Looking forward to what it may seem

but unknowingly in the future to wait

sometimes find me bored to look backwards,

it lacks of me inside at the back of my mind,

although I never find true meaning of what it may find.

 

I look to your eyes deeper and deeper

but nothing I don’t find suspicious to your mind

you are always seem blank, nothing to read

I’m always say that I can’t go further looking around.

 

Finding an unusual moving object in faraway,

it may find abstract to me but it’s nothing,

it never crosses at the back of my head

knowing that there are many clues anywhere

whether is it true or not, I lack of true love means.

 

Withering from the back of my mind

I found losing control of what I was capable of,

it didn’t mind me after all, so easily

or so to amuse something it was really bothering me

but I can’t found anything the way it was used to be.

 

It may have scars to my chest,

scars that may hard to heal in a long time

scars that it find nothing but pain,

knowing that I’ve seen it all, it shutters me

after all by kicking out of my mind.

 

I came knocking to your door

but you said it was nothing

I still came knocking to your door again

but you rather stayed alone

whatever may caused a little hard to control.

 

I saw visions, many kinds of vision

hard to tell it was bigger or smaller

knowing it was something have a detail

inside at the back of my mind

it was really hard to control it.

 

Pushing back or pulling it away

may find unusual interesting to do

around the visions whatever it may find us

nothing to lose, it’s really nothing there,

but I can’t explain if it’s you or me.

 

Going back from the beginning,

in the present time may finally solve

a problem to be seen, I finally find

some dream to catch in the future

waiting for me reaching for it.

 

A hollow block, a huge of explanatory question

an unusual torn of paper, a big pitch black

or it may find nothing I would solve it on my own

knowing there is something to look forward to.

 

WRITER’S NOTES:

 

Anticipating to chase a dream is a poem about a man chasing his dream. And his dream might be unfold in the past telling it would be nice to look forward. It’s inevitable experience for him. Unlike me, there’s some complicated situation. It would be nice if it turns to big dream to wait. And not until the end, he found something interesting topic of his life – changing visions of his life.

 

Day after day, he opened his small box that contains with a dancing girl chiming with a beautiful note. It may finds for him that he may search his love life. But until the end, he find interesting more of himself rather marrying to someone else for his position.

 

Anticipating to chase a dream is about the tale of dream world between illusion and real world. It has deeper meanings. But I don’t know which one it is. It lacks me to differentiate which one I should prefer to do. But it consists a wonderful poem where you can find more lessons to be found. Now tell me, are you willing to anticipate to chase a dream?

 

WRITER’S VIEW:

 

It has been a months for now that I haven’t write a single poem. Although summer is a best time to write more about in literature. Summer is also about pleasure writing in some of my ways. But in the coming months, there will be an added literature of the month. I don’t know which one is new, but it’s an interesting one to read for. You may follow me, read anything or find an interesting topic of any literary works I should be writing about.

 

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