to explain issue of Down syndrome, they were already knowing what the meaning looks like.


Down syndrome has three copies of 21 chromosomes. But mosaic trisomy 21 has only normal two copies of 21 chromosomes and extra 21 chromosomes, meaning it will give the kids and adults with Down syndrome looks like their parents’ face. But sometimes, when it grows other abnormalities, it will give much more happier for those who has blessings around you. I never know this from the start of my life. But as life grows more, I have learn more valuable lessons in my life. I am happier around today than in the past. Thinking at the back of my head would give a little misunderstanding if I won’t forget what I become today.


Seeing one another whether it has Down syndrome, Autism or ADHD, I love to learn each and every day with the valuable lessons. With each kind of disability has deserve to get their rights of authority. Every time I took to learn my self-study about special children or adults with their abnormality study, each lesson had deserved to know how kind of these people with special needs were blessings from the kingdom.


Bible verse:

God didn’t mistake to create people with disabilities so that his mighty works may be displayed in their lives.” ~John 9:3


It was not intentionally God creating us with our mighty skills, whether it has many lessons to be discover for you to know. And we have blessings that will teaches long patience, deep understanding, unconditional love and tender with care.


Many for you may take a while to understand in the span of years to come and it will test your courage. People might not thinking at the back of their head will assume some lesson come in their way. But it will take time to come. Each day has own discovery, each day has lessons and each day doesn’t take your happiness away from their eyes that will teaches your love. I, like myself, also teaches with greater people that loves me and I will help them in a way of teaching how to write well in their minds.


Quote #1:

One day, the day will set your mind how I am living being as Down syndrome show you how I overcome Down syndrome and why Down syndrome chooses me.” ~quoted from IMS Ltre. (ItsMikkiStudio Literature)


The mothers are always the carrier where carrying us to become whether it’s normal or not. It teaches us how to be strong. And my mother also teaches me how I overcome my problems. Because one day when they are gone and when my sisters and my brother will take care of me, I will show them my patience, deep understanding, unconditional love and tender with care. And when they will have their own children, I will also look after them. My future tells me how I will live longer. The Science tells me that mostly with Down syndrome will live in their life span until 60. I will prove them wrong. Because you have to believe yourself mostly us with Down syndrome have blessings and we live legacy in time you will remember us. Don’t be discourage but you have to believe.


Society including the Philippines and other countries has own their organizations with their advocate of their special children or adults have to deserve to know that we are blessings. I may be have a courage but sometimes I also have my own voice to speak. Live longer what it takes. Because sometimes when you are praying whatever your religion is have to seek deep inside of you will be healing us in times of needs. And I believe time will discover your heart to grow more.


Quote #2:

When special children or adults have given to share with their wisdom, their experience will give blessings living being as Down syndrome.” ~quoted from IMS Ltre. (ItsMikkiStudio Literature)


The presence of being with Down syndrome doesn’t give all their matters, it’s what their knowledge has given and proven with their expected life span of age. It is not how age that matters. It gives you more time to believe, to share, to prove and to love one of them. People with any kind of disabilities whether you’re exceptional or not, according to Nick Vujicic, has given blessings that shares bigger audience in the society. I don’t have what it takes, but I believe what I learn from the people I love and love teaches us to be stronger among us.


Stronger relationship with special children or adults has give stronger vision in the organization whether it has many or few circle of friends, it doesn’t take what gives you more wisdom. The knowledge of being living as Down syndrome symbolizes how the vision will take them in a longer love they will receive. And the deeper relationship with them grows and brighten a new beginning of new generation. People will love them and us with disabilities will share the best knowledge of being whether you have disability or not.


Quote #3:

When someone is trying to silent the chromosome with living being with Down syndrome, it is not perfect example. But you only give the life with Down syndrome full of happiness and energy with love.” ~quoted from IMS Ltre. (ItsMikkiStudio Literature)


The scientists in the laboratory last month that I’ve read was not the last time. It only means you are taking the example of full of happiness, wise to say as fruitful of happiness. People will not only saying this but taking grant to put off the chromosome to the test. Let me clear the topic. Some of us has Down syndrome. We are all same cases in nature. Besides with being of Down syndrome, we always believe that it is always a gift from heaven. Then why are you trying to cure the chromosome without knowing the real background of this innocent kids or adults with Down syndrome. People love us seeing unconditional love, long patience to taking care of us and deeper relationship of tender and care.


I am gratitude that I am bless from the heaven. Without a tool or skill, it might be a long time to discover again the real ingredient is called the unconditional love. It happened in the bible too when Jesus cured the person with disability. But it requires for you to understand that every disability around the world is worth to know that love is the main ingredient for everyone to know.


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Digest Your Mind

It’s okay to be simple, but you have to take another level in greater heights. When you complete the trials, you may create another one and challenge yourself in another trials.” ~quoted from IMS Ltre. (ItsMikkiStudio Literature)


The list I’ve done so far this year is compared to last year’s success stories. Let’s go back and rewind what I’ve done from last year to this present year:


Number 1 (Introduction to Down Syndrome Association of the Philippines or DSAPI)


I was not aware in the past without thinking at the back of my head some kids and adults have Down syndrome, just like me. But the symbol I’ve joined in DSAPI was a best choice to participate. And it was impressive that some of a blessings have come good so far. This was dated back from February 15, 2012 when someone introduced me to the organization. It was my distant relative’s friend who volunteered in Down Syndrome Association of the Philippines, Davao Chapter. And I’ve asked what event will be held next month. That was January 26, 2012 when I’ve asked her. Two weeks later I went to Free Medical Mission that held in SM Megamall, Clinica where I met Ate Agnes and her children Meimei and Jeremy. Her son Jeremy has Down syndrome, and so I have.


Number 2 (20th Happy Walk 2012)


After I went to free medical mission in Clinica, SM Megamall where I met Ate Agnes and her son Jeremy who has Down syndrome, I went for my first time to attend my first Happy Walk that was held in SM North EDSA in Skydome, February 19, 2012. During that event was my birthday, my dad and I went but my family in the house was having a party that I’ve shared with my brother. And my brother had invited his friends to come and enjoyed the rest of the night. That day fulfilled my excitement into full bars of happiness. I could not resisted that I was the happiest during that day. Eventually I slept sound much better.


Number 3 (Studio platform, facebook page and twitter)


I didn’t much attending more events last year which I was focusing on my rebooted business that come back for good. It was intentionally that I really held to my word when someone was helping in my cellphone loading business. And so the history tested me that much. Then I’ve eventually came back writing in blog platform which I’ve called the studio platform moving from blogspot to wordpress. After a long absence where I didn’t write in almost after 10 years back before in blogspot, I’ve finally came back, reformed and created the purpose writing in with the name of Itsmikki Studio. The studio was now one year, five months and fourteen days already. And now that I came back, it was written in different article platforms thus creating with many categories just like magazine or newspaper. The name of Itsmikki I’ve given to create had a meaning: “Inspiring The Society: My Infinite Keeper’s Key Inc.” The meaning was already an acronym where I rarely found interesting slogan for my studio name.


Itsmikki Studio started the studio form last March 16, 2012 but the original state of writing came back alive. The original writing that I’ve always write was literature. It sparked on December 10, 1998 during my junior year in high school. And eventually it came back for good as well. After few months have passed, I’ve created facebook page of Itsmikki Studio and launched on July 4, 2012. And it finally discovered the new place where countless articles to be shown on the page. After few days, the twitter account also announced the new launching date of Itsmikki Studio, July 14, 2012.


Number 4 (First short inspirational talk)


After a few months have passed, I’ve joined the first Early Intervention seminar last August 12, 2012. Then a month, I’ve also joined the Sexuality Seminar last September 16, 2012. Then it came pouring new events that I’ve joined. I’ve also joined my first experience Halloween party where Siblings Support Group held the event in Guadalupe last October 14, 2012.


And it came to my first experience having to guest talk in UST Albertus Magnus building, the Education building where few respective schools with special children, teachers and students from UST listened to my first short inspirational talk. It was November 19, 2012. And I was nervous during that time with a mixed emotions being having excitement and coolness in the UST campus. I’ve felt the presence being as an exceptional. I found in my life that I loved myself more better than the past. What it takes to be exceptional, sometimes it takes to break the barriers that I wasn’t alone in the world with special needs.


DYM or Digest Your Mind is a new section of Life: New Unveiled. More surprising articles under DYM will be coming in the future. My fellow consistent readers, new readers, followers and unexpected readers, just keep reading my articles. And I will take time to write more interesting articles in my studio platform.


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