Archive for March, 2012


First Tagalog Quote:

 

Munting mundo lumiliit,

sa natatanaw nararamdaman ko,

laging may problema,

laging may alam ang katabi o kaharap mo.

 

Nasa isip ko’y laging may duda,

nakakabaliw,

nakakalamang,

laging may tanong sa isip.

 

Sana’y sa isang araw,

naiisipan ko parating may umiiyak

at may tuwa sa kalooban.

 

Tunay ba ito’y mundo gumagalaw

o sarili mo lamang laging nakatanim na galit,

binubuksan ko ito sa walang dahilan.

 

Utang na loob ko’y walang alam,

at ito’y walang dahilan na ang kapalit

ay buhay natin.

 

Second Tagalog Quote:

 

Sa isip ko’y laging

ika’y laging nararamdaman,

sa isip ko’y ika’y laging umiikot,

at sa isip ko’y

laging tuwa ng buhay ko.

 

Bakit ba parati na lang

na siya lang may dahilan,

bakit ba puno na lang

na siya lang nasa puso ko,

walang wakas sa isang gabi

na hindi kita makita.

 

Punung-puno ang mga iyak ko

sa isang gabi laging umuulan,

punung-puno ang mga tawa ko

sa isang laging umaaraw,

na sana lang makita

ang tamis ng ngiti mo.

 

Sundan mo ang iyong tibok

na walang kaparehas,

namumuno na lang

ang iba nauunahan,

ikaw at walang iba

ikaw na walang hanggan at

ikaw ang nasa puso ko laging nagmamahal.

 

Third Tagalog Quote:

 

Tinatawa kita pero wala ka diyan,

nang naramdaman ko’y ito

galing sa iyo,

binahagi mo sa akin ang araw mo,

lalo pang lumuluha ang aking iyak

na sana ika’y makapiling ko.

 

Araw o gabi,

magpakailanman na di magbabago

sa aking puso ko,

kumikintab ang bituin nasa langit,

lubha ko’y masaya makasama ka sa tabi ko.

 

Bawat ngayong o susunod na araw,

maligaya ka’y tumatalon,

masaya ka’y sumasayaw,

ito ay walang manhid sa sarili ko,

dinaramdam ko ang puso ko nasa iyo.

 

Piling ko pinilit mo ako mahalin kita,

piling ko piniliit sa iyong puso naglalaro

pero hihigit pa ang puso’t isipan natin,

tayo’y magsasama sa mahabang

panahon at magpakailanman.

 

NOTES:

 

These three particular Tagalog quotes came from my cellphone. And I want you to know that these three really part of my journey reminding how life is good about us. And I have really never forget Rico Yan who really inspires me a lot during his time. For him, I bring this three quotes are different meaning. Every time I read in my cellphone and send someone I can share is helping me a lot to cure my sadness away. It is because no matter what I am down, I always look up to Rico who already left us ten years ago in the day of Good Friday, March 29, 2002. Not even once I want to forget him, it is always I think of him in my heart that beauty in life is very important for us.

It’s almost midnight to 12. And I don’t know what to type in. So here I am, typing in the keyboard makes me weaker because I am too sleepy to concentrate writing down my article. And it’s been a while since the last time I blogged in.

 

My memorable moments in the past, well all I can say is about me, is quite emotionally. I don’t know where to start and where to begin in the first place. But I recall one thing. I discovered how my talents are really cool. In writing, maybe I am not that good enough. In dancing, well I certainly am willing down to dance with you. But not this momentarily though it’s hard to dance even if I am over in weight limit. In singing, there is some moments in my life are very dull. When it comes so much of boring, the state that I do not do anything. So it relaxes in my head then I start singing some of my own lyrics each popping out instantly from my mouth. But hey, I don’t want to explain everything.

 

I traveled in the past with my family in Canada and United States. Well it’s not enough I want to share that. It is about how I am cool guy you want to hang with. If you are looking someone who is expert in basketball history, just come closer to me and I will tell you what some cool players are playing that good. Then I said myself, why do I need more talents? Oh, I forgot to tell you that I still have more. In drawing, well I got a lot excellent works during back in my sixth grade and seventh grade. My Science teacher amazed my work although Science is my favorite subject that I could draw about living and non-living things. But I am not that good in animation during that time. But because of now, it is not the way I am killing to say this. I love what I am doing. I draw, I write and I execute some of my works. But not in animating, I am not still there. There are more rooms for improvement though.

 

In fiction tales, I would be a father of all superhero beings who create and give all powers what I want to give them. It is not that what I want really. But to tell you the truth, I am not good quite animator yet. I already have a good script and a good story, but there is more room for storyboard. Then in that case, I will add some element. An element to add some music, that is where I want to go music business and animation business. If there is someone willing to give me 5 billion pesos to generate hobs here in the Philippines. Maybe a tycoon, or maybe I am too dreamy about that. But hey, who knows that can tell.

 

My most favorite memorable talent really was dancing. I am good in cooking but I am not practicing anymore. There are some issues that conflicts in my life really. I cannot tell you that I am 100% guy who can really cook, but definitely I can cook. For some reasons, there is always a yes. Maybe not if I do not desire. In dancing, I create a little move tricks there. Some what may, dancing in creating action moves in animation is really in my level of imagination. But creating a studio is definitely I need to exercise with that. Maybe I can pump up with my stamina to lower my weight and start dancing.

Last three weeks and five days ago, I have had this training in Ortigas. Of course, I want to have more income to work my English fluently. But then it came another start from my cousin, I never knew about her in the start. But she gave me a signal to go there if there will be a future for me — in call center industry.

 

I have never thought my life will be different if my dreams will not working with me. So I said to myself that I need something to do in my life. No matter what my dreams is telling me, then I have to work on my own. Not somebody is stealing my dreams away.

 

My inspirations comes in different forms in my life. First, I have never thought I could never dance so well in the present times. I’m thankfully for Michael Jackson who inspires me a lot. Through these years, my eagerness is exploding like there is a superhero wants to kill me. Second if I wasn’t good enough to get exploring my talents, I would never been drawing in arts as well. I have started as an artist drawing in science facts like biologically skin, plants whether it’s living or non-living things.

 

Changing in my life doesn’t count in different shape of human. It is a God’s given talent. I may be not good in writing or typing like this in shape of paragraph. So if you are telling me I’m not perfect, I am type of a guy who would never give up that still catching my own dreams. My dreams should be building a foundation program first for the children who are down syndrome like me. That inspires me a lot from Rico Yan. When Rico is still alive up to now, he would be looking me up and wants to be part of my program.

 

Fifteen years before I started to write in sonnets and poems, but right now I may be not a good writer. I am still improving on my own. If there is someone to help me, that’s also good. 10th of December 1998 is my debut that I have my own collection in writing of sonnets and poems. So it started. Through these years, I have never stop writing because it still keeps me going on. Now that I’m a poet, I’m pursuing myself to be a good writer someday. My old blog I started many years, I deleted them already. it is because I stop already back then. And after that, I begin to fall in love again with this kind of environment, to write again.

 

After Rico Yan and Michael Jackson as my lifetime inspirations, I am also looking to Walt Disney, Jack Kirby and Stan Lee. It is because I am not also as an artist, I also want to be part of writing my own inspirations from them. Jack Kirby writes a lot when Stan Lee drew a thousand artwork that time, now have had already top-billed movies. Which is that I want my own homeland to grow more in animation here in the Philippines. An animation studio and a music production is what I want to improve for the Philippines. We have many talent pools here in our country, where else you want to go if you want to go in Hollywood. I always want to look positive in our country. And I am a proud Filipino, that is. After that, I am also looking for inspiration to Coco Martin. He is so good in his acting. If Rico is still alive, he would be working with Coco in show business.

FORWARD

 

Love counts on every words it counts:

 

1 shall be love but cannot pay back

2 be love, it is why need tender care,

3 must be know the commitment how we need comfort,

4 you need to know me better in conversation is the only healing process,

5 to achieve is what we acknowledge, learn how to say words carefully,

6 is not only the body talk but to sway instead,

7 succeeds the most we need is our eyes.

 

With seven days in one week, love don’t measure a healthy relationship, it is a process for the seven steps we need in a condition of every days’ numbers.

 

BACKWARDS

 

Love counts backwards when it counts:

 

7 though I cut back the payment

6 is bad for the relationship until wedding’s night,

5 me alone because I don’t want to be part ways from you.

4 you need to understand, I need some space and time alone,

3 to be needed care and comfort,

2 you and from me, I won’t be here tonight if I love would be the problem,

1 night, the purity I can’t stand is living you here beside me.

 

With seven days in one week, love is unconditionally measure a healthy relationship in backwards, it is a process for the seven days we need each and every day’s numbers

 

NOTE:

This come from my cellphone quotation poem.I made this two months ago.

Work and its technology

People nowadays are merely wanting to grab new gadgets, just as a fact everywhere in the world is vastly improving.

 

In Singapore, the most-renowned technology country that has more 10,000 IT graduates are working here around the world among its workers belong to another nations, but among them as a Filipino were not in the same situation. Just look about the OFW workers, caregivers are rarely seen in the area from one place to another place. But in my case, people in America are suitable to grab iPads, Windows and Apple application gadgets as well.

 

In the Southeast Asia, the number one growth of technology country is what we called in the Philippines area. People are after the new gadgets including the camera figures in the stores. In fact, when I see this thousand of businesses, I meet some people are getting into their passion of growth in photography. Photography are the sensible hobbies that can interact to the picture how they feel and how they act in their way of fashion. It can be use in the weddings, or many events as well.

 

Lack of knowledge is not a common anymore to anybody else. But merely in my ideas when the most areas have no really a technology, the areas where the poor are living. Their growth of their technology do not have in the remote areas in the Philippines and other countries as well.

 

The number growth of work today if I may recall, contact centers are somehow very useful for everyone. Philippines become now a giant contact center in the world in term of BPO or Business People Outsourcing. America is now ranking in second. Frankly, I don’t want to say this but it’s the truth said.

 

Call centers or contact centers now offers various of gadgets as promos whenever people want to work in the specific area in the specific promos. Like this in Accenture, they offer gadgets. Maybe I am not perfect to say this, so my thoughts is cleared.

 

However, in the schools of density of students like in La Salle also offers new technology. Students are now carrying tablets instead carrying the books. If I describe the other schools, school without technology cannot catch up with this generation. But if the government or the officials in the school can implement this, students now aware want to grab this opportunity to study well in the class and have performed perfectly in the time of the class.

 

The most priority in life now has more technology whether you are home, on the road, in the school, public or anywhere you can carry your utility as your network. Times like this, people are more useful carrying their technology tools. When it’s snatch, it’s already gone. They they have to buy another one for the replacement of lost item they have.

 

News are not given anywhere, but as I describe around the world is inevitable nowadays, the work and its technology.

I still remembered way back during I was in high school before. About this second year high school or sophomore year, never one told me that I was different to everyone. I just want to know that I am extraordinary person with extraordinary talents like this our beloved idol, Rico Yan. Nevertheless, but it’s a yes.

 

The year 1996 when Rico Yan was already in the show business. I was 15 years old back then. Rico was 21 years old. During that time, I have hooked in this classic tale of literature, the Robin Hood times. People said to me talking like I am never born in this world before. Then I said myself that I have to stand in my own feet. Once in biology class during 1998, our biology teacher told me that never one in the class thought what in the world I was doing in high school. Never in my age that people passed in high school. So I stood in the class, then she told me that I have made this genetically rare disease, a down syndrome. I have never thought that easily. It is easy to other people rarely to reach the opportunity like me. But I held my fingers tight, then after I came home from the school. My mind was different and I came inside my parents’ room. Then I asked them why does on earth nobody told me that I have had this kind of genetically rare disease or down syndrome. My sisters never brought it up this issue inside the car when we were going home or going to the school every school days. I said to myself and why?

 

The year from 1996 to 1998 changed me everyday and everywhere. I have never thought how I shared my life about this. The year was so special about me. The year of 1996 when Rico Yan was already in show business. And the year about my adolescence changed me that time. Rico had already made three movies during 1996 and named them as Radio Romance, Ama, Ina, Anak (Father, Mother and Child) and Madrasta (Second Wife). Rico also made in television series in numerous series like Mara Clara as Derek, Maaalaala Mo Kaya as Dante in the episode of Valentines Card, Sine Siyete as the same name in the episode of Roses and Tracy, Star Drama Presents as Carlo in the episode of Rico and as Ricky in a Saturday afternoon series that spanned about in June 15, 1996 up to February 13, 1999.

 

The most lovable movie Rico made into the movies was Got 2 Believe with Claudine Barrreto as his partner when he portrayed as Lorenz, the photographer. I’m sure everyone can remember his movie as well. High school years was my primary years to me but when Rico was in his sensational break in the year of 1994 up to 2002.

 

The most inspirational move Rico made was in to show business, helping people with his killing look, and every time he has a birthday, he would celebrate in his most sharing life back then in his foundation. But my story continues after he died.

 

After hearing from the news Rico died in 29th of March 2002 and that was Good Friday in Los Palmas, Palawan together with Marvin Agustin and Dominic Ochoa, I still never forgot that coming from the news I heard in television. Rico shocked my world, and so devastated to me that time. I was inspired by many inspirational walks of life including him. But he was the impact of my life where I had to grabbing my opportunity to graduate in the same year Rico died. I graduated in 4th of July 2003, that’s Friday in Pasay where the graduation rites held. Being as a honor of a culinary graduate, I finally took myself as a college graduate in only 2 years culinary course. I never did satisfied my performance back then. It is because what my mom said and what my mom always want.

 

2002 was a dreadful year to everyone. But still I am getting inspiration from him, the first and foremost of my life. If I give my inspirational life, my dreams will not be going far as it could. I always want to get a foundation dreams last year, that sparks my favorite aunt died last June 23, 2011. It’s not the same dreams I have in the past. It came to my mind that I always want to grab any opportunity where I want. But my parents refused anything to help me. I said to myself that I won’t give up no matter what problems or challenge will come. It’s already there in my mind everyday I want to build foundation program for the kids who have down syndrome just like I am.

 

And I finally accepted myself that I am different person to everyone I could tell. When people doesn’t want me, it’s fine for me. I recently joined in Down Syndrome Association of the Philippines, Inc. or DSAPI and I have to become a member in the future. I have even celebrated with the kids who have down syndrome last 19th of February 2012 (my birthday, yey!) where the Happy Walk held at Skydome, SM North EDSA The Block. So I am proud what I accomplish. Then I will continue to fight for my dreams to achieve. Many people will shock to me after I am posting this. If there is any questions, just let me know.

 

This is my inspiration who Rico Yan I’m really looking for. Thank you for giving us an inspiration and I will still follow your heart and follow my dreams as well. I’m forever with you eternally.

Ricardo Carlos Castro Yan or simply as Rico Yan was so special to me when he entered my world before. When I was still in high school in 1996, I was so awe with his looks, his first Master commercial. Then I thought I said to my mom back then just to buy me some Master facial and the deodorant. Up to now, I am still using the facial and the deodorant.

 

The moment I was still in high school, I was so amazed with his act in Ama, Ina, Anak where Angelica Panganiban was also in the movie. He portrayed as Dennis. I still remembered well where the child star Angelica have had shooting inside the Philam Homes inside the Sta. Rita Church. We were attending the mass there before. So I though that would be the end for him. I saw him several times in ‘Sang Linggo Na Po Sila during when Danny Javier, Buboy Garovillo and Jim Paredes were the hosts in the noontime show before. Their little funny acts including the Kabayong Bundat version was really funny and fascinating for me and the audience as well. So, the world spoke to me and I loved his acts. He inspires me a lot. Because of that, with my own signature dance craze like Michael Jackson, he also became my matinee idol that time. So to speak but yes.

 

After I graduated in high school in March 2000, during that time I already going to enter the college in Center for Culinary Arts in June. I met Rico’s cousin, Mia Yan and Diego Castro. I didn’t know much of Rico that time. Maybe I was so awe with his killing smile including his dimples. What I really mean was he is really handsome, talented and an everybody’s friend just like me. I was startruck when I saw him, maybe I was dillydallying. But I was hurried that time. So for 10 minutes I chatted with him and shook my hand to his hand. I trembled with my mind. Then I really liked that time. And I missed him so much.

 

After a year, a sudden news came in during the holy week that time he died in March 29, 2003, Saturday. I was so sad and furious who did this, then I knew coming into my mind. It was a bangungot (or a nightmare) that killed him. So the lost came to me, our beloved Rico Yan passed away.

 

Now 10 years after, Rico Yan remains in my heart. He is very loyal in every fans he have had. I love Rico Yan wherever you are now. I still remember you the way you smile, you act, you dance and you create the wholesome of your image.

 

I LOVE YOU, RICO.

World of employment

Today I will talking about the world of employment. Yes of course, everybody knows how to work well in your job.

 

Since I wasn’t get in the interviews the last two days, it wasn’t get enough to get in. The first endorsement came last Wednesday in Transcom, I didn’t get in the job well. Of course, my best answer did well in the group interview in one-by-one situation. And the first critical question came into me: if you are given as a invincible, what will you do in a day? Of course, I remembered my answer and my answer goes to: “If I am given as an invincible guy, I would do anything as a normal person to do anything, going to the mall and have pleasure what all you want.” I guess my first day in interview didn’t get me in the job well.

 

The second interview yesterday in Startek came, it was all my best I did with my answer. The second critical question came in: what will you in a day if you are in the place of president? Then I said, “I will change the diplomacy, change the government rules and have everyone get a chance to get a job. So everyone outside the Philippines get a chance to have a job in the country, help the tourism and the economy as well.” I did all my best to get in, but I guess I didn’t do well for me.

 

But I still have two more endorsements to do in my wish list bucket: one in Makati which it’s the Visaya Knowledge Process Outsourcing or VKPO and the other one is in Quezon City where the Stream Global Services is located. I have to go out in Tuesday going in Makati, so if there’s a luck for me, I will do my best to answer properly and introduce as well.

Maybe I am expecting too much that I am expecting less. Hahaha! Don’t worry, I guess this is my first blog entry. So much to say, so much less. Don’t worry, I will update my blog entry once I am in.

 

The reason WHY?

 

People didn’t know about me. I’m an usual guys who wants to go mixing the real world. If people don’t know about me, that is okay for me. I guess this is much to get careless to say. I’m an average person who plays a lot games before. From Ragnarok, Tantra and some to mention of some online games, but  what I am really hooked in the last online game is the Flyff Online. The Perfect World is much careless from the the real world. Then I realize that I am not able to continue to play, it is because I am too much careless. Working is much important than playing in the computer. So I guess it is important to work than playing.

 

You know what, I am taking this up in the higher expectations. The last fifteen days, I have been in training to improve more on grammar. So I guess I am not a good writer, but I will do my best whatever I will do. The thing I have back of my mind is that I cannot say the word but I will say once I am logging in.

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