Category: Poem, song or sonnet


Shall I begin with the test,

underneath the twilight skies opening up another day

or should I begin with the answers

revealing how many questions will be there

that you will never see the question in the skies.

 

Look around you,

how many people will you displease with their kind

or should I count how many people

will tell you unpleasant things that

never reveal their own answers,

is it about their related in their own lives

or is it about something that triggers at the back of their mind.

 

See how many special kids will be there around you

see how many will you take care under your angel wings

see how many clueless pictures will be there in front of you

see how many roads will you take there in a longer road

see how many disabled will you care for

and I reach the dreams of their own

and I remember tomorrow never lasts real.

 

Tonight I begin with my own kind,

underneath the morning skies lighting up one by one

or should I open up another one

revealing how many questions will be there

that you will never see the question in the skies.

 

Open up again,

what kind of a person you will be there for me

or should I not remember

times will change over the things

will not revealing

is it about me, is it about you or someone else

or is it about something that triggers at the back of their mind.

 

See how many delivery boxes will arrive

see how many letters will you read about like us

see how many sadness tears will dry up from your eyes

see how many people will touch of your lives

see how many disabled will you care for

and I reach the dreams of their own

and I remember tomorrow never lasts real.

 

Tomorrow never exists tonight

tomorrow never comes for another day

tomorrow never ceases for another story has falling

and I come rescuing for you,

tomorrow never reaches another road to take by

tomorrow never dies for another patient who’s never caring for

and I come rescuing for you,

since the whole day of my life thinking

the special kids watching their own skies in heaven

and I really hope they reach their age

telling how many questions in your mind

opening so many clueless spot on your mind

and I come up running and walking by the sand.

 

See how many smiling faces will see you around

see how many messages will come reading by

see how many people are here caring for you

see how many big pictures will reveal your dreams

see how many disabled will you care for

and I reach the dreams of their own

and I remember tomorrow never lasts real

that tomorrow is today’s your special day.

 

WRITER’S NOTES:

 

The song is something I come for the special children and including me, of course, the special adult. And I keep running across to my mind when I will achieve many parents come looking to hear my success story. My boss says that I am influential right now. No wonder how many words I should bring for. Or no wonder how many things I should keep up with this things. I am happy right now that my red tears should be happier. Tears of joy. Yes, I am hoping for someday some of smallest dream will achieve reaching to my wildest dream. Maybe it will come the right time and right place. Or sooner it will come.

 

Why Tomorrow never lasts real?

 

The song realizes like the remedy songs of Jason Miraz and Bruno Mars. This song likes me that much. No matter what or how many will come up for different ways. I begin writing since 1998. To this day, I am looking forward that I am doing right now and right place. Tomorrow never lasts real is a song about someone who is dying, someone is reaching for a dream, someone is hoping for their heart and someone is revealing. It touches like an inspirational song. Interpreting a song somehow exists inside at the back of my head but I couldn’t release it. I want to express in a piano or in a guitar. Every some day I am reaching a guitar just to practice the rhythm, the note and how to play well. But the song somehow loses around inside of my voice telling I want to be there to express around the stage. Maybe or may not comes for real. But I’m looking forward and positive is always around inside at the back of my head.

 

Can you make more songs in the future?

 

I will continue to inspire songs written by myself. A songwriter may be. An expressed poet that I turn out to be. And a whole package might come in the future. Let’s hoping that I still continue to write.

 

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Looking forward to what it may seem

but unknowingly in the future to wait

sometimes find me bored to look backwards,

it lacks of me inside at the back of my mind,

although I never find true meaning of what it may find.

 

I look to your eyes deeper and deeper

but nothing I don’t find suspicious to your mind

you are always seem blank, nothing to read

I’m always say that I can’t go further looking around.

 

Finding an unusual moving object in faraway,

it may find abstract to me but it’s nothing,

it never crosses at the back of my head

knowing that there are many clues anywhere

whether is it true or not, I lack of true love means.

 

Withering from the back of my mind

I found losing control of what I was capable of,

it didn’t mind me after all, so easily

or so to amuse something it was really bothering me

but I can’t found anything the way it was used to be.

 

It may have scars to my chest,

scars that may hard to heal in a long time

scars that it find nothing but pain,

knowing that I’ve seen it all, it shutters me

after all by kicking out of my mind.

 

I came knocking to your door

but you said it was nothing

I still came knocking to your door again

but you rather stayed alone

whatever may caused a little hard to control.

 

I saw visions, many kinds of vision

hard to tell it was bigger or smaller

knowing it was something have a detail

inside at the back of my mind

it was really hard to control it.

 

Pushing back or pulling it away

may find unusual interesting to do

around the visions whatever it may find us

nothing to lose, it’s really nothing there,

but I can’t explain if it’s you or me.

 

Going back from the beginning,

in the present time may finally solve

a problem to be seen, I finally find

some dream to catch in the future

waiting for me reaching for it.

 

A hollow block, a huge of explanatory question

an unusual torn of paper, a big pitch black

or it may find nothing I would solve it on my own

knowing there is something to look forward to.

 

WRITER’S NOTES:

 

Anticipating to chase a dream is a poem about a man chasing his dream. And his dream might be unfold in the past telling it would be nice to look forward. It’s inevitable experience for him. Unlike me, there’s some complicated situation. It would be nice if it turns to big dream to wait. And not until the end, he found something interesting topic of his life – changing visions of his life.

 

Day after day, he opened his small box that contains with a dancing girl chiming with a beautiful note. It may finds for him that he may search his love life. But until the end, he find interesting more of himself rather marrying to someone else for his position.

 

Anticipating to chase a dream is about the tale of dream world between illusion and real world. It has deeper meanings. But I don’t know which one it is. It lacks me to differentiate which one I should prefer to do. But it consists a wonderful poem where you can find more lessons to be found. Now tell me, are you willing to anticipate to chase a dream?

 

WRITER’S VIEW:

 

It has been a months for now that I haven’t write a single poem. Although summer is a best time to write more about in literature. Summer is also about pleasure writing in some of my ways. But in the coming months, there will be an added literature of the month. I don’t know which one is new, but it’s an interesting one to read for. You may follow me, read anything or find an interesting topic of any literary works I should be writing about.

 

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Troubled Mind (Sacred song)

 

Feel about time and

phase out the stress,

feel about sorrow

and phase out your sadness,

tell me what’s wrong

in your troubled mind.

 

I get lost and weary

and I get depressed,

I get surprised and anxious

and I get frustrated,

I get in love and busted

when I feel about you,

there’s no time between us,

there’s no time between

the longest time we ever have.

 

In this quite journey for me

I long to tell you

that I’ve my condition,

in this quite journey for you

you long to forget

that you must pray and tell.

 

Feel about time and

phase out the stress,

feel about sorrow

and phase out your sadness,

tell me what’s wrong

in your troubled mind.

 

Oh, I am lost (I am still lost)

oh, I’ve been forsake (I am still forsaken)

oh, there are no miracles

oh, there are many doubts

oh, there are many fears

when I seek out at the end of the day

I almost get out of my troubled mind

that I almost forget about

is Him above, the sacred king.

 

He who will never give

forsake about you,

He who will give

miracles for you everyday,

He who will never give

fears and doubts

and I surrender my soul to Him above.

 

The story:

What is Troubled Mind (Sacred song)?

 

This was all about me who have been troubled mind in a longest time period in 14 years. And there was a time that I’ve had been in denial stage for a long time. And yet for about 7 years and 7 months, it broke for my emotions. It was all because that I’ve never stayed for a work that I all wanted. Being as an assistant teacher or as a teacher didn’t choose me. But it is a fate that chooses me. There were many hindrances in my life before. I’ve never thought or crossed at the back of my head becoming as an assistant teacher. I’ve never helped myself. I almost tripped out of all my problems, my trials and my challenges that awaits for me. What else can you become if you have a part of being having with Down syndrome in your case? It’s really hard for me. My parents didn’t tell me. My sisters didn’t tell me either. Or my relatives or my friends had never been telling me each time I’ve faced my troubles.

 

I am surely that I am matured already becoming to face what’s reality or not. I guess there are many trials and challenges that await for me to handle. And late last year or this year when 2013 came, my sister told me that I have a brother who has ADHD. At first, I don’t know what to do. But at the end of the day, I always ask God what plans he would rather chooses me the best. I came from a place where people celebrated from a church who listened to the word of God. Then I give myself a better chance to change my life.

 

When I visited for a fourth time in Rico Yan’s place, I’ve met someone who really loved me the most. In a span of 8 days, we enjoyed ourselves becoming my first relationship with her. She was the one who speaks to have handling relationship with me and I said yes. But suddenly with a range of disillusions, we partly changed ways and I broke her heart momentarily. Because my parents said it was not a time yet for me to marry her. This was all about doubts and fears that surrounded my thoughts before. There were no what-ifs that time and there were no second chances backing out. We were talking about marriage the way she said it to me. All she wanted to have a marriage to someone she really loved so much. What can you do all about the troubled mind? I guessed it was already the song chooses me after all.

 

Troubled Mind (Sacred song) is a song of life-breathtaking story about me. This is my second chance to fall in love and commit with God alone to focus what plans has been made and set it for me. And I declare my words to tell you that I”m ready to face another chapter year for the year of 2014.

 

Troubled Mind (Sacred song) is another one of my composition songs that I made it for today’s literature. And I guess if the time has come, it will be a big celebration if there will be a time someone who deserves me the most because I choose the right girl for me. When will it come? Sooner I think at the back of my head.

 

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Sunset on the East

Sunset on the East

Untitled Love Song

 

I am not the person

who would like you

the most in your life

I am not the person

who would you care

in span of years

and I am not the person

if I lose my ground

just to be with you

all the time.

 

I can’t break in,

I can’t choose one,

I can’t take it

but I’m willing to

sacrifice if I want to

fall in love again

but at the time I make

myself smiling again

then I would be

the happiest just to

be with you in my life.

 

Then I will be a chance

that I’m a guy for you,

it’s for you that I’m ready

it’s a miracle in life when

I finally recognize myself

deserves you the most,

then it would be a day

I would be ready…

then again…

to love you more easy

to this day.

 

I am not the person

who would come in

your doors and knocking

I am not the person

who would serenade you

and sing my song for you

and I am not the person

if I lose my ground

just giving flowers and

chocolates then

you turn me down.

 

I can’t break in,

I can’t choose one,

I can’t take it

but I’m willing to

sacrifice if I want to

myself smiling again

then I would be

the happiest just to

be with you in my life.

 

Then I will be a chance

that I’m a guy for you,

it’s for you that I’m ready

it’s a miracle in life when

I finally recognize myself

deserves you the most,

then it would be a day

I would be ready…

then again…

to love you more easy

to this day.

 

I fight my life

just to live with you

I fight my own path

just to continue my dreams

but I can’t fall for you again

if you’re not ready with me

then I will be a wasted

just to try falling for you

I would be ready if

you’re doing for deserving

me the most in your life

then it will be a day

for us to get walk

back one more chance…

soon to get in touch with you.

 

NOTES: 

 

I write this medley love song just today. I don’t know when I will get a chance to get married. The pressure in our family roots is trying me to get falling in love again. Is there any chances that I would falling in love again? Maybe it’s not a time just to say to the girl that I will marry her instantly. That’s already a fairy tale to me. And it’s not a story who would two persons are ready to fall in love just to get married in one, two or maybe in four years ready to get married. That would be an awful one experience.

 

And it’s Untitled Love Song. But the main concern in my life, who would inspires me the most?

 

People will ask me when I will be getting married. My friends say to me it would take time to reveal who would take me to get married with me? And some others say, what are your plans if you’re married already? These are the chances to get ask in questions. And there’s always a doubts and fears whether I like to get married or not. And things are not the same before.

 

I have relationship with a girl who broke my heart. And after that, I don’t know if I may find another girl who really deserves me the most. But she is younger than me. At the same age, sometimes I find myself lacking one trait in my life – trust. Of course, every girl wants a trust from a guy they really want to get married. But at the end of the day, is there any chances to think at the back of their mind if they are backing out in their marriage? Infidelity is the worst. Even the unfaithful is also worse. But the bad thing is when you will get to say to your partner if you’re not ready – to have commitment with you.

 

They are prettiest faces I would see every day in facebook. They inspire me the most. And I drive myself to get inspired again from them. What if I turn down? Or what if I will get married? Who would love to get inspired about me? No one girl seems want to get close with me. And I don’t want myself to get relationship with another girl who would break me easily again. My last relationship should be the one who deserves the most. And I want to be her with my life to have commitment, relates to someone with my own story and who will deserves me the most.

 

There are numerous names at the back of my head if I have a given chance to get a date from each of them. But if I’m lucky, then she would be the one for me and not hurting me again. I just don’t love from their kindness, but I’m looking who will deserve me the most of who I am today. And I’m giving a chance for her to get know about me and to get respect about me.

 

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Trap in a Daylight

Trap in a Daylight

Trap in a Daylight

Reposted from the facebook notes, July 2, 2011

 

Enjoying daytime shifts

never come in my way,

doing nothing like it’s wrong.

Live by itself in the past

every time I cry or laugh

so much to say and

so much to do.

 

For giving twilight dreams,

it is said to end it now.

Good or bad ones

how many times it goes

then you guess it’s true.

 

Enjoying night time shifts

never come in my way,

doing hopelessly to be burden.

Lonely it was,

every time I sit or stand

so many things to say and

so many things to do.

 

Love is a noun word

on the simple love letter

never says ‘I love you’

every time you cry you love

love is the pain

yet hopelessly it matters.

 

Never been hurt before,

it is times you go

grieving in the floor clutching.

Hours passed by

then I have to be better

so you”ll need to be strong.

 

Going far away from home

instantly gives me frightened,

very much frustrated

every time I cry so hard.

 

Myself in the mirror

enters my mind so jealously.

 

Matters it said

only you bring the wrong side,

remember the lady said,

‘Exit the word unforgettable.’

 

One by one,

pen and paper get

punish on my hands.

One by one,

reloading the world

then it must let it go,

under the daylight

never gets me lonely

it is true to be said,

then I have to go

in the weary, ordinary world

every time I sleep

so endlessly.

 

First letter in each line of the paragraph:

Endless fight, endless lonely nights, give me more opportunities.

 

The lesson:

Don’t be burden to yourself in a reality world. When you step outside after high school days, learn to be humble all the time and don’t be over professional all the time. You might be trap in daylight like I did in the past.

 

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When the sea crosses from a far

it always remind how two love birds have been humming,

never tell anyone what’s the true love means

then it has a meaning,

every new and old hearts have always

remembering what the endless love brings stronger.

 

Is it already over

so it seems there’s a little melodramatic.

 

Again when you say it all

let the love shout from your lungs

when it’s not over

always tell yourself that

you’re the strongest of them all.

 

Because you get what you want

each and every vein has been deserving

every time it grow the mutual understanding but

never underestimate the bond of love.

 

All you don’t know is the endlessly love.

 

So when the night is over

undying love is always the

mightiest bond of love,

maybe you can consider the true love means

each time you always have said,

remember the true love is always inside of your heart.

 

For the ending

only one of us have to stay and one of us has to work

remember the true meaning of friendship.

 

Unless something for the change gives the

sincerest gratitude of your love.

 

WRITER’S NOTES:

 

There’s always been a face of new love in this generation. No matter what it looks like, it always have been a love for everyone. What is love for you then? Love for is like an unconditional love you are giving to me. The undying and continuously love have always been told for everyone to understand. Well of course, there’s a purpose for finding a true and right time of love.

 

What is Endlessly love? Endlessly love is something you would continue to build your relationship and friendship to your partner or to your friends. Endlessly love is also bringing the same faith of level of confidence. What can you do?

 

1. Don’t let your relationship ruin over your friendship. Friendship is the most matters when you have trouble in relationship. 

Many in the society have troubles in relationship. Thus it always bringing the wrong relationship.

2. Don’t let your heart win over to your mind. There’s always a brain in the relationship. When you think that you are wrong, think about your relationship what it will go beyond over the years.

3. Don’t build relationship into twice or your relationship will go wrecked or busted it up. Sometimes I feel it that way too. Mostly of my friends have always encounter the same problems all the time. What matters most is your friendship between your friends and to your partner.

 

Since the Endlessly love is always been the talking about the relationship and friendship, it always encounter what your problems talk about. Sometimes of what you see always don’t count the way you can think. Think twice and talk about it. And come closer to your friend. Ask for the advises. Sometimes for the record, marriage is always be the winner between friendship and relationship.

How many ways have to educate

all the times I’ve been manage

remember the things have to rate

dreams are the last to go out in a cage

even three or four times of rapid

scores the last field of goal around

then it will go back to you in the ground.

 

To one and true love has to be a cupid

only have the best to beat the clock.

 

Maintain your life time and have not to be blast

all around in your life makes so fast,

keep your profile low and not lock

even the lowest score to beat the splash.

 

Dreams are sometimes not been made in cash

each and every way don’t loose to cut,

chasing like each turn of pain

it is hard to break in full of chain,

so it might like a dying zombie to shut

in terms of feeling to faint.

On life and death, I could be handsome

not to be someone to pretend having a chrome

since I really like one life just to paint.

 

In life and justice, there is no canine

since there is a mouse and a computer just to click.

 

If there is nothing to do or to kick

never underestimate the person just looking fine.

 

You are hoping to look invisible

only of inside but not as a visible

unless you are hiding from me to be bummer.

 

And since when you have to show

never look backwards just to flow,

dreams are just like winter and summer.

 

There was a time in the past when you were the best

how two partners were only what to play

even the things were working in a day.

 

Please don’t bear too much of being a bummer

all it is known for the love to do whatever

remembering in our lives to be like

ten times of love boat can’t be done to unlike,

never look down in yourself but to live forever

even myself won’t be like a metal

rather I look like a flower that falls of a petal.

 

WRITER’S NOTES:

 

This is the second Summer Sonnet. And yet it is more like an explosive ticking in a seconds. Well of course, I’ve been worrying too much of my work lately. Today is a Labor day here in the Philippines. But unlikely to someone I know, my role here is writing a sonnet that cannot be undone to do. I have so much to do with the Summer Sonnet series.

 

Summer Sonnet II is about the relationship between the man and the lady he always want to court for the lady’s heart. But the story down for this Summer Sonnet II is nothing to be compared in Sunday Sonnets. Summer Sonnet II shares a lot of misunderstanding, hatred, and sometimes a mistaken identity. There’s really a third party of this story.

 

A man, a lady and a third party – another lady who wants to play with the man. But it seemingly doesn’t do with the relationship. What the another lady does in the story is creating a mistaken identity towards to the man. She always wanted to give the man’s pleasure in sexuality. But this man have given a love potion where this another lady playing as a witch doctor. So when he was in deep love, sometimes he always look to the same girl he always want to win for a lady’s heart.

 

But next day, the love potion was gone and wore it off already. The man have sleeping with the wrong lady he was having with a sexual affair. So he have gone in a faraway place where he could not found by this wrong lady. He tried many things to kill himself for a suicidal things like electrocuting himself, tying his self in a wrong branch of tree or drowning in the sea. But the suicidal for him didn’t it work it all. Instead he was giving a chance to live for life.

 

He always wanted to hand a marriage for the lady he always wanted to ask. But he gave the wrong lady a sexual pleasure because the another lady was a stalker. In life, there was a mistaken identity, hatred and misunderstanding. Whenever you have troubles in misunderstanding, you are hoping to have strong bond with your partner.

 

There is always misunderstanding and hatred everywhere. But your problems didn’t stop there. Always seek for an advice or to consult in a doctor where you can find something you really like to solve it in your own. There are always problems everyday. And everyday sometimes have to solve on your own problems.

 

I do have my own problems too. I didn’t accept my condition before having being with Down syndrome on myself. With that curious case, I finally solved on my own and eventually, everything landed on its own the right place and right time. For 14 years I hoped to understand, there was no excuses where you can’t solved it on your own. But for the last two years, I’ve received many blessings on the right time and the right place. Everything will come in order accordingly to your dreams.

 

In this story of Summer Sonnet II have lessons to understand: to solve it in your right time, not to please to everybody, and be yourself what you really need for your own life. This man gave up his own life for his true love. Instead, he went as a single in his status. And in the end, there was always a good hope and a good ending.

When are you going if you’re still in heaven

how could steps to have going that will lead

every way of your dreams have to be hollow,

remember, my dear, don’t follow

even the little steps backwards could leave you dead.

 

Is it night time already, even

so everyone is sleeping, let me go and say please.

 

Tonight is your chance to cross

however we have time to follow and across

each of stairs have numbers allowing you to sell the lease.

 

Love is always not the perfect answer, it’s always a game

only one song has chosen to play and have to be hand

velocity meter to get you below and give you a band

even the might can’t give you a fame.

 

Then when you’re in the ground, you begin to numb

how will you follow your adviser never to see you again,

all it says that it’s always a thumb

then never to see the heaven again but leading you in the future to gain.

 

But along the way tomorrow

enters your world with full of surprises, you’ve been knockout by a punch

grieving your chin that has a scar, borrow

in each time you could eat the crunch

never see the world of heaven or leave no sting.

 

I’ll always taking care of myself or else I’ve been looking for a love fling

never see tomorrow again and I don’t want to hear anybody.

 

My scar leaves right there

yet no one will know in this place I could enter here.

 

How can I start my own world if I could look for my own heart

even myself can’t look for one thing to beat

and nothing I could to consider the lady I have to feat,

remember me, my lady, it is I who owns your love to have in greatest art

then it’s nothing as usual as the paint goes blurry.

 

Not a single item of number has to calculate

even I don’t like it but to hate,

vain in my heart could seize as a flurry,

every encounter I make or that I could been

remembering that I have to turn the wheel.

 

Each far I could see you or to feel

never underestimate me, I’ve always seen

dreams that never fades like a dream

so I could ask something I would like to stream.

 

WRITER’S NOTES:

 

Sunday Sonnet IX is a ninth installment series of Sunday Sonnets. This time, I would like to tell you something different from the past sonnets I’ve been writing about. This Sunday Sonnet IX is about the angel from the skies wanting to wander around below the heaven. So he could search from his hopes and dreams what to do feel like a human. It’s much like that I want to tell you the story. In this sonnet, it’s very wide knowledge that one angel always seek to discover his own assignment. And oh, by the way, this angel is not a female. It’s a male.

 

You have been fearing what to feel like a human. So he decided to go down from the stairs of heaven. But each time he passed from the gates, there was always a question and answer in each gate. He might be in trouble or he would go back again in heaven. He decided himself wanting to do what humans were doing in the land. So one night as he was already in the planet of humans. One girl he saw, he felt the agony inside the girl’s heart. But he realized he wasn’t ready going to be as a human. He was still an angel. But this magnificent angel have bright ideas. So he managed his own human form like God said in the book of Genesis. From the soil he made, he already looked like a human.

 

The more he seek for his own assignment is the less going back to the heaven’s gate. Because someone was already getting fume at the back of his head. Nobody left the heaven’s gates without knowing an answers from the questions he made. So the God locked and changed the questions. Thus the angel won’t back anymore because his angelic face begins to form like a human’s face. What he realized on his skin, he was already informed won’t going back anymore in heaven’s gates. But this angel has a mission. It was all along he saw the lady was in trouble. So he decided to help the girl’s problems. It was the lady’s heart broken she always wanted to get married with the man she always wanted. But the more fierce she gets, sometimes he also feels the same way she feels.

 

And at the end of the story, the lady won in man’s heart and so they were married. But the angel looked tired and sleepy. He didn’t feel sleepy and tired before. But now he realized that angels from heavens above always don’t get tired or sleepy. Because angels and saints were always awake whenever the humans were always have problems on their own. So he decided to go back to the heaven’s gate.

 

But the main problem in the story, he won’t going back to the heaven above anymore. So he asked from God if he could entered the heaven’s gates. But his mission was not over from the lady he resolved already. So the God firmly resolved that he will be going old in his age. As the time his age is old, it is the time he would return from the heaven. The lessons here in the story was, “don’t ever let yourself doubt to anyone to put yourself to the test. Always ask your conscience and let your decisions to make. And follow in your heart.”

 

Sunday Sonnet IX is about the angel’s mission from the human problems. It’s about frustration, depression or mixed emotions that you really fear about. Never let yourself to doubt anything to yourself. Always ask someone if you are been told not to do the decisions you are making. Thus, it makes to anyone as you know the terms of the rules in life already.

Summer Sonnet

You are in my word that has thorn

only one have to be born

unless you want to be cast.

 

All memories have dreams and have to deal

remember one more thing, you have to be fast

even us can’t perform to heal.

 

My only child has only I have left to be one

yet you consider the world needs life.

 

For every time you seek and can’t cut from the knife

it’s only one memory that can’t call from the phone,

reconsider your son have to knight so he can cut

since he can’t look anyone but to shake

then nobody could replace a prince from the fake.

 

Love screams in the air but cannot be shut

only one loud noise sometimes can break a stash,

vain is not considering to be fear

even one look cannot have a tear.

 

Against from all odds that cash

never buys anything but the wind

gain momentarily so it can’t break the wall

even a highest jump of ball

leaps so high but cannot be bind.

 

Our love cannot be stir around or punch

for one blow but it cannot build.

 

Let your love speaks or you go to the guild

in times of living that cannot be crunch,

for mighty sword and shield, you must jump

even a knight cannot be lose or to bump.

 

WRITER’S NOTES:

 

This is a new series of sonnets which it’s harder than I could think about from the Sunday Sonnets. Summer Sonnets are considering the hottest sonnets you could read it about love, relationship, commitment and sometimes it can lead to any various shapes of emotional stages in your life.

 

The first series of Summer Sonnet is about the man’s pride. He could ever imagine what life can be borrow from anyone else. His mother is a queen. Both of them lost a family member which it’s their king of their life. A knight’s tale is like something about the Summer Sonnet but it something can be exchange from the good to evil. And the evil is lurching around the forest and their villain is not a witch. Their villains is a group of elves. And the group of elves lurk in the dark looking in their village and destroying they don’t really like about the humans. But when the queen conceived a baby. Their king restored peace from justice but the death called upon his life. So the elves killed the king and enjoyed their food which they ate king’s human flesh. And you know what? This sounds more like a fairy tale to me. It seems be.

 

So the elves ruled the forest and expanded their territory in five forests. When the prince was born and have trained in the kingdom. The elves were worrying too much of the powers from the prince. Because the prince was a gentle and kind of little things he can see. So the elves have eleven neighborhood forests. Apart they were building an army. The group of elves were also planning to attack the kingdom again and looking to eat and to destroy. But when they lurked again in the night, so the prince sensed the danger and protected the kingdom at night. The group of elves have didn’t chance from the prince’s powers. Because the prince all did was smiling to little creatures. So the group of elves never went to the kingdom again at night.

 

But after few months have passed, the new guests have arrived in the kingdom. The group of elves saw the beautiful princess. It might be the weakness of the prince’s powers. So they kidnapped the princess but the prince came to the rescue. The group of elves were frightened again in prince’s powers. So they decided to recruit one person from the mountains and that was the most evil in the country, the mighty Black Eye. The Black Eye was very huge from the rest of the group of elves. He stood seven feet tall and could stepped the little minions of elves.

 

As the Black Eye summoned the beast from the caves, he let the beast goes to the kingdom. But the mighty prince and his beloved princess who turned in a beautiful sorceress. The prince and the princess killed the beast in one hour. So the Black Eye summoned five more beasts from the caves. But the prince have weakness in numbers. So the beasts almost killed the prince but the princess summoned two angelic valkyries in the skies killing five beasts.

 

And in the night where the Black Eye and the group of elves have worked together as they spawned in the kingdom. The prince have never seen the madness of the evil from the forests and the mountains. The princess have called her friends from their neighbor country and arrived that night. Three sorceresses killed the group of elves and the beasts continuously but the evil grew and grew from the mountains. So the Black Eye recruited the Golden Eye. Thus the Golden Eye called sea creatures from the sea. In numerous of evil creatures from the sea, the mountains and the forests, the prince grew weaker and grew weaker. So the princess and her friends feared it would be the end of the prince’s kingdom.

 

But the queen was never been mad before. She turned to a light goddess when the prince never thought that his mother would come from the neighbor country. She killed the sea creatures with a summoning of sun-crypted creature. The Black Eye, the Golden Eye and the group of elves have turned into the fear as they stopped spawning in their kingdom. The evil’s weakness was the sun-crypted creature.

 

The queen was once called half-beast and half-human. Because the queen was conceived from being having evil and so the evil have stopped killing humans.

Soar the skies and sound the bell

all it matters you don’t have to be look like a prank

vain was not the answer you need to rank

even what you took sometimes you don’t need to fell.

 

Tear the skies when it shine

how the world will look to be striving

even where the couples are living.

 

Let my heart hear you to be fine

against one person who is almost forgotten

since the beginning will have to be please

the fate is to live but it’s not worth to be a lease.

 

Love is only the ending and not as a rotten

only one pair has chosen to open the gate,

vanish from where you have been and fate

enters the world where you can’t think but to read.

 

The last time I have time to eat

howling from my stomach that I finish to eat the steak

all it matters to me now is a bread

that I won’t getting an illness or I will be get to beat.

 

You may never know that I may turn like a freak

only you can change me and love me eternity

unless you will be going to my place to come.

 

When times you will come in a city

igniting the lights that you will be heading for home,

let the love sometimes to feel the fear

love won’t be disappearing or else you’ll be a hater.

 

Garden in a beautiful nights that you need to see to bear

only everlasting true love will come it later.

 

WRITER’S NOTES:

 

It happens in one night where you can see a thousands of candle lamps each and every night it counts. The way how it works, sometimes I feel like a crowning of sparking lights in the skies. Where you imagine your relationship becoming a morning from the evening glows in the night.”

 

Sunday Sonnet VIII is a powerful relationship sonnet you can imagine read of relationship growing each and every night. It tells you like a story where you can imagine one ordinary man looking for a right princess to get married. But it’s not obvious. Sometimes you have to make it feeling in a story, or you can’t imagine a little of bit imagination that can fly you everywhere you want.

 

This love story I will be telling you from Sunday Sonnet VIII is something you can make it feeling in a beautiful and enchanted place. Something you can’t dream one ordinary man you always wanted. But sometimes it ends with a bad feeling you won’t get. It won’t get a long relationship if you are not working your progress with your love interest. But in a same way, it felt me when I was in the story. But the story was too impossible to think. So it might a little of bit thinking at the back of your head, a wonderful quick love story you might be guess of. It happens a little dreams that I have in my dreams in my past. But it gives me more enchanting in this story whenever I feel like I am opening a fairy tale book. In the end, there are no more part two neither the sequel it will create another of story. It lacks of a precise story whenever it can predicts no matter how it comes.

 

Sunday Sonnet VIII is the eighth sonnet of Sunday Sonnets. And I believe it is really growing steadily each time I write each Sunday it comes. And to be honestly, when it comes to sonnets, sometimes I find it hard to write it down. Especially what words can be using in the end of the lines and form the perfect sonnet. It really excites me that much but sometimes it is eager to form a new sonnet. Well of course, not everyone can formally do this way the way I write. How many words can you use? Or maybe sometimes, how many it can performs a better one?

 

The trivia first letters for this Sunday Sonnet VIII is: Save the last love that you will go.

 

Sunday Sonnets are much more bolder to comprehend than it looks to become like in a poem structure. However, when it comes to have becoming a sonnet and not the poem structure. It’s entirely different from sonnet, song, quote, poem or whatever it makes you feel to make new one. But I suggest that you have to make more practicing in a good way. I’ve been writing since my high school days. But I am now in my early 30’s. The way I love making sonnets is how I feel about making them. It is how you can carry your emotional feelings or better to write it down the perfect way of a sonnet.

Fallen Angel

Many times I’ve been falling

yet I never give up in times I see around because of you.

 

From when I feel anything

all it matters to me

love doesn’t give me so much in pain,

love don’t encounter me, but

every time I seek for the answers

nobody tells me that I’ve never be the same.

 

Awkward when I come for you to ask

never question my doubts of my feelings,

gain me with an attention of love and pain

each time I look for the answers,

love is lost when it breaks inside gently.

 

Is it really about you or is it just me

since we’ve never been told we’re the same.

 

So when you feel that you are blushed

only you can make me feel that I look crying,

my face sometimes looks red

even my cheeks aren’t the same before

where I can see your feelings, the same

how it feels inside of me.

Enter the world with full of mysteries

roaming angels where they can feel the ground

each time they step just like an angel.

 

It is either you or me

never feels the same like a saint.

 

Might consider my feelings to be like 

you but it really appreciate me that much.

 

Heart is where you can play

every tune in the rhythm

and it plays the sound of music of

reminiscing sound of joy and happiness,

then love is where I put my fallen angel inside of me.

 

WRITER’S NOTES:

 

Fallen Angel is a perfect catch for the day. I’ve been writing all day long and this is my second literary work I’ve been working for the day. My second thoughts was that I wanted to post this first, but it came second poem for the day.

 

My undying love in literature have once coming it back for me. This Fallen Angel is the story of a person’s one true love. It has something that you have been searching for your angel. Sometimes it points out at the back of my head thinking if it would be the angel looking for the right time and the right place. It is something you wanting to be longing to search for a perfect opportunity.

 

But of course, the blind item is still unknown. Unknown that you may searching for a long time. Sometimes it’s in front of you already waiting for your move. Or maybe when it’s something it can wait for someone falling in love with someone’s else. And yet you feel unchanged for this person you really want to express your feelings. I do have feelings. But everyone has also feelings. One common feeling we have is the doubt we feel inside. We feel we can’t do it alone. We can’t feel what we have inside just to express it loudly. Or maybe that it has really something worth to be bought. And the item is given to you someday.

 

Trivia: The first letters in each of the paragraph says, “my fallen angel is somewhere in my heart.”

Angelic image

Angelic image

When there’s a wind, there’s a light

and nobody can teach me how

nobody knows me in times I am willing to fight

dreams are never been the same before

even the darkest hours have to say goodbye.

Remember, my lady

it’s not really about you

nobody can teach me how

grieving me in pain and I feel.

 

My heart is open wide and 

yet every time I tell you it’s whole wide world.

 

Heart can teach me how

every time I seek below to run ahead

all around in one corners.

Reach me one more time, or second time

then tell me now what you’re looking for.

 

Today it’s not the best to see you

only my heart can provide the unconditional love.

 

See this question, my lady

each and every kind have the same answers

each and every hope have the best it comes.

 

Dreams are real, my man,

only your heart can’t look but your pride is,

never doubt me with your questions

then answer me with all you have being as a man.

 

Leave my heart closed and tight

only you can tell it’s nothing

only you can’t achieve what’s inside my heart

keep me in the distance and tell me now.

 

Are you sure, my man of my life

remember this day for you have to know

only the open heart can arouse from above

unless you say something to me and

never underestimate my feelings for you,

dreams are real and it’s an open heart.

 

All things are open

since you are really been a lover to me.

 

If one heart can teach us to love

foolish love can tell we are not that close.

 

Tell me now, my darling

however you seems mesmerizing of my looks

even my prettiest eyes are existed to beauty you

remember me, my darling

even today is the last day you see me around.

 

If there’s only one hope

since you are my shining armor of my life.

 

Never, never ever tell me

only one heart proves for us to stay

then it has nothing to be with us

how can you say it’s real,

in times like this

never question my doubts for you, my darling

give me the last meaning of hope.

 

Since you are my lady of my life,

every girls are running after me

everyone of them that I’ve said no to them

keep my heart for you the longest time.

 

Marriage is my offer to have open with you

even my hands would reach for you.

 

Fine as it is, my lady,

only one heart can teach us

reaching for the last star to fall in the skies.

 

Then I wish that star

hopes for us to dream the

everlasting one heart for us.

 

Let me give one more time,

all I can ask is to marry you

so, my beautiful lady

today’s my luckiest day with you.

 

Then I will open my heart

in one palace we could live

my lady, you are my green of my life

each of my words is only for you.

 

Alright, my darling

since you ask me for a marriage

keep my heart only the best for you.

 

My man of my life that you

enter my world full of brightest colors.

 

All my living days would be always with you

gain me to touch you,

are you now the happiest man of my life

it will be raining so soon then

never see the clouds to open for the sun.

 

Only my heart will ask you

please open yours so

even whenever I see,

nobody could tell us to consider to stop.

 

How the worlds can look for us

even your family is ready for our happily marriage

all their happiest faces melts us to kiss each other

remember this day that I really love you

then we are ready for another chapter.

 

Is your father ready for us

since we are both happily getting to ready to see him.

 

My brothers are also happily

yet they are ready to be part of our families.

 

Let the heart reads their mind

all I can ask is something that I could give

so this wedding rings for us is perfect opportunity

to keep our one heart to be loved.

 

Only for you I am ready

never let someone ruin our days

let them to speak

yet our days are ready to be get happily each day it will pass.

 

Hope it’s the last thing I can ask for you, my lady

open heart is for us to keep relationship in private

please tell your heart

each time I would say this to you that I really love you eternally.

 

WRITER’S NOTES:

 

This poem is supposedly written in short story article. But it just turned me lately that I want it to be look like a poem. It’s not also a poem for me. But there’s two people are in this story. Well, the story is set in the place of romantic place that you have never been. I really love making of this kind poem. But it turns like a script writing poem. Oh yes, it’s definitely a script writing poem. It really sounds crazy for you and for me. To tell you honestly that I really don’t know how it will turn in a good way. In this poem of Open Heart is the story of one romantic couple. They are really questioning their faith, hope and their marriage. And they are questioning their doubts of false hopes. It seems a lack of misunderstanding could be the main ingredient of hate, but it turn out the important words to say that you really love the partner the way it is.

 

Okay for now, I tell you the secret ingredients how I perfectly combine the longest love poem I’ve ever made. It was, “wandering my heart to see, don’t look around as if there is nothing, seek me for the last time, ask me again, open heart is my last hope.” It was there really the encrypted words in each first letter of every paragraph. The first line wandering my heart to see is the man that he speaks for the first five paragraphs. Then for the second person is don’t look around as if there is nothing are all the words that the girl speaks for her heart. Then the next person is the man again for his words of, seek me for the last time. The fourth person is the girl again with the words of, ask me again. And the last person is the man again with the words of, open heart is my last only hope.

 

It was something like I wanted it to look like a script play poem. It seems there’s a lack of ingredient that I have use for this poem. But it seems going pretty well. Of course, there will be a time for me again to create another perfect opportunity of another poem. Hope it will turn out a good review of what I made it. Honestly at the back of my head something tells me it’s not really quite good for me. It is not really a precise poem for me. But it turns out like a script play. And it seems there’s a black cloud passing at the back of my head thinking if I have black mind again. There’s a good reason for that. And of course there’s every question at the back of our heads thinking if there’s really a good ending.

 

Oh and I forgot. The good ending for this poem turns out like a happily ending. The man have already married with his lady that he really courted the girl for their nine years of relationship. Then of one year going to have engaged is something you really want it to hear from the good story. And so, the good news was that they have four healthy children: three daughters and one son whose they are having problem with the boy. Because that boy has disability of being having with autism. And there’s nothing to have afraid for. Because their daughters are good example taking their brother pretty well. And they teach their children to be good. Which it’s the best ingredient in the story is unconditional love. Keeping the love so much in their family makes a beautiful family they can provide for. As the story goes on, the first person who have died in the story is their mother who have died of cancer who have experienced of pain. It was really a good story because the father stood the mistakes into learnings. And sometimes when we left the best person around the world was our mother.

 

Open Heart is not only the story of one romantic couple, but it’s also a story of having with someone with special condition. And there is something we can learn from our battles. We intended to hurt for sometimes, but we grew our love to be stronger relationship. And a stronger relationship is something we learn from our experiences. There will be a time of misfortunate events that happened in other places, but we also love the world we really love each other. Open Heart is about the relationship, hardship of denial stages, hard to cope our family keeping bond, learnings that we lose our loved ones and the stronger unconditional love we grow each other.

 

AT THE END OF THE DAY:

 

Open Heart is one of the hardest poems I’ve ever made. Although some of the days I was thinking about the short story article, I was clueless and completely drained. To tell you honestly, this one particular title have been a week already in one that I will suppose to create in short story. But it seems it has to be changed in one of my standards. Well of course, I am not a writer. I am not also a poet. It’s just that I really love to write for my passion in literature. Keeping this for myself something tells me that I can determine to be an actor someday. Because it’s one of my longest and only dreams to be dreaming for being as an actor. I was in high school before thinking if I could pass my own intelligence. Because of what I felt in my past years have changed me now and then. The year of 1997 have broke in my life when I have learned that I have being with Down syndrome. And in the same time, for the longest of 14 years I kept the silence, 2011 was the year of my acceptance stage. Well, I’ve even asked my parents what it was really difficult for me through the years was my frustration and depression.

 

It turn out looking a great year for me this year. Because I really believe of what I am capable for my actions and my responsible of what I can act for. And my biggest dreams is to becoming an actor. Right now, I am not spending too much of my money from my business. I would love to get interested to follow one of my dreams – to be an actor. It is keeping me how I love my life. And I am ready taking advantage of what I have. And I am ready to get happy endings.

Let your day begin to deliver

it’s not you whenever you are going to live

velocity is one to pass and to forgive

even one person has sleep and shriver.

 

You only acknowledge your job to shine

only that it matters you is to frown

unless you don’t want but to become a clown,

remember one thing that you are going to be fine.

 

Day has gone by and nothing to eat

all it matters is your pride and pain

yet you always to push forward and gain.

 

Acknowledge your day has to become and defeat

since the day you run out and to walk.

 

Then one thing has to believe and talk

however you can’t pursue to operate

every time you think the night is the light.

 

My memorable days has gone by and one sinner

only thinks for itself or to be thinner

says it all that it’s always bright

then you guess it’s right has to be rate.

 

Become one by yourself to roast

even the day itself has become a cloud

all things are miserable and have to start

unless you don’t to become my heart.

Ten times as the music goes loud

it’s always been you to be boast

for every time you ride a boat

unless there is no doubt to float,

let your day fills with a swirl.

 

Dreams are made not to be real, but a shave

always been a flaw but

you never have what it really feels like a girl.

 

There has been a thousand miles with a cave

how the two worlds have never been to shut

and it always have never be the same that you’re too cute

then I always said that it’s never be a black.

 

Choosing a world with a reality that you lack

remembering how to play the flute,

envy me that you never want me to puncture

all the way that it matters to pass

that whenever there’s always two worlds of class

enter into a reality that has to be sure.

 

WRITER’S NOTES:

 

When love enters one world of happiness, love is always that matters the most important in our lives then it has to be happiness all the time. But it always succeeds you in the most promising of your career in something has to return for your dreams. And it always have the same meaning of life to live entering full of happiness.”

 

Tears of joy is actually that I really want to express. It’s that I always how I explain one of my series of Sunday Sonnet VII. It now becomes one of my favorite day of the week that how I choose the day of Sunday. First of all, in this kind of series whenever it’s emotional stress, relationship stress, commitment, medieval, or something how I really want it to write it down. Somehow it excites me how important of Sunday means to me. Sunday to me has a meaning, it means a freedom to write independently and how it forms from my emotional life. Yes, I may be a little sentimental. But to tell you the truth honestly, being having with a condition of Down syndrome doesn’t stop me there. But it’s telling how I am really important in each form of human lives. And there’s always a light in each of the tunnel that it will lead me to a brighter future.

 

Sunday Sonnet VII is the seventh sonnet of Sunday Sonnets. The first Sunday Sonnet was released last February 3, 2013. And the Sunday Sonnet II came on February 10. And so the other Sunday Sonnet III on March 3, 2013, Sunday Sonnet IV on March 24, Sunday Sonnet V on March 31 and Sunday Sonnet VI on April 7.

 

How did it form of Sunday Sonnets? Simple. It was perfectly for me to create choosing Sunday. At first, I was a little of mesmerizing of medieval times and also the mixture of William Shakespeare and Emily Browning. But William Shakespeare was one of my forms to express for my sonnets. He have had a thousands, or I believe in numerous sonnets that he had released in his past biography. So it really came to me fourteen (14) years ago. It was one of my first sonnet I wrote fourteen years ago although I started to write literature in 10th day of December 1998, day of Thursday afternoon. And it is mixing my feelings how I really perform to write Sunday Sonnets. And the part of my inspiration was William Shakespeare. There were many times I felt desperation, frustration and depression of my mixed feelings during later of late 2000’s. And so I was feeling a little bit of going back where I was started. And so I started to write again in literature. First, it came the English quotes series, Tagalog quotes series and Spanish quote series, then it came for me the Sunday Sonnet series.

 

Sunday Sonnet VII is all about of love, commitment and relationship. When you really read some of the lines, it expresses your feelings down to the lines. Each time I read it back again, I feel it about from my experiences or from what I’ve seen from television or movies. But it tells you how you are going to be stronger in your relationship. Relationship bonds your partnership whether you have the days a little depressed or mixed reactions towards to your love interest. I may be not an expert. But the love speaks for the sonnet. And literature sometimes speaks from your heart that you have to express. Every time I read it back again, it reminds me how I really want to have a girlfriend in my life although none of them becomes my girlfriend. Girlfriend you have say, it’s one of my moves if I really want to become like me. But it really expresses my way to become like a literature. Literature in my life becomes one person to become in literature. And so how to express your feelings of how you deal with your mixed reactions.

Beauty is an art,

everything in the world has to live

and the only I have yours is the heart

unless the world has to thrive,

then I would be at the end

in the stretching table has to create

full of dishes have not to bend

undo my stomach with the food I ate,

let the world receives full of love.

 

It has to be only you to wake

since I will beginning to cook the pork.

 

The destiny of dove

full of surprises has to stake

even the delicious dishes have to use with the fork.

 

Beauty is not world of night

every humans have to live in sight

since I only have one hand

then I would be at the end to stand.

 

Keeping you to gain the weight to eat bread,

every single of memories have not to be told

yet it’s not the right time to have a game.

 

Of every single night I have the fame

for you don’t need to go bold.

 

All the love I have is not to be read

let the children need a food from foundation,

it’s not you to have the heart of black

vain is not the easy as I have the purity that I lack

everything that I have is not from you but the nation.

 

WRITER’S NOTES:

 

Love was easy as you have been told to love someone you’ve really been in love. But sometimes it rarely gets what you really need to do something, then you don’t what it’s really special between you and your partner is.”

 

The sixth series of Sunday Sonnets is the part of exclusive contract with the things I’ve really in love writing about. Well of course, anything about the love for the literature sometimes gives me special talents. This is not easy or difficult. It sometimes gives me special about it. Sunday Sonnet VI is the sixth Sunday series I’ve been writing for this year. If you have read Shakespeare Sonnets, and then I guess that I have to make my own uniqueness creating sonnets.

 

Sunday Sonnet VI offers you the most beautiful meanings in your life. This sonnet is about the love and understanding about the thing you’ve been really in love with. And of course, something has to be exchange with your love in your life. This sixth sonnet reminds you about the beauty around you. And the beauty I’ve been talking about is to live happiness and the world needs to know is about you. Hmm…not quite exactly what I have meant to say that, but rather I will say the simplest words. People around me gives me really special. And that ingredient is about the love. The love I’ve been talking about is unconditional love. Because being with existence of being having with Down syndrome gives me part of new life. And the beauty about myself is how I’ve been carrying through my life is.

 

Do you know the first words that encrypted in Sunday Sonnet VI? It’s encrypted in, “beauty is the best key of alive.” Do you know why? Because living beauty inside of you reminds the beautiful of living existence. Make of your life with useful informations. Make physical activities. Make a lot of new friends. But beware of things that might ruin you are the people who are not believing you. In my meaning, it’s called “negative people” around you. Those who want to abandon you, ruin you or massively creating negative feelings towards you sometimes makes more proud of what you have. It gives you the new strength. And the strength you have inside, make useful for it. And I believe if you can do that way, you would probably create the world with a turnaround.

Live another day when you need someone,

in times of strongest day

verdict of a person stay

each and everyday to have a strongest one.

 

All the times have nothing to kill

nothing have a common in one blow,

drench a water out in the faucet to flow.

 

Dying for you that I have to be still,

in terms of strongest night

each time I have to go with you in daytime.

 

World without an end have had a slime

how can you stop the flight

even the strongest enemy have not been knock out,

never surrender or never scout.

 

You seems nothing to be beat

only two or one have to force a wave

unless an army forces to leave outside of a conclave.

 

No one in the table leaves to eat

every meal that haven’t gone,

each one has to be a stronger male

dream one goal to have a female.

 

Only one animal has not return, not a single bone

nothing has to be return

each time you leave.

 

Forests have been pass and have to heave

only one knight have not been kill and turn

remember one leader has a strongest heart.

 

Then one last entry has to be in one art

on the day of a strongest sun

might have been a longing moment

of only knight has turned like a mint.

Returning to the castle with only son

receives the last testament of a will’s courage,

on the middle of the afternoon

when one servant of the church is the nun.

 

Every one’s heart is require not in rage

not a single arm,

desiring wanting to be a king to claim.

It’s not one person have to aim,

never love your day and don’t always be as a charm,

gone too soon and then again

sincere is always what one soldier has to gain.

 

WRITER’S NOTES:

 

When one day or night has return, there is always a humble beginning for one knight has gain rights wanting to be a king someday.”

 

This is exactly what I am doing right now to write another series of Sundays Sonnets. In this Sunday Sonnet V, it is the story about the knight wanting to be a king someday. Well of course everyone likes King Arthur or somehow someone has to like Robin Hood stories. Its’ about the bravery and courage knight. In his journey, he finds difficult in his quest. He killed a thousand enemies on his way and yet he haven’t found a right lady to get married to him. Because his heart is for his kingdom before his father will retire from the throne. But in the end, he finds a beautiful lady who covers her face with a fine lining cloth. When the knight offers a marriage to the lady, then the lady have to say no. Because she is way too beautiful to get married with a knight. She is the most beautiful lady in the kingdom who serves her heart to the Lord. But what the knight discovered, he thought his lady was a nun. So the knight asked the kingdom of God asking permission to get married with a nun. And in the end, it was a happily ending after.

 

Everyone likes own version of stories. Well in this kind of Sunday Sonnet V is very helpful to discover you want to seek. Well of course, not everyone can really do this as a unique sonnet. This is the kind of sonnet I’ve use to make in the past year of experiences.

Red clouds have been passed and flow

each and every memories have to scatter and

might be good for you to stand,

every Sunday has a gap to forget and not law.

Mornings have come in your way

but each time I’ve remember him, I just look,

each time sorrow feels on to you, and it shook

remember him is what we have to sway.

I’ll never forget the day and night,

never forget his face or acting, but

grieving you is not on my list to forget.

 

You, my only last hope to get,

only one star above has never been to shut

under million of galaxy stars have been to sight.

 

I’ve really adore you and so are we, remain

silently when you speak.

 

My last breath to take, my hope and my main

youth is surely not a meat, just like a steak.

 

Lean on me, my friend,

all the times we have been together

sincerely, and my heart is on her

then the last time has to be end.

 

My dying youth, my clouds endlessly, mine

even won’t to look for the thing

might encounter for the world for everything,

only feast of food is ready and to be thine,

remember him closely and I’m surely will bring

you and I have never been closely like a ring.

 

WRITER’S NOTES:

 

Five days from now, it has been 11 years of his death anniversary. I was surely remembered him and so are you. But the thing I wrote in this way of being captivity in sonnet. I’ve delivered all the words from the back of my head. So I might be a good clear one memory from him: Don’t forget his name when the times have to be clear. To tell you the truth honestly, Rico Yan was the only actor who brought Star Magic to ABS-CBN conquest. So I’ve might known for years or for you, my fellow readers. Then for surely, time is essence.

 

Why Sunday Sonnet IV, and not Remembrance Sonnet for Rico Yan? Well of course, I’ve never been decide yet what to name. And so I will put Sunday Sonnet IV instead of the long title. It might a good title. And this is a great series of Sunday Sonnets. Sunday Sonnets are not based on any particular of day. It must be a Sunday, because of the day. But it’s really kind of weird and crazy. It must be a laid off from me.

 

Today is a special day for me because for the next days are gone for me. I will be going to our province early this week and I might not be able to update some of my articles. And so here I am, starting to wonder what to write next.

Love is everything and it’s about bringing

only one heart,

vain is not the answer but

everyone must know singing.

 

Is it over that the art

soars the skies going to shut.

 

All about the love remain and

respond one common goal

only to remain to stand

under your eyes that makes you foal,

not in your name,

dreams must make everything to be fame.

 

Love is also how to make to feel

only one heart has to remain like a steel,

very fascinating, isn’t that obvious to faint

every night makes how to sleep well.

 

Is your love real or is it just like a bell

singing in the church, well it’s more like you paint.

 

Each love has bring

very confused to hear

each time I create the day

rather you answer the cellphone ring.

Yet you never have to bear

when dreams have to be there everyday.

How you never grow up to wake

each time your heart is like a fake.

Reach the place you have been

entertaining and sell your beans.

 

All the love is not the same when you fear

nothing has to be pain and have to be understanding

dreams are real when you feel the love is torn.

 

And I don’t want to be hurt when my ear

listening to your voice makes me feeling to be standing.

When you believe the love has to be forlorn

all the love receive to be woman

you are going to be the best man,

since everyone will going to be wedded.

 

So the love will be bedded

in times we love each other and eternity

never confuse me with nothing to lose.

 

It is time we are going to the city

the love we bring to choose.

 

WRITER’S NOTES:

 

It makes time whenever I have the love will grow. Sometimes when writing a sonnet takes to be experiencing what your feelings have to grow. Well of course, everyone has to know that sonnets is hard to make. And I have to be the best poet to write a good sonnet. But on the other side, I am not a good writer. It has something it really makes me to be passionate poet. Poet sometimes also feel whatever it encounters the love surrounding you bitter. It’s nothing have to be the day you choose, but I always choose Sundays because it makes me feeling in love writing in sonnets.

 

Why Sunday Sonnet? Sundays are exceptional for us. It feels for us to have experiencing with the love ones we bring. And sonnets including the Sunday makes me more exceptional because it is freely to release your experiences from your daily lives.

 

Why Sunday Sonnet III instead Sunday Sonnet 3? Of course I have been writing quote poems in numbers. Whatever it makes comfortable, I write Sunday Sonnet, Sunday Sonnet II and Sunday Sonnet III in roman numerals. In roman numerals, I make the same feelings growing everyday whatever it’s Sunday, Monday or any day you would like to write about love, pain, depressed, frustrated, jaded or any kind of emotional feelings there are.

 

Have you giving to publish this someday? Yes, of course. I would love to do this in terms of conditions I have to disclose the terms of publication. On the other hand, if you are not credited my literary works, you will make the hard decisions to reprimand about the plagiarism.

Valentines 101

I love you in a different shapes

I love you in a sweetest sayings in the world

but no one will take my heart away

it’s just only you and

I decide to put up

a beautiful evening for you,

only a thousand of hugs

you can send it to me,

only a thousand of kisses

flies to me to kiss

and I hope the day will never forget

the day you are born in my heart.

 

Being as born in the world

knowing you is a better choice

loving you the best,

being as the craziest I have

at the back of my head

is because I love you

no matter what it can replaces

nothing, but only you.

 

You control me,

you single the day with me,

you hope the day is coming

and I stand at the hallway

waiting for you to kiss,

the only truth I have in my heart

is to be with you

until we go old,

until we have white hair

and until the eternity lasts

in our relationship.

 

You laugh at the times

I need you to cry with you,

when you cry to watch

romantic movies,

I am simply staring you

and I decide not to be a foolish

around for you.

 

Yes, it is really

what you need to know

and yes, I’ve been

following you everywhere

you go and my heart stays

as long as we are together

in the eternity where

the rainbow never ends

in the skies,

I love you in a longer

times I still can reach for you.

 

Comfort me in your shoulders

as we dance together,

dream me in your sleep

as we travel around the world

full of surprises and love anxiety

we have together,

and as long as I have been through

is to be with you all the time.

 

All I can say to you

if I can spend with you,

all the time in my heart

traveling around the world

is the chances we kiss,

we make up and we hug,

so I ask you one more time

is to marry me in this

day of Valentines.

 

I love you when you are sick,

I love you when you are angry,

I love you when you drive me insane,

I love you when you choose

not to be one of them

and I love you when no matter

what the days chooses us

to have a date with you,

so I love you again and again.

 

WRITER’S NOTES:

 

This is the only time I’ve been writing once in my life. I write about this the only girl in my heart and only that carries my heart. So I’ve been expressing the stanzas with a melody tune. It’s not really a poem, but it’s rather a musical love song. More like a Phantom of the Opera or Les Miserables song I’ve been writing about this. Well, I haven’t see a musical event in my life. Honestly, I also love theatrical songs to write about the love. Sometimes I also think Miss Saigon at the back of my head.

 

Valentines is everywhere especially the beautiful and romantic cities. If you are in Paris of love, or in City of Vienna, Italy, it’s really beautiful to have a date someone you’ve really like. Out of curiosity, I say everywhere you count is the place you are born in love to. Maybe a little demo of Romeo and Juliet from the novel of William Shakespeare will unfold the story you are loving the person with. And I might be thinking that if you want dearly the partner so much, go for it and never stop loving her or him. It’s the love of gratitude, or love of eternity. Maybe I am too much of melodramatic.

 

With a lot of girls I’ve been not into relationship, but almost of that inch, I could get a relationship with her. But honestly, I never got her. She was taken and someone loved her. Tens of quotes, poems, sonnets or songs I wrote in my notebook before, it was a simply one of my token in my life. Well, it was more like a treasure for me. I’ve never intend to have a girlfriend in an instant way. So what about the singers who sings the love songs all the time? Perhaps David Pomeranz singing, Got to Believe in Magic, that was adapted in the movie of Got 2 Believe where Claudine Barretto was paired with Rico Yan. I always tell myself love is always special for everyone. Including for me who I haven’t love a girl almost more than years already. I really don’t have a serious relationships or a flick-and-fast relationship. Or maybe it doesn’t sound that way. Because this song of Valentines 101 is kind of mysterious song for everyone who might sing of this.

 

Valentines 101 is a romantic song. A very classical tune of melody that hasn’t compare to any kind of songs is not written from anybody else. To tell you the truth, this classy and romantic song will surely melt your heart away. It’s just there one area, different angles of video-taking and different time of a day. When you think more likely in the past William Shakespeare plays, you will realize how important play is still existed until today. Well, I like the kind of way I want to write about this. Sooner or later, you really can’t imagine how the world is important for us to have a family. And a family considers the best example of love. And that love sometimes takes place of unconditional love, care, sincerity and understanding. What you don’t know is that I can see in my future with all love I can carry with or without a partner.

Sunday Sonnet II

Love that let it go everywhere

only one true love

verifies the meaning of every human,

each love can take its place of a man.

 

Except for one thing, it’s the dove

xerox my true love that can truly be only there,

it is mine and only daylight

soars in every form of human nature,

then it hurts me like a fracture

since it can be a letter to be a wright.

 

In one of my everyday

nothing can never cites what I am going to be like.

 

Each love has a form and sometimes ride a bike,

vain is another term of what I am going to say,

everyone is looking a sun

rather saying a lot of things that can be look like your son

yet better to be a confident.

 

All Sundays are quite that quiet and simple

not a single word,

dreams like a knight sometimes pull a sword.

 

Excite me, my love, but I have a pimple

all you are thinking just like a dent,

cherish my heart,

how could you go wrong the love is not abuse.

 

For all the days I have been thinking

only letters I’m only writing before it’s no longer use and sinking

remember the day that you refuse

might be a chance I will draw you in art.

 

One heart, one love, one decision, one day

forces you dancing me for you to sway.

 

Live like a princess,

it only brings a night looking for a moon

forever might be loving you in the time of noon

each love has remain like a priceless.

 

Together with me, together with you

how many days can pass

all the moment that can be like a class

then it might like a prince thou.

 

Can you hold me, can you breath, can you achieve

all that it matters,

never create a sin that I take you in the night of eve.

 

Love can take one moment and one life that shatters

one great world to look for

viewing the options or

each time we stumble, we fight

dreams are always seen for a sight.

 

One true love and only a love can move

not a single one of my words to listen

each and every time I’ve always been loving you for real.

 

All days are out when you remove

not a single dent that can be tighten,

on a special occasion that surreal

ten times of every hearts go out,

how our two worlds collide and combine into three

each time I hold like yours thee

remember the day we always love and shout.

 

NOTES:

 

“Love always mention in each and every kind of shapes. Sometimes in each night we are always loving, we always look for a brighter chances in our lives.”

 

This is my second sonnet I am writing about the love for the second Sunday Sonnet. And it’s the Valentines of the month. I always get inspire each time I hold my nose to breathe. But somehow I always get a chance again to write one of my best written notes. Well it’s not perfect, but sometimes I always look for a brighter sonnets in the future.

 

This one sonnet I have been writing and bringing to you is all the best I can do. But remember, this comes with a little credentials I have make. When you are making the best you can make sometimes takes years to practice a better ones. But when I decide that I am going to add. It’s just a matter of what I have say. And the catch sentence for a Sunday Sonnet II is, “Love exists in every and each form of life that can be loved one another.” I take each letter in each line of every paragraph. That is one big example I create a long time ago. For almost 14 years and 2 months I have been doing this and I love doing this.

In all of the places,

fields are always filled with flowers and grasses.

 

Then there is only I have in my mind and

how the world can look to me

even one or two days can do,

remember if there is only I can do

every little days can do change a little.

 

In all of the places

seas are always filled with sea animals and dive in.

 

Over the mountains I can climb

not a single day I only want to love you more,

every hill I walk in, I want to hold your hands.

 

Change me over you, change yourself to me,

how the chances can change

and each day can pass, each night can hold,

never run away to me

’cause I love you more than you love me

every single day might change a little bit.

 

Today, tomorrow and yesterday

only receives a little test you give me.

 

Change me over you, change yourself to me,

how the chances can change

and each day can pass, each night can hold,

never run away to me and

girl you know, I’ve been looking for you

every single day might change a little bit.

 

Then there is only I have in my mind and

how the world can look to me

even one or two days can do,

remember if there is only I can do

every single day I must confess that I love you.

 

In all of the places

scene I’ve always been in love just to be with you.

 

Only you, girl and only to be with you,

never break my heart because

love begins at the sunset and

you only once receives my heart.

 

One love, one heart can’t never break

not a single day forces me to weak your heart

each and every night I dream of you.

 

Girl, you make me weak when I see you,

in times I am desperately dying without you,

remember me before I am gone too soon and

love remains at the end of the day with you.

 

When is this love will run away,

how can you control the day without me

once you love me and I won’t break with you.

 

Can I fall in love with you

all the chances are meant to be broken

not that I say to you if you only says true.

 

My only heart dies in shape

and you keep me away just to be with you,

keeping me to love you more

everyday and every night.

 

Falling over my knees

and let the love remain,

love don’t get a justice and

love don’t give a law to love you more.

 

In all of the places

not single day I’ve been through with you.

 

Today, tomorrow and yesterday

only receives a little test you give me.

 

Another day I’ve been walking to the street

not a single stare would always seeing you

dreams are not real when not loving you.

 

I always deserve to love you more.

 

Another night have been through to me

might have been a chance to meet you again.

 

Remember the days we always meet

every single day I offer my heart to you

and only my heart decides to love me more,

dreams are not real when not loving you and

you only have one remaining day with me.

 

Today, tomorrow and yesterday

only receives a little test you give me.

 

Marry me at the sunset of the day

and I will only say to you that I love you

right on your palm and you say, “I do,”

remember this day

you are ready to tie me in this wedding day.

 

How can I remember this day without you,

every single breath I take

remember me at the sunset and the girl I love.

 

The catch sentence is, “If there is one chance to change, there is only one girl who can make fall in love to me and I am ready to marry her.”

 

NOTES:

 

I write this very love-long song which I don’t put a chorus, a stanza, a bridge, or a coda just to put a rhythm. This is coming from my heart. I’ve been a heartache all the time. And times I’ve been writing and writing a better song if only I can bring up this a rhythm. Without a rhythm sometimes takes me a courage falling in love again for the only girl I want to marry. Well, there is one person in my back of my head. And that is not someone from my past. This is the present times when I do have a feeling to create an emotional song. And this is really a painful-love song I’ve been written in all of my life.

 

The person I’ve recognize in this song is none other the only girl I take in my heart. Seriously, this is not a joke. But when somebody takes in your place, what can you do to carry your heart just to be burden? It seriously comes in my heart and my back of my head. Maybe it’s a little attention that makes me weaker. That is sometimes if I really do loving a girl makes me seriously to catch her attention. What else could be the same if there is nothing to do. Maybe I do. Maybe you don’t care. But the illness in my scratch of my heart knows me very well. In the same way, I really don’t care some other people just to judge from my looks or from my feelings that I carry.

 

I am not a perfect human. And we do have mistakes in life. And there is no perfect human in the world without having a mistakes in your life. Maybe I have been judging myself the way I am speaking of. Well, in that case, I can’t carry an emotional song just to write here in my site. REMEMBER: Don’t copy it. If you do and if I die, I will haunt you. Just seriously an illness I always say to the person who carries its attitude with plagiarism stuff. And the plagiarism stuff seriously takes advantage just to copy my notes. Well, just to be sure, but I guess I take a little carelessness sometimes, but not every time, it’s just once.

 

And here in our country celebrates the Down Syndrome Awareness for this month here in the Philippines. And I do have special condition with special needs also. Just to be curious in case you don’t know me pretty that well. I am pretty sure everybody loves to read, and just only to read.

Sunday Sonnet

Let go and take

only if you really faint on the floor and

vanity is just another to stake,

each moment it has to stand.

 

Maybe it wasn’t forever to look

each and every kind of foundation

and time will take the nation,

nothing that fakes the hook

since the beginning must to be end now.

 

Then it has to be flow,

however once it releases the love

and eternity is not the answer

that will take to the place of flower.

 

You begin slaying the meat cooking in stove

once it takes the music starting

unless you do something.

 

Raise me under your unconditional love but

every chances have a moment

and times are not forever,

let the games begin whenever

love exists like a mint,

youth must not to be stop and shut.

 

Cherish the love everywhere unless

all the time you really spend,

remember how to send

each year you really love to spend less.

 

And the time you speak

not to mention you really hate the steak,

damn is not easy.

 

Unbound neither to be cheesy,

nothing to be like for to you see

dreams are easy to remember

each chances not to be a member,

release me from the sea

so the people believe

then every person in the world must

achieve the love not to be lust,

never be like me to live

dreams are so unreal.

 

The love only I see to flow in the river,

how can you question yourself to be believer,

every answer is sometimes to be real.

 

When will I see you again

and how I count the way

you really love me that much.

 

You choose on your way such

only the heart you keep to sway,

unconditional love has to gain.

 

Love me not, love me forever

only the heart can win,

vain and pain can’t carry like a sin,

every world has to be like me again and ever.

 

My sins won’t take you to another dream,

only you can be the last to be late

rather I enter in your world to stream

every dreams with you has to be fate.

 

NOTES:

 

This is the first time I write a sonnet again through the years I’ve been writing all my life. And I can’t remember when is the last time I write that long. But if you notice each and every single letter of each line has a meaning. Well it’s because it’s the month of Valentines. And Valentines really saves me a lot of problems. Problems that sometimes you look for solving own troubles.

 

What does it say in the sonnet? Simple. It says, “love means that you really care and understand the way you love more.” The very first sonnet I’ve made before dated back in the month of May 1999. It was really that longer already. But other says to my works are bad to review. Since they don’t realize my work is really hard to read. It can tell me how I really love to write and improve more. And passionate how I look to be sometimes takes year to exercise. Well that it’s not easy or difficult to make. I am planning to publish in a book someday from my compilation of my work.

 

The first thing you must to know is that I am really special and extraordinary adult.  Of course not everybody really knows about me. And in that case, I really take a chances to meet me someday. Having Down syndrome in my life, I’ve really appreciate what I have and accepting who I really am. This is not the first time I’ve introduce myself, better yet to read my previous articles. For you to read better, you really must to know that this is not easy to read or difficult to shout it loud.

Halfway around the world

 

Stanza

Looking back the way you used to be

then I am on the road of highway,

let it be the one you used to say

that I am going to travel

halfway around the world.

 

Refrain:

Going with me (going with you)

then you used to say that I want you (you want me)

I am rolling over thru the hill

and I’m willing to take it, take it alone,

you bust through the doors (bust through the doors)

and let it shout that I am the king of the world

(king of the world).

 

(Repeat Stanza)

 

Chorus:

You get to, get to kick on the left

you get to, get to kick on the right

and have to punch sideways all me

through the night and I’m going all

over again here in my side

that halfway around the world

is really meant for you.

 

(Repeat Stanza)

(Repeat Refrain except the last two lines)

 

Bridge:

You feel me right here,

can’t you see my whole world damn so free,

can’t you, can’t you feel on me,

can’t get, get you on my life

that I am pointing out of my world

to be damn so free and wild.

And I am okay, to say to ride

with you halfway around the world.

 

(Repeat Stanza and Refrain)

 

Coda:

Going with me (going with you)

Going with me (going with you)

Going with me (going with you)

then you used to say that I want you (you want me)

I am rolling over thru the hill

and I’m willing to take it alone, alone with me baby

you bust them at the corner (bust them at the corner)

and let it shout that I am the king of the world,

king of the world, king of the world,

halfway around the world.

 

NOTES:

 

This is my comeback written song which I never doubted that in my life that I really did this finally tonight. As you can see, this song has really meant for me. It’s an actually an article, but for the two days what I have to do with this article topic. But I turned out as a song at the back of my head. And of course, this is not my first time to write a written song. I have many unpublished songs by the way, but I have to get it from my best friend’s house where I kept my things from him. All of my unpublished literary works were at his house. Someday when I get to call him, I will pursue to publish here in my blog. Then in the future, I might do the same thing and publish it in the public as well. This is my great tasks I have to obtain and to compile some of my old songs, sonnets and poems roll into one, here in my blog as well.

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